Solitude Is Peace

Idek what this blog is. Just me...doing what I want I guess.

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YOU hates terfs

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rb if u hates terfs

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I'm so fucking tired... Please help if you can!!

*URGENT: PLEASE READ/SIGNAL BOOST*

Monday, May 3rd: Hi everyone, I’m Gemma, a bi, mentally ill disaster, who’s in desperate need of help.

I didn't expect to be asking for help again so soon from my previous post, but things have unexpectedly gotten so much worse for me, and due to creditors, fees and late bills, my account is overdrawn and I'm in quite a bit of debt.

As most of you are already aware from my previous post, I have been struggling financially for quite some time due to my welfare benefits being under a review, which is due to my worsening mental health and the UK’s controversial changes to how benefits are assessed and assigned. And at the moment, I'm currently struggling to get by, as all my previous donations have gone to pay off old court fees and my rent. I am also still awaiting the outcome of my PIP Assessment (May 2021 at the latest)

To be quite honest, these past few months have been absolute hell for me, and with no other income, I’ve been relying on the kindness of others to get by. However, due to quite a lot of late bills, fees and rent to be paid, it’s been difficult for me to stay out of debt and it just keeps building up, and now due to avoiding creditor calls and red notices, it is at such a huge expense I can't possibly pay off on my own.

If anyone could spare any amount to help me, even if it’s just £1/$1/€1, it would literally save my life, and sharing definitely helps just as much as donations. Nobody is obligated in any way to donate if they can’t or don’t want to, I know we’re all struggling right now.

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@thebibliosphere @one-time-i-dreamt @justsomeantifas @orquidia @official-lucifers-child @bihet-dragonize @posts-from-a-brighter-timeline @posts-from-a-weirder-timeline @justlgbtthings @shareyourdollar @toastyglow Can you please boost for me? ❤

[dracogotgame]

So, India is dying.

Look, I know a good number of you are from the US and things aren't amazing there either, but my country is literally on the brink of collapse. So I'd love it if we could talk about that for a minute.

If you can't do anything else, please just read and reblog.

A second COVID wave has taken out the healthcare system. There are no more hospital beds. There's an oxygen shortage. There's a critical vaccine shortage. The Central Government has thrown its hands up and is passing the baton to the State Governments to do what they can.

There are over 16 million covid cases. A record 330,000 new cases reported yesterday - comparable to the US at its peak. 187,000 dead as of today.

There is no plan.

Mass cremations are taking place. The cremation grounds are running day and night and they are short on wood. People are watching their loved ones die while waiting for a hospital bed, and then they're unable to give them the proper burial rights.

Hospitals are overwhelmed. Patients are being confined, two to a bed. They're the lucky ones.

We are on the verge of people dying in the streets.

This is the second-most populous country in the world. The largest democracy. A country that encapsulates over 15,000 years of recorded human history and has endured everything from famine to invasion to colonisation.

We might be at the end. This might be the thing that does us in.

People are dying.

People are dying.

People are dying and there is no plan.

More good news? Variants are popping up. A double mutation strain has shown up. It is resistant to current vaccines. This will not go away. This is the devastation they warned of when the anti-maskers were out protesting the minor inconvenience of covering their face in public.

My country is on the verge of an emergency state. Our government has failed us. This is as dire a situation as it ever could be.

Look. I don't do much with my life. I write fics, some of you have read them and that's pretty much it. I spend my days with my head in the clouds because that's where I like to be.

But two days ago, my grandmother tested positive, had to be taken to hospital and the ambulance caught fire.

She barely made it to the urgent care she needs.

So, here I am, using whatever meager platform I have to cobble this request together. Because I have to do something.

If you can, donate.

Or spread the word.

Help. Please.

[sungminsbutt]

do y'all ever sit at 3 am and think about that time when suju almost disbanded bc donghae poured water on teuk while he was sleeping or is it just me

[golden-sapphires]

I ain’t gonna lie but I totally forgot about that

[astrologichole]

the signs as “negative” qualities

Aries: tries to do everything at once, doesn’t know when to stop and take care of themselves, bends over backwards for everyone even if someone did them dirty, has entirely too much on their plate

Taurus: idealistic, spends a lot of time trying to impress others, doesn’t like to apologize, eating is a coping mechanism or just addictive personalties in general, a tad codependent

Gemini: the most flip floppy people ever, what’s today’s mood?, never apologizes, in denial 90% of the time, their way is the highway, desperately needs a break, they have a hard time setting goals because their goals scare them

Cancer: the literal meaning of I’ll give you the shirt off my back, isolates themselves in fear of someone hurting them, wants to change but is scared of change, complains a lot but never takes advice people give them

Leo: no one takes them seriously because they feel they always have to portray themselves as the fun one, is actually really sad inside, honestly needs a hug, exhausted always, a crackhead

Virgo: can dish it but can’t take it, rushes everything, anxious, plans their future but forgets to live in the moment, sometimes ignores their friends because they have so much on their mind, talks about themselves a lot and sometimes forgets to ask the other person how they are

Libra: solves everyone’s problems but their own, is actually really sad and lonely, gets easily heartbroken but tries not to show it, will do anything to justify bad decisions, honestly just wants everyone to love them but doesn’t really love  their self

Scorpio: easily set off, will give anyone the cold shoulder at any time even without reason, keeps a lot in, so observant that they often times find out things that hurt them, too many “what ifs” swirling in their heads, has trouble showing their true selves

Sagittarius: impatient, brash, commitment issues, body issues, doesn’t realize they don’t need to change for anyone, has a lot of different goals to a point where they get overwhelmed, just wants to disappear and do what they want without anyone questioning them

Capricorn: scared people won’t like them unless they’re at the top of their game 24/7, takes a LOT for them to talk about their feelings, secretly struggling, fake happy, needs a plan but doesn’t know what that plan is, confident but insecure at the same time, wants to be stable but sometimes wishes they could drop everyone’s expectations of them and live normally

Aquarius: gets heartbroken like 30 times a week, trust issues, can be unmotivated and disinterested, feels they have to adapt to every person they meet so they can be liked, doesn’t know how tap into their emotions despite being very intuitive, confused, expects little

Pisces: empathetic often to a point of no return, plays the victim, doesn’t know when to say no, cynical, hermit, is very impatient, trusts everyone too much, can be secretly very critical and judgmental, can only tolerate maybe ten minutes of social interaction, needs a lot of validation

[disgracefulfornow]

So I went with a round 3.

Twice now I’ve been in an on and off relationship with someone.

And I restarted

And we ended it today

I can’t wait anymore, he won’t be anywhere near me, he’s not ready.

But I’m in a different place than him.

And I’m almost ready.

I’m going to continue to grow.

And hope for the best for him.

I love him

And he loves me

We’ve done what we could, we gave it a chance, and now we’re done.

Thank you honey, for everything.

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Relax, you will be okay.

Inspired by @lightheartedsuggestion 

[mmilhouse]

its here

[xalev]

VOID CAT HAS ENTERED YOUR ESTABLISHMENT

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*neko atsume intensifies*

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Void cat rips open a whole between time and space

[flecksofpoppy]

The best part of this site is that literally everything turns into fanart.

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[thegoodvybe]

I ruined myself for a lot of people that werent even worth it.

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[valtsv]

*levitating 6 inches off the ground* mom told me to tell you that dinner's ready

[that-rooster]

*turning my head around 180°* what’d she make

[gavinstrick-deactivated20240729]

@androidboy

[tenorgender]

sorry to break it to you, internalized self hatred, but having a stomach is normal

[ascendentashes]

If you want to “shock your audience” maybe you should just try writing a good story.

[hailqiqi]

Preach

[naturaekos]

““Don’t compare yourself with anyone in this world…if you do so, you are insulting yourself.””

— Bill Gates (via naturaekos)

[minuty]

“Sometimes it takes a good fall to really know where you stand.”

— Hayley Williams (via minuty)