GoGoFlowerRanger

Reading, writing, gardening, & art

[gogoflowerranger]

I am the happiest I’ve ever been in my life at 35. I have the best support system. I feel the most love. I’m the most capable of accepting that love.

Life’s not perfect and it’s not without problems, but it is good. It did get better, they were right.

I just wanted to put it out there for anyone who needs to hear it today. There will always be problems. There will also always be findable joys.

[gogoflowerranger]

If you have a job where you still work fully remote, please tell me what company you work for? (You can dm if you aren’t comfortable putting it here) TY.

[kosmogrl]

teenage me and current me are both depressed directionless girls, the only difference is that current me started appreciating the beauty of the world and realized how good it is to be alive despite it all

[kosmogrl]

true true true

[ad-wills]

[remanence-of-love]

[gogoflowerranger]

Top surgery today!!! 12 hours from now I’ll be going in! If you want to send me some love my venmo is @luckysparks

Amazingly everything I needed for recovery on my Amazon wish list was purchased 🥹🥹🥹

Y’all are the best. Anything received will go to medical balance and any takeout, groceries or surprise expenses that pop up in recovery.

Thanks for the love & well wishes.

Farewell Dolly & Pamela.

[sydneymack]

Nessian, Feysand and Elriel - A Court of Thorns and Roses

Artist: @brunojlopez for @asirenspins

[gogoflowerranger]

These are so gorgeous 😍

[moonlightazriel]

Mel from Arcane is exactly what Nehemia looks like in my head and no one can convince me otherwise

[gogoflowerranger]

I JUST SCHEDULED TOP SURGERY!!! Jan 3!! I’m so amped. Just needed to share. What a great way to start a new year. 😭😭

((If you want to help w my top surgery fund my venmo is @luckysparks and my cashapp is $misscobblebottoms, no pressures though & interacting helps too!))

[gogoflowerranger]

Resharing because it’s getting closer and I’m excited! If you are interested in buying art all money is going to surgery & recovery costs, check out my gram of instant “@ the very hungry wallflower”

[kosmogrl]

[gogoflowerranger]

Over time I’ve found that a very good but somewhat weird gauge for where I’m at in life, my situation and mental health, is seeing if I’ve been in pictures.

When I’m happy I take a ton of pictures. Of everything. Of everyone. I’ll get in them. I’ll pose. I’ll ask others to take them. Sometimes, I’ll even smile with my teeth, even though I’m self conscious about them.

When things are normal I still take a lot of photos. Not as many. But definitely at least a few a day.

When things are bad, stressful, etc. I don’t take many. It’s a one off, maybe every couple days. A snap of the dog here. A candid of the kids there. There’s full years I don’t have photos of myself from when I was in an abusive relationship, trying to escape, trying to survive.

I knew things had been getting rough again but I’m seeing it, I’m in less and less pictures, and I know something has got to give and I don’t know how to get there. I’m just so tired.

[gogoflowerranger]

Who is doing NANOWRIMO?!?!

[madeyplace]

ᴇʟʀɪᴇʟ ᴀs sᴛᴀʀғɪʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɴɪɢʜᴛᴡɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ʜᴀʟʟᴏᴡᴇᴇɴ!🎃 💫☄️✨

↣ ᴄᴏᴍɪssɪᴏɴᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ: @acoracaodefogo

@feysandn (ᴏɴ ɪɴsᴛᴀ) @lovelyfawn_ (ᴏɴ ɪɴsᴛᴀ) @maynight_03 (ᴏɴ ɪɴsᴛᴀ) ᴏɴ ᴛᴡɪᴛᴛᴇʀ: oshadowben ᴀɴᴅ favnestha

↣ ᴀʀᴛ ʙʏ: @/gessueter

↣ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀs ʙᴇʟᴏɴɢ ᴛᴏ: @ᴛʜᴇʀᴇᴀʟsᴊᴍᴀᴀs

[gogoflowerranger]

I JUST SCHEDULED TOP SURGERY!!! Jan 3!! I’m so amped. Just needed to share. What a great way to start a new year. 😭😭

((If you want to help w my top surgery fund my venmo is @luckysparks and my cashapp is $misscobblebottoms, no pressures though & interacting helps too!))

[gogoflowerranger]

Quick question how do I escape capitalism??

[gogoflowerranger]

8/8 is supposed to be a good time for manifesting.

I’ve been going through it so I decided to just post something here, as my manifestation.

Tomorrow will be better.

My future is bright.

I can pay all my bills on time, and have plenty to eat. I don’t need to stress about something breaking. I have everything I need.

My medical care is seamless, smooth, and affirming. It’s affordable. It’s accessible. I’m always able to get in right away.

I have energy, so much I can pursue my passions. I write every day and I don’t mind sharing it with others because im able to separate myself from the opinions of others, my worth is not found there.

Everything I put my hands to is successful because I am a hard worker and I deserve good things.

Everyone wants to buy my pottery. Im getting offers to come on site and sculpt, lead classes, and create large scale sculptures for museums and other projects.

Im great at building community and finding kind and genuine people who accept me for who I am, who give as much as they take, who communicate and work on themselves.

I am confident and happy. Everything will be okay. Everything will be okay. Everything will be okay.

[gogoflowerranger]

A court of Fates & Fauna (ACOTAR Fanfic MorXElain) - Chapter 1

Read Chapter 1 from the story A court of Fates & Fauna (ACOTAR Fanfic MorXElain) by gogoflowerranger (Lucky Sparkman)...

I’m writing an Elain x Mor sapphic fanfic