CHARMING.

private & highly selective Rakan as sung by Neith.

[goldencharmcr]

I am just making it official here - I’ll drop my Rakan. I don’t have the heart to roleplay him any longer, even if I still love him, and I doubt this will change any time soon. I’ll not delete him for now - but if I’ll write him again, it probably takes a year long hiatus on him. So maybe...see you guys then?  Thank you for almost 300 followers, by the way, I’m sorry to not have matched your expectations. You’ll now find me on my Kayn @deathscythc and Ezreal @mischievouc.

[dealerprise]

           ❛   &  i  thought  i  was  the  reckless  one.   ❜    attention  quickly  spun  towards  the  fellow  vastayan’s  direction   —-  combat  was  such  an  interesting  event  to  witness  on  land.   ❛   do  you  always  leave  such  a  grave  injury  on  your  foes  ?   or  were  you  just  having  too  much  fun  ?   ❜     /   @goldencharmcr.

[goldencharmcr]

The DANCE didn’t last for too long, it rarely  e v e r  did. Human bones were so very easily to  b r e a k, ultimately, even if he barely even touched them with his  g o l d e n  WING or his clenched fist. But this was also what he had trained for his entire life. It  had been their CHOICE to attack them – he just wanted to talk. ( Yeah…that was  t o t a l l y  not his fault now… W a s  it?) Twirling between the unconscious human bodies, a confident smirk appeared on his lips ere he turned his head to his vastayan company. ( Yeah… Speaking about it… Xayah always mentioned that he was reckless too… Guess going on instinct meant to be reckless at times! )

                     ‚Of course! I am the  g r e a t e s t  BATTLE-DANCER of the Lhotlan tribe!                       No one can ever keep up with  m y  DANCES! Punching is just my                       thing! Xayah knows that. I guess… R e a l l y, where is she again?’

Remembering was never part of his STRENGTHS, but his heart immediately felt heavy after realizing that his MATE was nowhere to found. There was no ray of purple light in the distance or the soft yelling of her voice, t o u c h i n g  his SOUL. ( C r a p. Not again. ) His FEATHERS slightly lifted in the soft breeze of the wind, yet there was scarcely a faint trace of magic left in it. There was no sensation,  n o  EMOTION. ( Hopefully she was not in danger. He hated it when they were separated. ) Yet the lhotlan male could not afford such gloomy thoughts - he never  c o u l d. Raising his voice again, he found back to his  u s u a l  EXCITEMENT in his very tone – albeit it might sound unusual for his new acquaintance.

                     ‘Also, I always have fun. At least when I am  p u n c h i n g,                       and not killing. S h e e s h, I hate killing. That’s no fun at all! Gross.                       Blood stains look terrible on me. Besides, not all HUMANS are bad.                       Hey, seems like you also need more fun. Just do what I do!                       Staying  p o s i t i v e  is what Xayah loves so much about me! Well –                       t h a t, and that I’m sexy. Did you already notice how stunning I look?’

[goldencharmcr]

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ᴍᴜɴ ғᴀᴄᴛs.      ( accepting. )

Mun studied at both university and college! At first I studied history and history of art for two years and then I also studied for becoming a teacher for good three years! I already taught children in school, as well. 

[goldencharmcr]

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ᴍᴜɴ ғᴀᴄᴛs.        ( accepting. )

Writing is my true passion - as child I’ve always loved to draw but I replaced it very soon for writing. When I was eleven years old I’ve written my first big fantasy story which was around 100.000 words long when I finished it. I have to admit that it is a horrible read when I look at it now - but I was only eleven. My friends liked it, though.

When I was twelve years old my german teacher told me I’m a lost case. This person told me I would never be able to properly express myself in German and be able to write. Ironically, considering how much I already loved to write. I was honestly that pissed that I asked my former best friend, another passionate writer, to improve my grammar and vocabulary. In the end, many years later, I graduated with the highest grade possible in German. Without ever learning for it. And that in an advanced class which is already stricter, also during the exam, than normal classes. Fuck you, teacher. 

[goldencharmcr]

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ᴍᴜɴ ғᴀᴄᴛs.      ( accepting. )

So hey, guess who always failed English classes in school? That was me! I was just horrible in this language. When we had to decide for our subjects for the graduation exam, my English teacher spoke to me like this:Teacher: “Do you want to graduate?”Me: “Yes.”Teacher: “Then. don’t. take. English. in. your. exams.”Actually my English only started to improve when I also started to roleplay on Tumblr. That was four years ago - I still don’t know why people even roleplayed with me. I think my English was worse than a six year old’s.

[goldencharmcr]

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ᴍᴜɴ ғᴀᴄᴛs.       ( accepting. )

Mun’s first language is German! For some reason people often don’t even notice that English isn’t my first language. Surprisingly enough, considering it’s written in my rules, lmao.

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send a ♠ for a mun fact

[kavtari]

Reblog if you RP using Discord

Message me if you’d like my username.

[goldencharmcr]

Since I’ve started to accept mains for my Rakan, I’ll keep this list updated and linked in my navigation. So this will always feature my current mains! Please note that mains are not exclusives. I am still open to roleplay with duplicates of the listed muses. However, mains have top priority for starters/memes/replies/development! Suffice to say, I expect this to be mutual; which means you’ll also prioritize my muse over duplicates. If you want to be added, please poke me in private so that we can talk about it! I do not see exclusives to ever happen; unless it’s with my Xayah.  League of Legends.

Xayah - @violetrebcl   ( single ship & ship exclusive ) Evelynn - @shadowveilcd Sona - @withperfecttempo Yorick - @lastrituals Quinn - @demacianwings Poppy - @heronaught

Other Fandoms.

Sylvanas Windrunner- @talahdorei    (Warcraft) Angela Ziegler (Mercy) - @ziegleroncall    (Overwatch)

[goldencharmcr]

Hmmm Rakan and Xayah's first time having sex❓

I actually answered this like...over a month ago, so I’ll kindly leave you the link to it! The link can be found here.In case you are super interested about our bonding headcanons, you can also read this here since it’s somewhat important. However, I have added some things to my headcanons which make the first time among mates to be even more special. I personally go with it that they start to have some  sense perception about their mates since their life essence, the magic which flows through their bodies, starts to be connected from this moment on. It’s just a sweet detail added to the whole thing, so please just read the links provided!

[goldencharmcr]

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I am so very happy that you are part of my life for quite some time already; and I cannot say how unexpected it actually was for me that I found someone again who fully accepts me how I am? More than just the rare goods, but also the many bads about me. I wasn’t as close to someone as I am to you for… like two years, at least. And I have a terrible time, usually, to express my feelings properly to people since I am actually more closed up in ooc and just fail to tell people that I like them at times? And I do fail to treat them like they deserve it as well. And you probably deserve so much better than me. So thank you for staying with me despite of all the shit I am doing at times. I mean, I am the older one here and should be more mature than this – but I think I often fail you, nonetheless. And I am actually terribly scared of losing you, just like I have lost many people in my life before, because it’s very rare for me that I am as attached to someone like I am to you. Especially now with my life being so terrible busy that I am often way too tired to listen to your problems when I should listen; and also because it’s always so very different to be friends with someone who lives on the damn other half of the planet. Timezones, I hate them. You are my best friend, and I do hope it will stay this way. Because I love you, you are very dear to me and I don’t want to lose you because of me repeating the same shit all over again. Besides, you know that I told you that I haven’t clicked with another roleplayer like I have clicked with you for… 4 1/2  years. It took me almost five years to find a gem like you and I am grateful for that.

[goldencharmcr]

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Okay, listen buddy - you are one of my favorite writers here in this fandom, hands down. The amount of effort you put into your muse is amazing, and ever since I started to follow you, you actually never disappointed me with anything you have posted so far. So you can say...I am lowkey stalking you from the distance, actually? Woops. I probably would have long jumped at you and asking you for a rp if I didn’t have such a hard time in general to approach people so, hey. Leans on.

[goldencharmcr]

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I can’t really say why we haven’t interacted so far – okay, actually I do because it is more likely because of my lazy butt - but??? I really like the concept of your blog? Like, I actually hold it in high regard if someone is trying something different with a muse? And you do so well with it from what I have seen ever since I joined the fandom. Just adding here that you are actually one of the first blogs I followed to begin with. So hey, let me love on you? .I hope we can interact in the future!

[goldencharmcr]

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Okay so you are…one of the nicest persons I have met in this fandom so far? Like in general my experience here was mostly positive but roleplayers like you are giving me the hope that people here can support each other?  I also appreciate it that you are so nice to Freya, I really am! You seem like a very good friend, overall. I enjoy all posts you make, really, so I am not really ashamed to say that you’ll be put on my priority list from now on anyway – woooho.

[goldencharmcr]

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You are actually very present on my dash – in a very positive way, actually – since I enjoy a lot of what you post. It sometimes lifts my mood even; particularly also because you as mun seem super nice actually? I have failed so far to talk to you, apparently (just like I fail to talk with many of this fandom so I am glad to have the chance to do so for once) – so just poke me if you want to interact or something. Anyway, thank you for being awesome on my dash.

[goldencharmcr]

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We have not spoken or interacted yet as far as I remember, but I am actually very interested to interact with you but lacked the time for it so far, hence why I missed to approach you probably? Hah. I cannot claim I have seen all of your posts on my dash thanks to me scarcely ever able to properly check the dashboard when most people are online, but I really like what I have seen so far! I am just terrible to reach out for people at times. Woops. Just poke me or anything, I do not bite!

[vasxayah]

          the sun and moon // @goldencharmcr

     the view below her was marvelous, to see the planet in view sit idly as the night covered their skies. the soft humming echoed in the empty space around her. when was the last time she toyed with the stars? yi always got on her case about it, how every star had its place for its very own reason. but they always floated about her, the light reflecting off her deep royal locks and the soothing blue gems in her eyes. xayah only had this to do as she allowed her presence do the work for runeterra. he’s just going to have to deal with her constant meddling then.

     continuing to hum, the deity gazed upon a lonesome star floating in front of her, porcelain digits reaching out and touching the light. feeling the searing burn under her touch, yet, it didn’t damage her person and as she continued to watch the star move along, her mind began to wander as well. this brought a sullen look to grace pale features, ( what was his name again? ) ah yes… how could she forget? RAKAN. the sun deity, the one who she was to balance. odd how they are yin and yang but… they’ve never once heard each other’s voice, she doesn’t know his laugh or his touch. the burning gaze in his eyes MELTED the ice within her own.

“can i not meet him?”

     she speaks to the star as if it’d answer her. xayah knew better. if she were to mess with the cycle that has been set in stone since the moment she was willed into existence, it would lead to devastating results and ultimately damage the world they look upon. ( they don’t deserve such a thing… not for such SELFISH desires. ) so xayah will wait, wait for as long as she needed to in order to finally satisfy her growing curiosity.

[goldencharmcr]

The sight of the many  d i m  LIGHTS in the distance was far more beautiful than the one of the green, blue world below with all its life and joy – the only view he had once loved but now found dull and empty compared to what he  c o u l d  see when his powers faded for the darkness to come. He felt her own  POWER b a l a n c i n g  his own, taking over his very position whenever her time had come – but this always gave him enough time to watch her, naught more but a SPARK in the distance who loved to play with the many little stars surrounding her when she thought that no other deity would watch her. Yet he always did; always had his eyes on  h e r  ever since the moment of her AWAKENING. But they never met, never were allowed to speak with each other since their two powers combined would destroy the world they both protected and  l o v e d. And so only their gazes met when the CIRCLE started anew for an eon of time; coloring the sky of the world below in the most beautiful colors – r e v e a l i n g  what the deity of the sun, passionate and untamed, could not contain. His LOVE for the deity of the moon. His children, the many tribes on the living ground, easily recognized his affection by celebrating the circle of night and day – but the one Rakan longed for almost longer than time existence was o b l i v i o u s  to such EMOTIONS, never looking back once it was her time to fade. ( Why was she failing to notice him, the brightest existence of all deities? Failing to see what even their children already  k n e w? ) 

However, at one time when Rakan enjoyed the newly told TALES of his children from far above, it was the deity of the moon who awakened too early from her well deserved rest – lifting her body into space and joining him, casting a  d a r k  SHADOW on the world below. He felt the sudden confusion of the mortals, felt their fear – but time had  l i t t l e   MEANING in space and albeit limited, he knew that her sudden existence along his side would not lead to destruction as long as one of them made place for the other soon enough. And as  s e l f i s h  as this mayhap truly was, he wanted to extent the moment as much as possible. He had never seen her from such short distance before – and so he immediately began to memorize the SHAPE of her face. The sun deity’s lips parted to say something; WORDS which he wanted to say for mayhap too long. Rakan already felt their powers clashing, creating an aura surrounding them which would sooner or later force them to  p a r t  again, but for now he wanted to speak with her – listen to her VOICE.

                    ‘Seems we have some time left ere we must part once again.                      But now I feel WHOLE – as you are the brightest star                      ever since  m y  AWAKENING.’