𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐍

ᴇᴠᴇɴ sᴛᴏɴᴇ ᴍᴀʏ ᴄʀᴜᴍʙʟᴇ

[godspeared]

𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐃   𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃   𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐑   𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇   𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓   𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒

𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒   :   the   exploration   of   godhood   vs   humanity,    the   erosion   of   memory   &   oneself,   sacrifice   for   the   sake   of   others,    coming   to   terms   with   one’s   mortality,   grief   that   does   not   heal,        war,   loss,   death,  &   other   canon   typical   themes   found   within   genshin   impact. 

(   indie,   private,   ʜɪɢʜʟʏ   sᴇʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ,   mature,   𝟷𝟾+   ᴏɴʟʏ,   zhongli   of   genshin   impact.   established   november   17th   2021.   ᴇxᴄʟᴜsɪᴠᴇʟʏ   ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴ   ʙᴀsᴇᴅ,   alt   fc   :   sʜɪ   ǫɪɴɢxᴜᴀɴ   of   heaven   official’s   blessing   (   ʀᴇᴀᴅ   ᴍᴏʀᴇ   ).         

𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄   𝐓𝐀𝐆   :   trypophobia   (   groups   of   holes  /  clusters   like honeycomb   ).

𝐌𝐔𝐍   :   danny ,   he   /   him ,   26   (   sept 4th   ) ,   est ,   discord   available   for   mutuals.   please   note   ɪ  ʜᴀᴠᴇ  ᴀ  ᴄʜʀᴏɴɪᴄ  ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜ  ᴄᴏɴᴅɪᴛɪᴏɴ   &  sᴛʀᴜɢɢʟᴇ  ᴡɪᴛʜ  ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ  ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜ  ɪssᴜᴇs.   both   of   these   things   do   impact   my   activity   both   on   tumblr   &   discord.   ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ  ɢɪᴠᴇ  ᴍᴇ  ᴛɪᴍᴇ  ᴛᴏ  ɢᴇᴛ  ʙᴀᴄᴋ  ᴛᴏ  ʏᴏᴜ.   if   it’s   been   a   few   days   just   poke   me   politely   i   promise   i   am   not   ignoring   you   for   any   malicious   reason.

[jadespeared]

❝   if   you   awake   to   a   𝓴𝓷𝓲𝓯𝓮   at   your   throat,   if   monsters   dig   their   𝓬𝓵𝓪𝔀𝓼   into   you,   if   death   comes   knocking   at   your   door,   𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵   𝓸𝓾𝓽   𝓶𝔂   𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮.   ❞

   #𝐉𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐃   (   18+   𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂,   indie,   private,   𝓱𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓵𝔂   𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓿𝓮,   xiao   of   genpact.   𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓷   𝓫𝓪𝓼𝓮𝓭   𝓮𝔁𝓬𝓵𝓾𝓼𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓵𝔂,   please   𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭   𝓓𝓝𝓕   𝓲𝓷𝓯𝓸   &   𝓻𝓾𝓵𝓮𝓼   before   interacting.   written   by   danny,   26,   he   /   him.   )

[jadespeared]

❝   if   you   awake   to   a   𝓴𝓷𝓲𝓯𝓮   at   your   throat,   if   monsters   dig   their   𝓬𝓵𝓪𝔀𝓼   into   you,   if   death   comes   knocking   at   your   door,   𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵   𝓸𝓾𝓽   𝓶𝔂   𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮.   ❞

   #𝐉𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐃   (   18+   𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂,   indie,   private,   𝓱𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓵𝔂   𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓿𝓮,   xiao   of   genpact.   𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓷   𝓫𝓪𝓼𝓮𝓭   𝓮𝔁𝓬𝓵𝓾𝓼𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓵𝔂,   please   𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭   𝓓𝓝𝓕   𝓲𝓷𝓯𝓸   &   𝓻𝓾𝓵𝓮𝓼   before   interacting.   written   by   danny,   26,   he   /   him.   )

[jadespeared]

❝   if   you   awake   to   a   𝓴𝓷𝓲𝓯𝓮   at   your   throat,   if   monsters   dig   their   𝓬𝓵𝓪𝔀𝓼   into   you,   if   death   comes   knocking   at   your   door,   𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵   𝓸𝓾𝓽   𝓶𝔂   𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮.   ❞

   #𝐉𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐃   (   18+   𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂,   indie,   private,   𝓱𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓵𝔂   𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓿𝓮,   xiao   of   genpact.   𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓷   𝓫𝓪𝓼𝓮𝓭   𝓮𝔁𝓬𝓵𝓾𝓼𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓵𝔂,   please   𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭   𝓓𝓝𝓕   𝓲𝓷𝓯𝓸   &   𝓻𝓾𝓵𝓮𝓼   before   interacting.   written   by   danny,   26,   he   /   him.   )

[jadespeared]

❝   if   you   awake   to   a   𝓴𝓷𝓲𝓯𝓮   at   your   throat,   if   monsters   dig   their   𝓬𝓵𝓪𝔀𝓼   into   you,   if   death   comes   knocking   at   your   door,   𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵   𝓸𝓾𝓽   𝓶𝔂   𝓷𝓪𝓶𝓮.   ❞

   #𝐉𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐃   (   18+   𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂,   indie,   private,   𝓱𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓵𝔂   𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓿𝓮,   xiao   of   genpact.   𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓸𝓷   𝓫𝓪𝓼𝓮𝓭   𝓮𝔁𝓬𝓵𝓾𝓼𝓲𝓿𝓮𝓵𝔂,   please   𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭   𝓓𝓝𝓕   𝓲𝓷𝓯𝓸   &   𝓻𝓾𝓵𝓮𝓼   before   interacting.   written   by   danny,   26,   he   /   him.   )

[godspeared]

WHERE TO FIND ME : 

find me on xiao at @jadespeared​  not leaving zhongli at all my brain is just very fixated on xiao right now <3

[godspeared]

UPDATE : i want to apologize for not being present, things have taken a really bad turn for my mental health. right now i am fighting to find a place to live, i have to be out of my current apartment on the 25th of may & there is nothing in my area open that is affordable right now. i had a place i thought might work, but at the last minute it fell through. literally came down to someone putting a check in their hands as i was driving over to them, despite the constant communication me & my case worker had with them. 

i am trying to remain hopeful but time is running out & i have no where to go still. i am on a bunch of waiting lists, but no one has gotten back to me yet. i am terrified of what is going to happen if i don’t find somewhere to live. 

i just wanted to give you all an update, i hope i can find some place soon & things can go back to normal because i just can’t handle much more of this. 

mutuals may add me on discord : 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐖𝐍#3803

[eraiyang]

wanted to design some armor for zhongli based on the jade shield

[godspeared]

not   me   once   again   thinking   about   how   canon   zhongli   ❝   forgot   ❞   that   mora   would   need   to   be   minted. 

[godspeared]

finally he's home

[godspeared]

seeing more elder scrolls muses following me as me wanting to make a tes verse for zhongli 👀

[godspeared]

❛   wrap .   wrap  an  arm  around  my  muse’s  [ shoulders  /  waist ] .

𝐓𝐇𝐄   𝐆𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄   𝐖𝐀𝐒   𝐔𝐍𝐄𝐗𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐃   but   not   unwelcome.   zhongli   was   perhaps   more   use   to   having   others   within   their   sᴘᴀᴄᴇ   due   to   the   time   they’d   spent   working   under   director   hu.   the   ᴀᴍʙɪᴛɪᴏᴜs   funeral   director   never   hesitated   to   grab   them   by   the   arm   or   tug   at   their   sleeve   should   she   require   their   ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ.   

much   had   ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇᴅ   since   they’d   last   set   foot   within   inazuma’s   borders,   unfortunately   ɴᴏᴛ   for   the   better.   however   the   locals   still   strived   to   ᴘᴇʀsᴇᴠᴇʀᴇ   despite   the   iron   grasp   the   shogun   ruled   with.   glancing   over   to   their   guide   ᴄᴜʀɪᴏsɪᴛʏ   has   them   asking   ❝   tell   me,   are   you   not   worried   about   having   your   vision   seized   ?   ❞   

from   what   they   understood   through   simple   ᴏʙsᴇʀᴠᴀᴛɪᴏɴ   it   seemed   that   most   elected   to   hide   their   visions   from   the   public   eye,   though   there   were   still   a   few   that   ᴘʀᴏᴜᴅʟʏ   wore   theirs   out   in   the   open.   zhongli   sᴜsᴘᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ   that   they   were   perhaps   not   genuine   visions,   but   ғᴀʟsᴇ   ones   used   as   a   decoy   for   the   real   one.   still   ᴛʀᴏᴜʙʟᴇᴅ   them   to   see   visions   being   ripped   away   from   their   holders   without   thought   or   care.   

❝   or   perhaps   you   are   ᴄᴏɴғɪᴅᴇɴᴛ   in   your   fighting   abilities   ?   ❞   there’s   an   ᴀᴍᴜsᴇᴅ   smile   on   their   features,   as   they   glanced   at   itto.   even   in   the   short   time   that   they   had   known   the   oni   it   was   very   clear   from   how   he   held   himself   &   behaved   that   he   was   rather   ғᴇᴀʀʟᴇss.   

@shintoni​

[godspeared]

UPDATE : i know i’ve been fairly quiet on here, i’ve been so stressed over this sudden move with nowhere to go that i really haven’t had much motivation to do anything. i’ve been dealing with a lot of physical & mental health issues due to all the stress right now so i’m just very low energy at the moment even for things i enjoy. 

i love zhongli, i am not going anywhere my anxiety is just eating me alive rn. i am going to try to slowly do things on here, god knows my brain could use something to destress right now. 

mutuals may add me on disco / let me know who you are when you add me !

disco : 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐖𝐍#3803

[ohisms]

𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐃  &  𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐅𝐄𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄    (a  series  of  nonverbal  prompts .   mature  themes  present ,   ‘ my ’  muse  belongs  to  the  one who  posted  the  meme  -  send   “ + REVERSE ”   to  reverse  the  prompts .)

→     𝐈 .    GENERAL

❛   hush .   raise  a  finger  in  a  gesture  to  silence  my  muse . ❛   sit .   gesture  for  my  muse  to  sit  down . ❛   door .   hold  a  door  open  for  my  muse . ❛   tap .   tap  my  muse  on  the  shoulder  to  garner  their  attention . ❛   hunger .   give  my  muse  something  to  eat  /  drink . ❛   cook .   present  my  muse  with  home - cooked  food . ❛   brush .   work  a  brush  /  comb  through  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   read .   silently  read  a  book  alongside  my  muse . ❛   hand .   hold  out  a  hand  for  my  muse  to  take . ❛   dressed .   help  my  muse  put  on  an  article  of  clothing . ❛   note .   give  my  muse  a  note  saying :   [ content ] . ❛   amplify .   turn  up  the  music  in  the  car .

→     𝐈𝐈 .    ANGST

❛   patch .   help  my  muse  patch  up  a  wound . ❛   night terrors .   hold  my  muse  after  they  wake  up  from  a  nightmare . ❛   company .   silently  sit  with  my  muse  to  comfort  them. ❛   hospital .   my  muse  is  told  that  yours  is  in  the  hospital . ❛   revelation .   show  my  muse  evidence  of  a  lie  they  told . ❛   indulge .   find  my  muse  drinking  to  cope . ❛   downfall .   find  my  muse  collapsed  on  the  ground . ❛   console .   comfort  my  muse  as  they  cry . ❛   nurse .   give  my  muse  company  in  the  hospital .

→     𝐈𝐈 .    AFFECTIONATE

❛   wink .   wink  at  my  muse .  ❛   wrap .   wrap  an  arm  around  my  muse’s  [ shoulders  /  waist ] . ❛   caress .   gently  caress  my  muse’s  face . ❛   tousle .   mess  playfully  with  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   chest .   place  your  head  on  my  muse’s  chest .    ❛   comb .   comb  fingers  through  my  muse’s  hair . ❛   grasp .   run  to  my  muse  &  jump  into  their  arms . ❛   lean .   lean  on  my  muse’s  shoulder . ❛   tender .   kiss  my  muse  on  the  [ forehead  /  cheek  /  nose ] . ❛   abrupt .   kiss  my  muse  out  of  the  blue . ❛   chaste .   chastely  kiss  my  muse . ❛   good morning .   kiss  my  muse  the  morning  after . ❛   volumes .   gaze  at  my  muse  in  a  way  that  silently  says  ‘i love you’ .

→     𝐈𝐈𝐈 .    VIOLENT

❛   strike .   [ slap / punch ]  my muse in the face . ❛   gun .   wield  a  gun  at  my  muse . ❛   twist .   twist  my  muse’s  arm  behind  their  back . ❛   throttle .   aggressively  wrap  your  hands  around  my  muse’s  throat . ❛   parch .   burn  my  muse  with  a  hot  object . ❛   take down .   forcefully  bring  my  muse  to  the  ground . ❛   gouge .   wield  a  sharp  object  at  my  muse . ❛  shunt .   shove  my  muse  backwards . ❛  stickup .   yell  at  my  muse  to  put  their  hands  in  the  air. ❛  shoot .   [ fatally  /  non-fatally ]   shoot  my  muse . ❛  stab .   stab  my  muse with a  [ knife / other object ].

→     𝐈𝐕 .    NSFW

❛   surprise .   send  an  unexpected  nsfw  image  to  my  muse . ❛   pin .   push  my  muse  against  a  [ wall,  table,  other ] . ❛   go down .   go  down  on  my  muse . ❛   choke .   intimately  wrap  your  hands  around  my  muse’s  throat . ❛   belt loops .   pull  my  muse  closer  by  their  belt loops . ❛   skinny dipping .   go  skinny  dipping  with  my  muse . ❛   rip .   tear  a  piece  of  clothing  from  my  muse’s  body . ❛   mark .   leave  a  mark  on  my  muse’s  body  [ specify where ] .

[godspeared]

THINGS   I   OWE   : 

ASKS   :  24 DRAFTS  :   i   owe   replies   to   @lightfaithed,   @dollele,   &   @umbriarcht

i plan to update my thread tracker as i answer things, i know i have loosely plotted some things with a few people that i need to track down via dms. tomorrow i’d like to get perhaps a plotting & ship call out we will see. i want to get the ball rolling with some threads. 

[godspeared]

finally have an icon i like, got my header sorted, got my banners sorted & lastly my carrd is up & available. finally.

[goodvibesrph]

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