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where have you been?

i have no idea who i am or what i need to create or give to the world

my identity is too easily determined by what is outside of me (and who is inside me)

so i've been trying to spend time with myself no matter how anxiety inducing, and scary the experience is

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UPDATE #2:

Twice a day for 20 minutes I close my eyes and think the same word ad infinitum. 

About 1 time per second; 

60 times per minute; 

1,200 times per session; 

2,400 times per day; 

16,800 times per week; 

873,600 times per year. 

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UPDATE #1:

In case anyone wanted to know where I've been.

Been lounging around my room, tweezing my pubes and scotch taping them in the form of mountain ranges.

MY BODY IS A MOUNTAIN

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who is she

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cute pic of me

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my e-mail is [email protected]

my instagram is christsven

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i hardly ever watch television but when i have days of really bad anxiety reality tv is like the only thing that i can do

can someone explain why the real housewives soothe me out of panic attacks

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my roommate and i are throwing clay on the walls

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last night in my old apartment

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I AM ONLY VALUED TO THE DEGREE THAT I ALLOW MYSELF TO BE SEXUALIZED

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tarjeta de invitación / invitation card

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have you ever made up an issue so you could call a customer service representative to talk to someone that doesn't know you

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You have to be careful what words you give to people

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june 2014

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