Hopeless-hope

Come say hi! It'll make me feel good. 

[goldheart94]

People who complain about the world being so selfish are the most selfish people in the world.

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[goldheart94]

Hi, goldheart94, how are you? 😘😘😘

im ok

[ojibwa]

the crushing guilt of being unproductive vs the exhaustion of being burned out. fight.

[goldheart94]

Oh meri hundi si, par main ajj vi usda han

-Goldheart94

[recaption]

[neckkiss]

Her (2013)

[goldheart94]

Sunday, 29 March 2020

You have no clue how crazy I am about you. Browsing birthday cards for you 9 months before your B'day.

[goldheart94]

The way you feel about him is the way I felt about you. Now, he's hurting you the way you hurt me.

Goldheart94

[becherdireinen]

I met a lot of people but nobody feels like you.

[danger]

35/52 | Some Things Just Can’t Be Fixed. by Jared Tyler  

[goldheart94]

Tuesday, 10 March 2020

Technically, I'm living my life without you. But I'm not sure if I'm actually living my life.

[goldheart94]

6 Feb, 2020

First I lost her love, and now I think I've lost her friendship also. All I did was confess that I still loved her. I. Am. A. Loser. Literally. A. Loser.

[siickangel]

[goldheart94]

2 Jan 2020

I'm a fucking loser

[goldheart94]

28 Dec. 2019, Sat

Working non-stop for the past 3 weeks. Mentally exhausted and feeling lonely. I have nothing other than my family to come home to.. but having you here would've helped. A lot. I work all day long and come home just to drown in my own thoughts. I want to do somthing about my situation. I need a change. I want to do something big. Or maybe I need a huge change in my life. I will make things work me. I know I'm going in the right direction. Gotta keep on keeping on. I got this.

[destroymylife]

[goldheart94]

Words of a Weeping Heart(10.12.19)

I've lost count of how many years it's been... The pain tells me that it's been a very long time but the love tells me it's not... bc it's still so fresh...We still have that spark.. that bond is still there... even after so many years.. it felt the same... Those memories came right back... My eyes did tear up during our conversation... I regret letting you go... I did not want our conversation to end.. but I knew you would be sleepy... I could imagine you laying in your bed texting me with your one eye closed... About to fall asleep.. i did not want you to fall asleep without saying goodbye.. not knowing when we will talk again.. i just wanted you to be in my arms.. we were so good together... I've lost you... your precious love.. i am thankful that we are still on good terms.. i would go crazy if we do not talk at all ever.. i know we can't talk everyday... It's so hard to stop myself from texting you... Just know that when i text you, I'm missing you very much... A message from you calms me down.. relieves me of all my problems... If by any chance you're reading this.. please know that you hold a very important place in my life and if any of this offended you please forgive me... I just love you... I love the person you are.. how do i fix things.. how can we be back together... I know... I know there are other guys better than me.. way better than me... But you can never have the same connection with them... We had worked so hard on us... We were a great team... Each others strength.. we were an amazing team... Our understanding... Our weirdness... Our jokes... Our feelings for each other... Everything was great... Idk what went wrong..but i would do anything to fix it... I've known you so closely for the years we've been together and having been separated for so many years, it feels like I've lost the chance to see how you've grown as an individual.. is any of this making sense?.. i know you're never gonna check my profile but if you do and do end up reading this and have made it this far then.........you know... I've always wished for your happiness... Whenever you're in my thoughts, i always wish for your happiness..if you're happy, I'm happy. Period. I will keep on loving you. I will keep on loving you.... I love you.