my name's jamie ellen, i'm just an exo-l who likes to write about them and imagine things that would probably never ever happen. join me in dreaming about our boys. ( requests are open! )
hi all!! so, i’m still around and kicking, amazing i know. i haven’t had the time lately with getting ready for college and such to sit down and write some fics, but i have been able to attempt one thing.
and that’s a discord server made by me for exo-ls.
i used to be a big member of the mystic messenger community (those were the days), and when i was a part of that i remember how much fun having and running a discord severer was, and how many friends i made along the way. so i decided to make one for exo-ls.
please feel free to join!! it’s lonely with just me in there. here’s the invitation link for you, your friend, your dog, your fish, anyone you know who is an exo-l to join —> https://discord.gg/M8puPSQ
thank you all, i promise hopefully once i move in and everything i can do some more fics and one shots for you all!! love you!
Check out the exo crackheads 🤪 community on Discord - hang out with 1 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.
just so you all know, i’m reuploading all of what i’ve written and some other things i’ve written but haven’t posted here onto....wattpad.
LISTEN i know wattpad is known for memes now and whatnot, but until i find another place to upload my writings to that i like...it’s what i’m using. TRUST ME i’m searching hard for a new one, lmao
anyways! i’m taking requests for me to post!! i know i have a few i haven’t gotten around to yet, and i’m definitely going to be taking those first, but i want to take more so i don’t run out of ideas for me to write about!!
you can request here --> https://goldenjunmyeon.tumblr.com/ask if you would really like to!
and here’s the links to not only my (unfortunate) wattpad profile, but the book as well so you can see my writings.
imagines/headcannons/scenarios book --> https://www.wattpad.com/462368583-%E2%8E%BF-e-x-o-oneshots-imagines-tumblr-reuploads-%E2%8F%8B
thank you all for supporting me throughout how inactive i’ve been in recent times, i love you all so much! ((i promise to find a better platform than wattpad sjadakja))
hello all! as soon as i log on to begin looking at my requests and begin to write, i see a post on my feed that shocks me, quite honestly
apparently tumblr has started this new thing where your posts can only be 100 text blocks.
this, is an issue.
this means i can no longer post my longer fics here, most likely (i haven’t tested yet but i’m positive my longer requests/imagines/fics are WAY above 100 text blocks, especially if dialogue is involved)
due to this, i think i’m going to have to further my hiatus of writing exo fics until i can find a platform i enjoy posting them, and then just link them here so you all can still read them.
i’m super sorry about this ;; and it’s such shitty timing for me to have found this information out. i love writing and posting my stories to tumblr to share with other people ;; it’s a shame this is what’s becoming now in the fic writing community.
i hope to continue sharing my writings with you all sooner or later, this blog won’t die on my watch!! 💞💓💖💘💕💞💝
aHHHHH it feels nice to be back, but knowing me this won’t last.
life has been a bitch for me for the past…i don’t even know how many months. BUT i’m gonna try and be here more frequently, even if it’s just a little shitty set of reactions or something i wanna be here more frequently!
…….and that’s about all i have to say for now, if i feel the need to say anything else, i’ll edit/reblog this post so you all know!
basically, i forgot the password to my tumblr account and thought i was gonna have to start fresh, and once i remembered it i just felt really uninspired to write anything and had a lack of motivation to complete the stories i already had drafts for
but, i’m slowly regaining my inspiration again, and since spring break is coming up in a few days, i’m hoping to churn out all the work i need to have finished in the beginning so i can spend the rest of the time writing and making things and just find that passion again
i’m sorry for just leaving and not coming back for a while, once i remembered my password i should’ve came back and just made a heads up post that i would probably be inactive for a while ;;;; but that being said i hope everyone here is doing alright, and will sit tight as i get my shit together!! i love you all!!
Of course I can love, you just need to tell me what kind of cute and fluffy....thing we’re talking about! Did you want just a generic cute and fluffy headcannon (or reaction), a certain member in a little scenario? You can always send another request with specifics~~
aHHHHH it feels nice to be back, but knowing me this won’t last.
life has been a bitch for me for the past...i don’t even know how many months. BUT i’m gonna try and be here more frequently, even if it’s just a little shitty set of reactions or something i wanna be here more frequently!
.......and that’s about all i have to say for now, if i feel the need to say anything else, i’ll edit/reblog this post so you all know!
Fighting For Love - Random Junmyeon Drabble Part 2
(yaAHH i haven’t been on tumblr nor have i written in such a long time! i promise i’ll try to post as much as i can, like i used to, but i’ve been so caught up in school and life in general has been a Phat Bitch, so- ANYWAYS this is a continuation of that one drabble i started, link here!, that was inspired by the one fake text post, that link is here!, by @fanficsofmine ! i’m so happy i was able to finish it up, even if the ending is pretty crappy, i’m sorry! anyways, i’ll make a whole update post in a bit about how i hope to approach this account from here on out and whatnot, i love you all so much, i hope you enjoy!)
I wasn't expecting all the commotion to occur outside of the SM building, I mean there are usually a few fans here and there that get loud and rowdy but other than that, it’s typically quiet besides the fangirl’s screams. But today, there was something else going down out there.
“GOD DAMN YOU, YOU TOOK HIM FROM ME, YOU TOOK HIM FROM ME!!” I heard someone scream, it was more than likely a wild fan, but it still caught my attention.
It wasn’t too long ago that (Y/N) and I had announced we were dating, maybe she was waiting outside for me, and a fan had gotten to her. I decided to take a quick glance before returning to my work, seeing my girlfriend off to the side with a few other girls, another fan seemingly distressed off to the opposite side. (Y/N) looked awful, and my heart stung in pain thinking that any one of EXO’s supporters would treat her that way…there must’ve been something going on.
“Junmyeon-ah, you have to return to rehearsal.” I heard my manager say, grabbing my arm before I began to head out the door.
“I’m sorry, I just think (Y/N) is out there in that commotion and I need to make sure she’s okay…” my voice trailed off as I opened the door once more, before a voice oh-so-familiar to my heart came piercing through, making my heart stop.
“I DIDN’T TAKE HIM FROM ANYONE, YOU CRAZY ASS BITCH!!” (Y/N)’s voice, clearly distressed, was ringing through the main lobby of the building. My eyes quickly widened, looking over at my manager before prying his arm off to run outside. No one had noticed me come out side, thank God, besides one girl. She had officers’ hands wrapped around her arms, seeming as if she had gotten into the commotion out here. As soon as her eyes met mine for a split second, her demeanor had changed, going from what seemed like a crazed fan to this oddly calmed girl, pouting quickly at one of the officers. I decided to head in a little closer, hopefully to gain some information on what was going down.
“I don’t know sir, she was the one who attacked me. I simply asked if she was Suho’s girlfriend, and she came at me! I did nothing!” The girl stated, tears building in their ducts.
“Ma’am are you sure? From what it sounded like, you were edging her on.” The one officer stated, not fully believing what the girl was laying out on the table.
“I didn’t even come on to her, officers, she started it! She doesn’t like us fans! She’s insecure!” With the last sentence the girl glanced over at me, before being put in the back of a cop car to be taken away. My jaw hung open slightly as the world slowly moved around me, I couldn’t believe what was going on. My girlfriend had attacked a fan? All because she’s insecure in our relationship? It didn’t make sense, the story the girl had told, and I needed more information. I trust (Y/N), she should tell me the truth about what happened, she’d tell me if she was the one who started everything…right? I heard someone call out that they had video of the entire debacle, and so I decided to head over there, if anyone needed to know what was going on it was me, I needed to know if the love of my life was that insecure about our relationship or not. Before I had the chance to do anything, I heard my manager call over to me, begging me to come back inside.
“JUNMYEON-AH YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS IN HERE RIGHT NOW, SM WANTS TO TALK.” He shouted, causing me to lower my head, part in shame but also sadness, I wanted to make sure my love was okay, but I didn’t want to get in trouble with my boss…I had hoped (Y/N) understood as I turned on my heels to go back inside, my manager grabbing my arm to pull me inside quicker.
“What in heavens name was going on out there Junmyeon?? Do you realize how bad that will make our company look?? THE GIRL YOU DATED ATTACKED A FAN BECAUSE OF YOU?? This will make our company look like a disgrace, EXO’s sales will decrease, your name will be tarnished! I told you that girl was nothing good for you!” Sooman screamed at me, pacing the room from behind his desk.
“Sir, she’s the most amazing, most sweet girl I know, she must’ve been provoked I know her. She just wouldn’t attack someone for no good reason!” I said in protest, even if I was unsure myself I wasn’t going to tolerate someone slandering my baby if they don’t know her as well as I do.
“Well, Junmyeon, if she’s such a good girl then why did she punch someone innocent hm?” He said, leaning down to get into my face.
“You can’t be so sure she started it. I’m looking up the video of the fight, now.” I said, pulling out my phone from my back pocket. My manager cut me eyes, knowing it wasn’t wise of me to try and prove Sooman wrong, but I wasn’t about to just stand back and let him attack someone I loved.
“While you’re on your phone, text your..girlfriend..and let her know I scheduled a meeting for her and your lawyer, you’re not going because I want to speak to you after your rehearsal.” He said, obviously in a threatening tone. If I didn’t figure out a way to make my girlfriend seem innocent, Sooman would force us to have a public breakup, and I couldn’t bear that with all my soul. Sighing, I typed out my messages to (Y/N) before trying to find a video of the fight, needing the proof to prove my baby innocent.
Hours later Sooman finally let me from his grasps, sending me home.
“And you better stay at the dorms tonight Junmyeon, I don’t need you seen in public with her until we’ve got everything under wraps.” He said, as I muttered an “of course” before sprinting out of his office. If I could run quick enough, I could catch (Y/N) coming out of our lawyer’s office, take her home and show her how I truly do care about her…I was so cold on the phone only because I had Sooman over my shoulder like a hawk, I hope she understands. She hasn’t responded to any of my texts, but I still wanted to take her out for dinner tonight, she deserves some pampering after what happened to her.
Jogging up to the lawyer’s office, I grabbed the door handle before it was instantly opened by another person, my eyes glancing up to see it was my (Y/N). She looked like a deer in headlights, instantly trying to maneuver around me and leave without me. As she tried to pass me, I grabbed her wrist and gently pulled her towards me.
“(Y/N), my baby…God I’m so sorry I’ve been an ass to you tonight…please let me take care of you, treat you to a dinner out?” I said, my voice cracking slightly as I tried to cover up the feeling of wanting to cry from the back of my throat, seeing the love of my life all bruised and hurt just tore apart my heart. She quickly turned away from me, obviously not wanting to look me in the face. My heart sank every moment she wouldn’t look at me, knowing the damage I had done I decided to let go of her hand and let her figure out what she wanted, in the first place she was the one who risked her life in the honor of our love, I shouldn’t have been so harsh on her earlier. As I slowly turned away, I felt her hand grab my shoulder a slight bit.
“Wait.” She weakly said, tugging on my shoulder to get me to turn around.
“You’re not one to give up so easily like that, Junmyeon. What’s wrong?” She said, looking me in the eyes, slowly grabbing my hand.
“I hurt you, so I figured I’d give you some space. I shouldn’t have been so harsh with you on the phone, for fucks sake you’re hurt and I’m just thinking about my job. You mean so much more to me than my job, honestly. I’m surprised you haven’t asked to b-break up yet.” I said, slowly gulping back another set of tears. Halting in her tracks she stopped in front of me, grabbing my arm, with her one good hand since the other was in her sling, before shaking me a bit.
“You idiot. You hurt me yes, but I was going to just…try and talk it out with you first. I don’t want to break things off with you, I love you so much for crying out loud. And I shouldn't be so self-centered, I just have a few nicks and a broken arm, those will heal. Your job wouldn’t, I’m sorry, I wasn’t thinking in that moment.” She said lowly, before grabbing my hand once again, making me smile.
“I don’t want you standing out here in the cold like this, how about we talk more about this over some dinner, hm?” I asked, as she gently nodded her head. Her eyes were puffy and swollen, most likely from the amount of crying she had done earlier, and she walked with her head a down towards the ground slightly, as if she didn’t want to be caught like this by anyone who might be snapping photos of us. The walk was silent, but in a comforting way, like we had already gotten out most of what was bothering us in front of the lawyer’s office, and there was really only minimal things to speak about now. A few cameras followed us down the road, asking persistent questions like why we were still together, why she had attacked an innocent girl, why I was still going to date a bully. I looked down at (Y/N) and could see the fire in her eyes begin to light up again, making me squeeze her hand tighter, whispering little “ignore them”’s and “i love you”’s in her ear to make her calm a bit.
We arrived at one of our favorite places to frequent, as we sat down our drinks were instantly given to us, as they know us so well. We made small talk through the entire dinner about what happened, why we did certain things, that we still love each other no matter what, and other things that related to the fight.
“I hope you know I think that it was really brave, what you did.” I said, taking the last bit of my drink down as I pulled out my card to pay.
“What?” She asked, plainly clueless to what I was talking about. I chuckled, I has forgotten how truly adorable she could be at times.
“For fighting that girl. You were so brave, fighting for our love. If I didn’t have my manager behind me, I would’ve cheered you on my love.” I smiled, letting out my hand to her as she let out a laugh, gladly accepting my hand.
“It was really nothing Junmyeon, my hot-headedness got to me and I couldn’t take her getting in my face. She was being obnoxious!” She said, pouting at the end of her sentence making me smile.
This was the girl who I loved with my entire heart. This was the girl who was fighting for our love.
well, that was relatively short, i’m so sorry you guys. once again, check out fanficsofmine, they’re a lovely account! i love you all so very much, i promise i’ll be more active in the coming year!
just a friendly reminder but my requests are open!! the guidelines are here ➸ https://goldenjunmyeon.tumblr.com/post/158412678261/requests incase you haven't seen them already! i have 3 (gag) requests in there already, but since they're from a close friend of mine they can wait.
Heyhey~! Could you perhaps write some chanyeol x reader fluffy smut? ;)
Here is your request sweetie! Thank you for requesting and I hope this is what you wanted (i don’t normally do fluffy smut so !!! i hope you like it!) ♡
hello darling! i normally don’t do/read fluffy smut so i hope this is okay or what you had in mind, i hope you enjoy lovely!
When you first started out the night, you never meant for it to turn the way it did, but you were happy it started heading in that direction.
Chanyeol had come home from work, you had claimed today as a lazy day, cooking yours and his meal in one of his way-to-big shirts hanging off of your porcelain frame, falling far enough to just cover your naked butt. He smiled, whistling your way as he took off his shoes by the doorframe to soon join you in the kitchen, arms wrapping around your stomach as he leaned over to bury his head in the crook of your neck.
“Yahh, jagiya what are you preparing for us tonight, eh?” He mumbled into your neck, drowning himself in the smell of you and him combined.
“Nothing special Chan, now would you let me finish up and we can eat and chill tonight?” You softly spoke, your lips curling into a smile as Chanyeol hummed in response, slowly letting go of your waist so you could finish up the meal you were preparing.
Once you both ate, Chanyeol lifted you from your seat and placed you on his lap as you both curled up to watch one of the stupid cheesy romantic-comedy movies on, him mumbling on and on about his day at work with the other guys. As soon as things began to get even the slightest bit of heated in the film, you could feel Chanyeol’s whole mood begin to change, the uncomfortable shifting, the side-eye glances your way.
“Chanyeol, what’s up?” You groaned, the fifth shift in his position as he instantly froze, gazing up towards you.
“U-uh,” he began to stutter, sitting up straighter than before, “it’s nothing babe.” He said, earning a groan out of you.
“Chan, you know I don’t like liars.” You said, turning yourself around to cup his face in your hands. You could see his adam’s apple moving up and down, as his sporadic eyes began to look all over your face.
“I-I’m sorry (Y/N), it's just...you're not wearing any panties and the film just-” he spoke, cheeks flushing to a soft pink as you chuckled. He couldn't handle it anymore, grabbing your face to mend his lips with yours, fitting together like a lock in a key. You began to grind down on his bulge with your heat, making him moan into your mouth as he melted like putty in your hands.
“Baby please, if you don’t wanna do this…” he said, taking his mouth away from yours for only a split second before you took his mouth back. He gently picked you up, continuing the kiss, to bring you to the bedroom where he gingerly placed you onto the bed.
“Can we..go soft tonight babe?” You asked, not intending to go hard on a “let’s chill” kind of night, and he instantly released his normally cheeky smile as he vigorously nodded his head up and down. He gently grasped the hem of the shirt you were wearing, picking it up to pull over your head, before undressing himself, saving you from the “strenuous labor” that was peeling his clothes off of him. As soon as his boxers slid off his hips, his throbbing cock came up to slap his stomach, precum glazing his red tip. He casually walked over to you, grabbing your chin to place his lips on yours, his other hand travelling to your uncovered chest. Normally Chanyeol would be pinching and rolling your nipples between his fingers at this point, but since he wanted to take it easy on you tonight he decided to just massage your boobs, not failing to still turn you on more than he already had.
“You’re so beautiful like this, baby.” He said, pulling your bottom lip between his teeth, making you groan. The one hand that had been on your breasts began to slowly traces down to your wet core. You suck your bottom lip back from his grip and into your mouth, hissing as he slides a single finger inside of you, slowly pumping in and out.
“Babe~” you whine, causing Chanyeol to chuckle, picking up his pace a tad as he slid in another finger.
“I don’t want to hear you whine tonight, I just want you to feel comfortable and loved, alright?” He said, peppering your neck in kisses once again.
“Yahh, thank you Chanyeol.” You moaned into his ear, earning a grin from him. He continued pumping in and out until he made you come to the edge of your climax, sliding down your body using his kisses until his mouth landed inches away from your heated core. He looked up at you with loving eyes as his tongue began to lap up the liquids already secreted from your folds, beginning to eat you out until your climax hit, filling his tongue with your liquids. Gulping it down, he chuckled, the air gently brushing your still-throbbing center as he crawled back up your body, planting a kiss on your mouth as he put his precum-glazed tip at the opening of your folds.
“Are you ready baby? I wanna take care of you tonight.” He said, gently kissing your cheek as you gave him a ‘yes’ nod. As soon as you signaled, he slowly entered inside you, starting to pump in and out of you. He was taking it at a pace slower than your normal, since your normal would be more rough. The smiley man felt your nails digging into the skin on his back, causing his lips to open, releasing a moan before beginning to quicken his face.
“God Chanyeol, I’m gonna-” You said, cutting off as Chanyeol, once again, enveloped your mouth with a kiss, releasing his hot seed inside you as your walls clenched around him for your second climax of the night.
You laid there, heavily breathing as Chanyeol kissed all over your body for what seemed to be the 100th time that night, before setting his head on the pillow beside you to pull you into his chest.
“I love you, (Y/N).” He drowsily said, holding your head in the crook of his neck, planted a tiny peck onto the tip of your nose with his lips.
“And I love you more Chanyeol.” You said, eyes trailing his face up and down, no longer filled with lust like they were previously, but this time they were fully of pure love. Chanyeol’s hand snaked down and patted your thigh, kissing your forehead as he sat up from the bed.
“Babe~” You whined, reaching a hand out to him, “what about our after-sex-cuddle-session?”
“Let me draw you a warm bath and light some candles baby, we can do our cuddle session in the bath, I don’t want your muscles sore in the morning, okay?” He said, a look of concern engulfing his face as you nodded to him, letting him go and draw the bath for the two of you to relax in, making this one of the best casual nights-in in a long time.
Fighting For Love - Random Junmyeon Drabble Part 1
(hey guys! this isn’t part of the drabble, but i wanted to put here two things. number one, i’m back! since it’s summer and i have more free time, i’m able to write more! number two, this wasn’t my original idea. i got inspired by a fake text post by @fanficsofmine , the one from this post of theirs - https://fanficsofmine.tumblr.com/post/162405867581/when-you-get-into-a-fist-fight-with-a-crazy-fan ;; make sure to check out their account!! now onto the drabble!)
Walking out of the SM building into a crowd of rabid EXO fans isn’t one of your favorite things to do, but if it meant that you could see your boyfriend, EXO’s leader, for a few minutes you would.
I’m so so so glad that you were inspired to write. This was so great and wow! It was so awesome to read! It was really good! Thanks for sharing our links and please keep us updated when the part two comes out!! 😍❤ -T✨
Ahh I'm glad you enjoyed it!! I was going to ask first if i could have your permission since it was heavily inspired by your original post but just decided post it instead. I will definitely be keeping you guys updated!! ♡
Fighting For Love - Random Junmyeon Drabble Part 1
(hey guys! this isn’t part of the drabble, but i wanted to put here two things. number one, i’m back! since it’s summer and i have more free time, i’m able to write more! number two, this wasn’t my original idea. i got inspired by a fake text post by @fanficsofmine , the one from this post of theirs - https://fanficsofmine.tumblr.com/post/162405867581/when-you-get-into-a-fist-fight-with-a-crazy-fan ;; make sure to check out their account!! now onto the drabble!)
Walking out of the SM building into a crowd of rabid EXO fans isn't one of your favorite things to do, but if it meant that you could see your boyfriend, EXO’s leader, for a few minutes you would.
Not all the fans waiting for EXO to come out of the building were bad, as a matter of fact tons of them were genuine sweethearts, but since it had only been a week ago today you and Junmyeon released that you were dating to the public, more often than ever the rabid fans have started to show up.
Security had opened the doors for you, allowing for you to slip on your sunglasses before walking by the crowd of EXO-crazed girls. While walking past you heard a gasp.
“IS THAT THE (Y/N)?? JUNMYEON’S GIRLFRIEND?!?” you sighed by giggled, looking up to smile and wave you hand at the group. As a few girls swarmed you to take some selcas or get a signature, one girl looked at you in the eyes. Her eyes were a burning red, her once perfect Suho support banner has now been crushed in her fist. As she made her way to the group around you, the girls around you slowly made their way back to where they first were, waiting for the guys to come walking out of the building at any moment.
“You…” the girl growled, throwing her banner to the ground as she came up to you, getting into your face. You heard the group of girls begin to whisper among themselves, a few of them taking out their phones to record just incase anything happens.
“Uh, is there something I can help you with?” You tried to smoothly ask, despite your heart racing a mile a minute since you didn't know what this girl was capable of.
“You took my precious Suho away from me! How could you!” She said, pulling you in closer to her face by the collar of your shirt.
“Hey, listen here. I didn't take him away from anyone!” You said, standing a bit taller than you did previously as you reached up and unhooked her hand from your collar to only put it down at her side, “If you don't mind, I'm just trying to go home and take care of some work I have to do, thank you.” You turned to walk away as you heard her laugh.
“I don't know what he ever saw in you, you ugly piece of shit. If Suho saw me, he would leave you in a heartbeat and both you and I know that's true scumbag.” She smirked, as you turned on your heels.
“Excuse me?” You asked, in disbelief that she would say that in front of such a large group, and that no one was actually trying to stop her!
“You heard me, he's probably equating dating you to the same level as doing charity work, he has to date one of the poor non-idol girls to seem like he's down to earth, you're just scum who doesn't deserve him.” She said, coming closer to your face once more.
“Oh, so that's what you think, eh? I'm sure a lot of people feel the same, but you're just wasting your time. Junmyeon is in love with me, and it's going to stay that way for a while if it's up to me.” You smiled, proud of yourself for not going off too much on the girl. As you turned to walk away, you practically saw the smoke coming from her ears out of the corner of your eye, as what you said must've set her off.
She grabbed the back of your head by your hair, tossing your skull to the ground as if it were a basketball. “WHY DON’T YOU JUST GIVE IT UP BITCH! HE’S MINE!” She screamed, as you hear gasps from the group, your eyesight was a bit foggy and your sunglasses were somewhere else on the pavement far from you as the girl kicked you in the stomach.
In that moment you knew you had two options. Just let the girl beat the absolute living shit out of and not make any headlines and pray that someone would get security soon (the wise choice), or to stand back up and kick the girls ass (the less wise choice). Since your judgement was hazed by anger and adrenaline, you went with the less wise choice.
Hopping back up to your feet, you threw a solid punch straight to the girl’s jaw, making her stumble back a bit in confusion. You had your turn at grabbing her by the collar, pulling her close.
“You didn't think I’d throw a punch, did you?” You smirked, as she scowled and kicked you straight between the legs, making you collapse. She went to punch you straight in the head as you grabbed her leg and pulled her down next to you, sucker punching right into her stomach like it was a punching bag. She groaned, grabbing you by the hair to push your face on the cement. Getting out of her grasp, you stood up and backed up a bit, wiping the blood from your face off.
The girl on the ground stood up, taking your arm in a grasp to turn it in a way that was guaranteed to break it, as your fist slammed into her skull multiple times as she twisted and twisted your arm. As you heard the crack, you yelped in pain and stood back, grabbing your arm. Two of the girls from the group standing there rushes in, pinning the crazy fan to the ground as another came to you, making sure you were alright despite your arm. Another girl had sprinted to the front doors of the building to alert security, reassuring you they'd be coming soon.
“GOD DAMN YOU, YOU TOOK HIM FROM ME, YOU TOOK HIM FROM ME!!” She screamed, wriggling on the ground, trying to escape the girls grip.
“I DIDN’T TAKE HIM FROM ANYONE, YOU CRAZY ASS BITCH!!” You said, tears in your eyes from your arm. The fan next to you grabbed you in a hug, telling you to shush otherwise you'd make it worse for you and Junmyeon, knowing that's something you and the rest didn't want. You took her advice and stood there until security came flying out, taking the girl away from you as she was still screaming and tossing around.
“Miss (Y/N), are you alright? It looks like you got it bad..” one of the security officer said, as you just nodded your head in a ‘yes’ motion, you couldn't see straight anymore and you were feeling lightheaded. The fan sat you down on the ground before telling the officer, “She's lying, she's broken her arm and got hurt pretty bad out here. She needs to see a doctor.” The officer nodded and quickly ran off to dial the emergency number, as you saw a familiar head come running out of the SM building.
There stood Junmyeon, looking around for what the source of the commotion was, as he saw you sitting on the ground, a bloodied face and a broken arm, and the other fan, being interrogated by the security officers as the local police were on the way.
“I didn't even come on to her, officers, she started it! She doesn't like us fans! She's insecure!” She pleaded, and Junmyeon overheard it. You saw him and reached your arm out to him, a signal for him to come over to you. He just shook his head in disappointment as his manager came outside to quickly drag him inside. As you looked to the other side of the street, you were able to see the various Korean news medias out there, recording and taking photo as you sat. Shaking your head, you leaned it against the wall behind you.
“Shit….they've already got articles out.” You heard the girl next to you say as your world began to spin more and more. “It's nothing good, they're saying you started it.”
The fan seemed more concerned that you were, but your head was so hazed and closely you couldn't think straight. “I got video of what happened!” One of the fans screamed, shocking you and many of the people around you. The last thing you saw was news reporters swarming both you and the poor girl before blacking out completely.
Waking up in the hospital with a bandage on your face and a cast on your arm, you spoke with the nurses and doctors and were able to get cleared for release sooner than you thought. You took a public bus home, looking down in shame the entire way so no one would notice you, even if the streets and bus were dead. Returning to your and Junmyeon's empty apartment wasn't unusual for you, but considering what had just happened you figured he'd be there for you when you returned. Instead you just had tinny Byul running to your feet, looking concerned at your bandaged face.
“Hey baby..” you said, patting his head as you continued to the couch, hearing your phone ding. Byul joined you on the couch as you took out your phone to see a text from Junmyeon.
myeonie: i’ve scheduled you a meeting with our lawyer in like 3 hours.
(y/n): ok.
myeonie: i would show up but sm wants to talk to me, since the fight was basically based around me and she made claims about you against me. thank god someone recorded it to prove she started it.
(y/n): ok.
myeonie: there's so much to sort out, why did you fight back?
(y/n): are you serious right now?
(y/n): incase you were wondering, besides my fucked up face and broken arm i’m fine, just questioning our relationship.
myeonie: baby...please
myeonie: there is just so much to put straight and to fix about this situation first;
myeonie: please don't take it this way.
(y/n): take it what way? that you care more about covering your ass than your girlfriend? cause that's exactly the way i’m taking it.
myeonie: babe…
myeonie: i’m sorry
myeonie: this is...just a lot of pressure.
myeonie: pressure on me, you, us, our relationship
myeonie: i’m really really sorry babe, i’m just trying to fix things and make you happy ;;;
myeonie: how about dinner after you meet with our lawyer, hm?
By this time you had already thrown your phone across the room, hearing the multiple dings coming from it as tears slid down your cheeks. You couldn't believe that after all this time, all this love you had shown for him, and even fighting over how much you loved him, this is the way he decides to repay you. He never even bothered to ask how you were, how badly you got it, see if you were in any pain. No, he was more concerned as to what the press was going to see, how the media would handle it, if his career was on the line.
Byul climbed onto your lap, licking up the salty tears that had been sliding down your face. You smiled, as the dogs ears bent downwards, clearly upset that you were hurt not only physically, but also emotionally.
You just sat there for a while, petting Byul while you waited for time to go by before you had to clear things with yours and Junmyeon's lawyer. The entire time you thought about what that girl had said, that Junmyeon never loved you, he deserved someone better than you, digging yourself deeper and deeper into the hole of self doubt that you had previously had.
“Maybe that girl was right, Byul. Maybe Junmyeon does need someone who is better than me, someone prettier and more likeable.” You sighed, as the puppy whined, watching you stand up to grab your bag and head out the door once more.
Your phone kept ringing as you walked to the lawyer’s office, rolling your eyes as you walked since you knew all of them were from Junmyeon. You reached in your bag and turned the ringer, you didn't want to be bothered with him at the moment.
Opening the doors to your lawyer’s office, the man behind the desk looked up to you with a smile.
“Ahh, Miss (Y/N), I never saw you as such a feisty girl.” He joked, making you giggle and smile for once today.
“I’m only like that if you come for me and my...boyfriend.” You said, letting the word ‘boyfriend’ hang dreadfully in the air for a few seconds before shaking your head down towards the ground.
“Are things complicated between the two of you currently?” He asked, a concerned look painted across his face. You sighed for what seemed like the fiftieth time today, before looking up.
“In a way, yes. When I came home from the hospital today, he texted me and was only concerned about his job and his image, not about whether or not I was alright.” You stated, crossing your arms.
“Well, he is an idol and all, his image to the public is important to him, but since you are his girlfriend he should’ve showed some concern first.” He said, resting his chin in his hand as he continued to talk to you about everything that went down. After a while of talking and settling things and whatnot, you grabbed your belongings and headed out the door. Waiting outside for you was noone other than the man you didn’t want to see.
Kim Junmyeon.
so, if you couldn’t tell, yes this will be a two parter (possibly more 👀 )
once again, shoutout to @fanficsofmine for the inspiration here from their fake texts post found here --> https://fanficsofmine.tumblr.com/post/162405867581/when-you-get-into-a-fist-fight-with-a-crazy-fan
thank you all for reading, i love you all so very much, stick around if you’d like to see more like this!!
