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18+ only due to the nature of some topics.

[godtears]

So I'm not 100% back yet I still have to tie up some loose ends and then I'll message people and try to fix up what I couldn't get to and whatnot, but I just wanted to let people know I'm alive!!! I'm not 100% out of the woods yet but I've been extremely sick both physically and mentally and had to deal with trips to urgent care and the ER and etc. And a lot of fucked up shit happened, I dodged death more than 0 times these past few months and I'm not okay about it! So bear with me a hot second, while I process my recovery. I promise I'm not gone, I'm just trying to keep myself alive at the moment. Thank you all so much for your patience I appreciate it so much and I'm so sorry I had to drop a few things so suddenly, I just wasn't expecting to get so sick so badly... Ill be back soon, I promise ❤️

In the meantime, I'm gonna turn some stuff on so if anyone needs to remind me of anything I mightve forgotten you can let me know, I know I have a character trade/sale pending (I am aware that I'm probably no longer eligible BUT I really liked drawing their character during my recovery phases so I at the very least would love to still share them with the owner still either way Cuz it made me happy ❤️❤️❤️) but that's all I'm aware of that I need to get back to once I'm on my feet again, so if there's anything else lemme know.

[godtears]

I'll answer messages and asks and etc eventually, Im just not feeling very good right now because I got my dosage of duloxetine upped from 20mg to 60mg due to concerning behaviors and I had to double my 20mg last night (so 40mg) before I take the 60mg and it's making me feel like shit. Thank you for your patience ❤️ I swear I'm not ignoring anyone, I did read everything I just don't have the ability to form many coherent thoughts right now and I wanna make sure I don't make any mistakes since some of the messages have to do with things like adopts, art, trades, etc. Like things I need a working brain for lol

[unsubconscious]

Helene Appel Sink (With Dishes), 2024 Acrylic, oil and lacquer on linen 49.5 × 39.5 cm

[exactly-myself]

[godtears]

@davidfluff

[zntauri]

auby

i hope the gif works

[godtears]

@davidfluff

[theoneofwhomisblue]

POV (penis of view)

[yakofalltrades]

[godtears]

@davidfluff

[queerism1969]

[browsethestacks]

This,

[eskiworks]

Just a few days left to get your bee pins and stickers! Exclusive clear vinyl sticker by KeyMonster and 16 Kitten Bee pin designs!

Kitten Bee - Pin Collection

A new line of Kitten Bee pins with updated designs and pride options!

[eskiworks]

35 hours left!!

[godtears]

@davidfluff

[sparklecats2009]

I have 3 slots open for the month of April: https://ko-fi.com/sparklecats2009/commissions Thank you!

[sparklecats2009]

Two slots left! Thank you.

[pavizi]

nepezutsumi. is this anything

[beaft]

googling shit like "why do i feel bad after hanging out with my friends" and all of the answers are either "you need better friends" (i don't; my friends are wonderful) or "your social battery is drained, you need to rest and regain your energy levels" (i don't; i've got tons of energy, it's just manifesting as over-the-top neurotic mania). why is this even happening. it's like some stupid toll i have to pay as a punishment for enjoying myself too much

[beaft]

I actually, genuinely think social event aftercare would fix me. I need someone to put me to bed and say "you were fun today and no one hated you"

[starbitten13]

[ebonydraygon]

#theres a thing called 'larp drop' thats essentially this#esp since when having a great time you might be more inclined to disregard your limits and ignore discomfort#(and forget to eat/drink if its larp whoops)#and then once you have a moment to yourself it all comes crashing in#source: once forgot to eat at larp and had a sobbing fit in my car that ended the instant i bit into a chicken nugget - @queerfarmgremlin

[troublepunk-ldn]

this is also true of festivals, conventions, pride parades, concerts, and any situation where you have a lot of fun with other people!

[godtears]

@davidfluff

[dogeist00]

melon arts ive made!! :3c

[sebbymeister]

yes it's a ziplock in the background and so what

[mourning-pigeon]

todays the DAY ! everyone get more cringe Now. go my dogwitch

[salamanding]

self portrait, mostly traced from doing that book tiddies trend. having boobs is cool and epic

[autiebiographical]

Why are we here again? Why are prominent political figures bringing us back here? What do they hope to gain but more loss of life?

[effkaytales]

Meet Dee, a member of Joy's Rebels! Dee is an idealistic little mouse who spends their time painting and expressing their artistic side quite often. Their head is often in the clouds and they stay quiet most of the time, but they're still quite the joy to be around.

[fieaux]

I 🩷 pink