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[sweet61]

Yeah no. Im sick of this American exceptionalism.

Yall want him to grovel for something he already explained understandably and apologized for. And he is rightly not giving a fuck about your bullshit. And neither are the non American fans and shippers.

Yall don't hold this energy for idols from your own country like Beyonce and Taylor Swift (who allowed their movies to be screened in Pissrael) and Zendaya (acting in a Zionist show). You don't demand a nationwide personal apology from them. Spare me your bullshit racist double standards.

If you want to cancel him for something and demand an apology, cancel him and demand one for that horrible Dress song challenge and his horrible manager. But no, you idiots are wasting time bullying him over an issue that's already been resolved. Stan twitter is full of pompous self righteous idiotic twits like the above mentioned. And lbr it's because ya'll really don't care about the issue as much as you care about collecting clout on a hate train. Non American part of the fandom is rightly ignoring your dumb asses.

[gohyuck]

this is such a bullshit argument and i feel compelled to call it out because i’m indian american, so yeah, i do know what the bhagwa flag is and what the cia has done to the country i was born and originally raised in. my parents, who spent the first thirty years of their lives in India, KNEW THE CONFEDERATE FLAG BY SIGHT in their TEENS. obviously, not everyone in non-american countries will, because your global cultural knowledge is largely based in your access to information. however, that doesn’t mean you can’t try to listen and learn to other marginalized people.

you are using the perceived lack of global knowledge that americans stereotypically have as a shield for your own prejudices. i am in disbelief that you feel more compelled to side with a millionaire who grew up in north america (sure, Canada isn’t the U.S., but he attended elementary school in the U.S. and plenty of Canadians have talked about how they had to learn about the confederacy in school as the civil war affected all of north america) than you do to listen to black americans who feel rightfully hurt first by Mark’s display of not just ignorance but essentially racial abuse, and thereafter by his refusal to acknowledge his wrongdoings.

americans don’t expect the rest of the world to automatically know our country’s history. we expect you to listen when we say “this idol definitely knew what it meant, because we learn about it in elementary school and he attended elementary school in the U.S., and then he willfully ignored the harm he perpetuated against a subset of already-minoritized fans”. fuck off with your righteous bullshit. if you’d rather side with a privileged idol than a highly marginalized group of people, then your beliefs don’t mean shit. you’re not any better than the brahmin bootlickers you claim to hate.

[sweet61]

MaRk'S rEfUsAl

He literally explained it was a mistake made through ignorance and apologized.

Difference between you and me is I'm not a bad faith cretin who expects a Korean 26 year old to remember a flag he saw when he was 10.

I'll hold your hand as I say this. Black Americans are also Americans. And among the hypocrites who haven't done a single bit of activism in nctzen fandom and kpop fandoms for Palestine. All that was done by SEA, MENA, and South Asians.

We don't owe you shit.

And very certainly not participation in your protracted bullshit internet hate bandwagon. You want to hate bandwagon him for this reason do it. What you DON'T get to do is bully non Americans who don't want to join you.

Tumblr is a place to express yourself, discover yourself, and bond over the stuff you love. It's where your interests connect you with your

[gohyuck]

“to remember a flag he saw when he was 10” and it’s a symbol of white supremacy. newsflash: being non-american doesn’t save you from being a bad person. it is disturbing that you are choosing to use the genocide of the palestinian people as a shield from valid criticism of your anti-blackness.

[sweet61]

News flash. No one remembers something they saw as a 10 year old after spending 10+ years being totally immersed in a totally different language, culture, and environment. This is basic psychological reality. Spare me your further bullshit.

It'S wHiTe sUpReMaCy

Yes and he acknowledged it and unequivocally said he is against racial discrimination. It's not his fault you are braindead.

[gohyuck]

koreans in south korea have stated that they know what the confederate flag is and that they view it as hateful, and that they view his wearing it as purposeful. they literally broadcast about it on their channels. just because you choose to side with ignorance doesn’t mean they’re as obstinate and abusive as you are.

[sweet61]

Koreans in South Korea hate him for leaving his group. If Koreans in South Korea knew what the flag was they wouldn't be selling it in their shops to begin with. That's also why no Koreans are canceling him for that reason despite it featuring on the news.

And this KOREAN article has to explain to its readers its a hate symbol OVERSEAS.

Sun DOESN'T shine out of American's asses. Shocker.

[gohyuck]

you are so dedicated to oppressing yourself that you refuse to acknowledge that others are also oppressed. it is very odd to me that you feel comfortable assuming that all koreans lack knowledge of what the confederacy is. either way, mark is not korean by your standards, as you’ve weaponized against me being indian american in the comments. to you, he’s korean-canadian. or do you only have these double standards for dark-skinned women of color while licking the boot of light-skinned christian men of color?

[sweet61]

You always shift goal posts the minute your talking points are you demolished. Are you done here? I am.

Mark is Korean. He has been in Korea most of his teen and adult years.

I am licking his boots so good I have never listened to his album. Bitch gtfo.

[gohyuck]

damn so you’re just defending him wearing a hate symbol for the love of the game. i’m not shifting any goal posts, i’m pointing out your hypocrisy. if you’re done talking, stop responding.

[sweet61]

Yeah no. Im sick of this American exceptionalism.

Yall want him to grovel for something he already explained understandably and apologized for. And he is rightly not giving a fuck about your bullshit. And neither are the non American fans and shippers.

Yall don't hold this energy for idols from your own country like Beyonce and Taylor Swift (who allowed their movies to be screened in Pissrael) and Zendaya (acting in a Zionist show). You don't demand a nationwide personal apology from them. Spare me your bullshit racist double standards.

If you want to cancel him for something and demand an apology, cancel him and demand one for that horrible Dress song challenge and his horrible manager. But no, you idiots are wasting time bullying him over an issue that's already been resolved. Stan twitter is full of pompous self righteous idiotic twits like the above mentioned. And lbr it's because ya'll really don't care about the issue as much as you care about collecting clout on a hate train. Non American part of the fandom is rightly ignoring your dumb asses.

[gohyuck]

this is such a bullshit argument and i feel compelled to call it out because i’m indian american, so yeah, i do know what the bhagwa flag is and what the cia has done to the country i was born and originally raised in. my parents, who spent the first thirty years of their lives in India, KNEW THE CONFEDERATE FLAG BY SIGHT in their TEENS. obviously, not everyone in non-american countries will, because your global cultural knowledge is largely based in your access to information. however, that doesn’t mean you can’t try to listen and learn to other marginalized people.

you are using the perceived lack of global knowledge that americans stereotypically have as a shield for your own prejudices. i am in disbelief that you feel more compelled to side with a millionaire who grew up in north america (sure, Canada isn’t the U.S., but he attended elementary school in the U.S. and plenty of Canadians have talked about how they had to learn about the confederacy in school as the civil war affected all of north america) than you do to listen to black americans who feel rightfully hurt first by Mark’s display of not just ignorance but essentially racial abuse, and thereafter by his refusal to acknowledge his wrongdoings.

americans don’t expect the rest of the world to automatically know our country’s history. we expect you to listen when we say “this idol definitely knew what it meant, because we learn about it in elementary school and he attended elementary school in the U.S., and then he willfully ignored the harm he perpetuated against a subset of already-minoritized fans”. fuck off with your righteous bullshit. if you’d rather side with a privileged idol than a highly marginalized group of people, then your beliefs don’t mean shit. you’re not any better than the brahmin bootlickers you claim to hate.

[sweet61]

MaRk'S rEfUsAl

He literally explained it was a mistake made through ignorance and apologized.

Difference between you and me is I'm not a bad faith cretin who expects a Korean 26 year old to remember a flag he saw when he was 10.

I'll hold your hand as I say this. Black Americans are also Americans. And among the hypocrites who haven't done a single bit of activism in nctzen fandom and kpop fandoms for Palestine. All that was done by SEA, MENA, and South Asians.

We don't owe you shit.

And very certainly not participation in your protracted bullshit internet hate bandwagon. You want to hate bandwagon him for this reason do it. What you DON'T get to do is bully non Americans who don't want to join you.

Tumblr is a place to express yourself, discover yourself, and bond over the stuff you love. It's where your interests connect you with your

[gohyuck]

“to remember a flag he saw when he was 10” and it’s a symbol of white supremacy. newsflash: being non-american doesn’t save you from being a bad person. it is disturbing that you are choosing to use the genocide of the palestinian people as a shield from valid criticism of your anti-blackness.

[sweet61]

News flash. No one remembers something they saw as a 10 year old after spending 10+ years being totally immersed in a totally different language, culture, and environment. This is basic psychological reality. Spare me your further bullshit.

It'S wHiTe sUpReMaCy

Yes and he acknowledged it and unequivocally said he is against racial discrimination. It's not his fault you are braindead.

[gohyuck]

koreans in south korea have stated that they know what the confederate flag is and that they view it as hateful, and that they view his wearing it as purposeful. they literally broadcast about it on their channels. just because you choose to side with ignorance doesn’t mean they’re as obstinate and abusive as you are.

[sweet61]

Koreans in South Korea hate him for leaving his group. If Koreans in South Korea knew what the flag was they wouldn't be selling it in their shops to begin with. That's also why no Koreans are canceling him for that reason despite it featuring on the news.

And this KOREAN article has to explain to its readers its a hate symbol OVERSEAS.

Sun DOESN'T shine out of American's asses. Shocker.

[gohyuck]

you are so dedicated to oppressing yourself that you refuse to acknowledge that others are also oppressed. it is very odd to me that you feel comfortable assuming that all koreans lack knowledge of what the confederacy is. either way, mark is not korean by your standards, as you’ve weaponized against me being indian american in the comments. to you, he’s korean-canadian. or do you only have these double standards for dark-skinned women of color while licking the boot of light-skinned christian men of color?

[sweet61]

Yeah no. Im sick of this American exceptionalism.

Yall want him to grovel for something he already explained understandably and apologized for. And he is rightly not giving a fuck about your bullshit. And neither are the non American fans and shippers.

Yall don't hold this energy for idols from your own country like Beyonce and Taylor Swift (who allowed their movies to be screened in Pissrael) and Zendaya (acting in a Zionist show). You don't demand a nationwide personal apology from them. Spare me your bullshit racist double standards.

If you want to cancel him for something and demand an apology, cancel him and demand one for that horrible Dress song challenge and his horrible manager. But no, you idiots are wasting time bullying him over an issue that's already been resolved. Stan twitter is full of pompous self righteous idiotic twits like the above mentioned. And lbr it's because ya'll really don't care about the issue as much as you care about collecting clout on a hate train. Non American part of the fandom is rightly ignoring your dumb asses.

[gohyuck]

this is such a bullshit argument and i feel compelled to call it out because i’m indian american, so yeah, i do know what the bhagwa flag is and what the cia has done to the country i was born and originally raised in. my parents, who spent the first thirty years of their lives in India, KNEW THE CONFEDERATE FLAG BY SIGHT in their TEENS. obviously, not everyone in non-american countries will, because your global cultural knowledge is largely based in your access to information. however, that doesn’t mean you can’t try to listen and learn to other marginalized people.

you are using the perceived lack of global knowledge that americans stereotypically have as a shield for your own prejudices. i am in disbelief that you feel more compelled to side with a millionaire who grew up in north america (sure, Canada isn’t the U.S., but he attended elementary school in the U.S. and plenty of Canadians have talked about how they had to learn about the confederacy in school as the civil war affected all of north america) than you do to listen to black americans who feel rightfully hurt first by Mark’s display of not just ignorance but essentially racial abuse, and thereafter by his refusal to acknowledge his wrongdoings.

americans don’t expect the rest of the world to automatically know our country’s history. we expect you to listen when we say “this idol definitely knew what it meant, because we learn about it in elementary school and he attended elementary school in the U.S., and then he willfully ignored the harm he perpetuated against a subset of already-minoritized fans”. fuck off with your righteous bullshit. if you’d rather side with a privileged idol than a highly marginalized group of people, then your beliefs don’t mean shit. you’re not any better than the brahmin bootlickers you claim to hate.

[sweet61]

MaRk'S rEfUsAl

He literally explained it was a mistake made through ignorance and apologized.

Difference between you and me is I'm not a bad faith cretin who expects a Korean 26 year old to remember a flag he saw when he was 10.

I'll hold your hand as I say this. Black Americans are also Americans. And among the hypocrites who haven't done a single bit of activism in nctzen fandom and kpop fandoms for Palestine. All that was done by SEA, MENA, and South Asians.

We don't owe you shit.

And very certainly not participation in your protracted bullshit internet hate bandwagon. You want to hate bandwagon him for this reason do it. What you DON'T get to do is bully non Americans who don't want to join you.

Tumblr is a place to express yourself, discover yourself, and bond over the stuff you love. It's where your interests connect you with your

[gohyuck]

“to remember a flag he saw when he was 10” and it’s a symbol of white supremacy. newsflash: being non-american doesn’t save you from being a bad person. it is disturbing that you are choosing to use the genocide of the palestinian people as a shield from valid criticism of your anti-blackness.

[sweet61]

News flash. No one remembers something they saw as a 10 year old after spending 10+ years being totally immersed in a totally different language, culture, and environment. This is basic psychological reality. Spare me your further bullshit.

It'S wHiTe sUpReMaCy

Yes and he acknowledged it and unequivocally said he is against racial discrimination. It's not his fault you are braindead.

[gohyuck]

koreans in south korea have stated that they know what the confederate flag is and that they view it as hateful, and that they view his wearing it as purposeful. they literally broadcast about it on their channels. just because you choose to side with ignorance doesn’t mean they’re as obstinate and abusive as you are.

[sweet61]

Yeah no. Im sick of this American exceptionalism.

Yall want him to grovel for something he already explained understandably and apologized for. And he is rightly not giving a fuck about your bullshit. And neither are the non American fans and shippers.

Yall don't hold this energy for idols from your own country like Beyonce and Taylor Swift (who allowed their movies to be screened in Pissrael) and Zendaya (acting in a Zionist show). You don't demand a nationwide personal apology from them. Spare me your bullshit racist double standards.

If you want to cancel him for something and demand an apology, cancel him and demand one for that horrible Dress song challenge and his horrible manager. But no, you idiots are wasting time bullying him over an issue that's already been resolved. Stan twitter is full of pompous self righteous idiotic twits like the above mentioned. And lbr it's because ya'll really don't care about the issue as much as you care about collecting clout on a hate train. Non American part of the fandom is rightly ignoring your dumb asses.

[gohyuck]

this is such a bullshit argument and i feel compelled to call it out because i’m indian american, so yeah, i do know what the bhagwa flag is and what the cia has done to the country i was born and originally raised in. my parents, who spent the first thirty years of their lives in India, KNEW THE CONFEDERATE FLAG BY SIGHT in their TEENS. obviously, not everyone in non-american countries will, because your global cultural knowledge is largely based in your access to information. however, that doesn’t mean you can’t try to listen and learn to other marginalized people.

you are using the perceived lack of global knowledge that americans stereotypically have as a shield for your own prejudices. i am in disbelief that you feel more compelled to side with a millionaire who grew up in north america (sure, Canada isn’t the U.S., but he attended elementary school in the U.S. and plenty of Canadians have talked about how they had to learn about the confederacy in school as the civil war affected all of north america) than you do to listen to black americans who feel rightfully hurt first by Mark’s display of not just ignorance but essentially racial abuse, and thereafter by his refusal to acknowledge his wrongdoings.

americans don’t expect the rest of the world to automatically know our country’s history. we expect you to listen when we say “this idol definitely knew what it meant, because we learn about it in elementary school and he attended elementary school in the U.S., and then he willfully ignored the harm he perpetuated against a subset of already-minoritized fans”. fuck off with your righteous bullshit. if you’d rather side with a privileged idol than a highly marginalized group of people, then your beliefs don’t mean shit. you’re not any better than the brahmin bootlickers you claim to hate.

[sweet61]

MaRk'S rEfUsAl

He literally explained it was a mistake made through ignorance and apologized.

Difference between you and me is I'm not a bad faith cretin who expects a Korean 26 year old to remember a flag he saw when he was 10.

I'll hold your hand as I say this. Black Americans are also Americans. And among the hypocrites who haven't done a single bit of activism in nctzen fandom and kpop fandoms for Palestine. All that was done by SEA, MENA, and South Asians.

We don't owe you shit.

And very certainly not participation in your protracted bullshit internet hate bandwagon. You want to hate bandwagon him for this reason do it. What you DON'T get to do is bully non Americans who don't want to join you.

Tumblr is a place to express yourself, discover yourself, and bond over the stuff you love. It's where your interests connect you with your

[gohyuck]

“to remember a flag he saw when he was 10” and it’s a symbol of white supremacy. newsflash: being non-american doesn’t save you from being a bad person. it is disturbing that you are choosing to use the genocide of the palestinian people as a shield from valid criticism of your anti-blackness.

[sweet61]

Yeah no. Im sick of this American exceptionalism.

Yall want him to grovel for something he already explained understandably and apologized for. And he is rightly not giving a fuck about your bullshit. And neither are the non American fans and shippers.

Yall don't hold this energy for idols from your own country like Beyonce and Taylor Swift (who allowed their movies to be screened in Pissrael) and Zendaya (acting in a Zionist show). You don't demand a nationwide personal apology from them. Spare me your bullshit racist double standards.

If you want to cancel him for something and demand an apology, cancel him and demand one for that horrible Dress song challenge and his horrible manager. But no, you idiots are wasting time bullying him over an issue that's already been resolved. Stan twitter is full of pompous self righteous idiotic twits like the above mentioned. And lbr it's because ya'll really don't care about the issue as much as you care about collecting clout on a hate train. Non American part of the fandom is rightly ignoring your dumb asses.

[gohyuck]

this is such a bullshit argument and i feel compelled to call it out because i’m indian american, so yeah, i do know what the bhagwa flag is and what the cia has done to the country i was born and originally raised in. my parents, who spent the first thirty years of their lives in India, KNEW THE CONFEDERATE FLAG BY SIGHT in their TEENS. obviously, not everyone in non-american countries will, because your global cultural knowledge is largely based in your access to information. however, that doesn’t mean you can’t try to listen and learn to other marginalized people.

you are using the perceived lack of global knowledge that americans stereotypically have as a shield for your own prejudices. i am in disbelief that you feel more compelled to side with a millionaire who grew up in north america (sure, Canada isn’t the U.S., but he attended elementary school in the U.S. and plenty of Canadians have talked about how they had to learn about the confederacy in school as the civil war affected all of north america) than you do to listen to black americans who feel rightfully hurt first by Mark’s display of not just ignorance but essentially racial abuse, and thereafter by his refusal to acknowledge his wrongdoings.

americans don’t expect the rest of the world to automatically know our country’s history. we expect you to listen when we say “this idol definitely knew what it meant, because we learn about it in elementary school and he attended elementary school in the U.S., and then he willfully ignored the harm he perpetuated against a subset of already-minoritized fans”. fuck off with your righteous bullshit. if you’d rather side with a privileged idol than a highly marginalized group of people, then your beliefs don’t mean shit. you’re not any better than the brahmin bootlickers you claim to hate.

[gohyuck]

ik i shouldn‘t be surprised bc of course we truly don‘t know these idols but even days later i‘m still kinda shocked at how easy it is on his conscience to be labelled a racist 🫤 like i‘ve always known statistically when you get 25 men together of course some of them are gonna have questionable morals but i‘m still surprised it‘s mark of all of them.

also all of us were devastated that he left but happy for him for gaining his freedom from sm and this is what he chooses to do with it??? i‘m just baffled truly, makes me think what other idols would have to tell the world if they weren‘t being muzzled by their companies

yeah… i think it’s not only a really jarring reminder that we don’t know who is a good person in kpop but that we don’t know the extent to which certain people, esp idols, can be at best totally ignorant and at worst incredibly malicious. for him to not only give a non-apology but to post about standing by him (even if he doesn’t directly run upper room’s socials, it’s HIS company) is just an appalling show of disregard and disrespect. kpop idols seem incapable of not harming marginalized communities, especially black americans, whom they notoriously take and take from

[gohyuck]

seeing a lot of people defend mark on twitter and instagram and like 1) he absolutely knew what that damn flag means 2) if he didn’t, then he wore an unknown flag without looking into it 3) point 2 doesn’t even matter because he absolutely knew what it meant

[gohyuck]

seeing people say his label posted something about standing by him. you’re kidding

[gohyuck]

seeing a lot of people defend mark on twitter and instagram and like 1) he absolutely knew what that damn flag means 2) if he didn’t, then he wore an unknown flag without looking into it 3) point 2 doesn’t even matter because he absolutely knew what it meant

[gohyuck]

never in my life did i think i would see mark lee wearing the confederate flag

[teuhapteuhapbaby]

[gohyuck]

detective hyuck

[gohyuck]

just woke up to mark leaving nct???

[gohyuck]

this is very random but we used to be mutuals back in 2021 (I ended up leaving due to personal stuff I’m sorry) however I recently got back into writing again and your user popped in my likes (it’s been a few months now I wasn’t sure if I was allowed to drop an ask ik it’s silly but I love overthinking:D) but I just wanted to say I hope you’re doing well I think you might be done with uni? If not I hope assignments and exam are going well <33

hi!! yes i finished undergrad in 2024 and am actually now in my second year of my MA/PhD in English Literature (specifically medievalism!) feel free to dm me please i’d love to catch up, i don’t write much anymore (i really should) but i check tumblr often enough nowadays

how have you been? what’s new with you?

[jongstape]

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[gohyuck]

favorite song off of taste so far!!!!

camera lights

crzy

adrenaline

love beyond

roll with me

talented

wyn?

should be

grey rain

Voting ended onSep 9, 2025

[myeonzen]

he's insane