[gonegwendolyne]

#𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐆𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐘𝐍𝐄.  a study in loneliness, the identity of a clone and what makes a life. an independent & mutuals-only portrayal of the first gwen stacy clone from marvel comics. based on the original clone saga from the amazing spider-man (1963) issues #144-149 and headcanons with some influence from her later appearances. cloned by áine (she/they, 23, uk).

links  :  google docs  //  interest tracker discord  :  mostlyvowels#6104 sideblog to @buglesgirlfriday​ (will send meme to acknowledge follow)

[gonegwendolyne]

gwen has been moved to @lovedunexpectedly

[gonegwendolyne]

gwen has been moved to @lovedunexpectedly

[towalkbetweengalaxies]

𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐒 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐒

“I don’t think he knows I love him.”

“I don’t think she knows I love her.”

“Would you expose me to the masses, of the sin living in my heart?”

“Are you going to tell my secrets?”

“I promise not to tell a soul.”

“What do you think of us tiny little humans as you sit on your throne in the sky?”

“I plan to get away with murder. I need you to watch my back.”

“But how do you know what I do during the day? You hide under the earth when the sun rises.”

“Take me with you. Make me one of your brothers/sisters.”

“Will you fall from the heavens and be my friend?”

“I wish for a better future.”

“I wish for another tomorrow.”

“I wish the pain did not suffocate my soul.”

“She/he ruptures my heart with every breath.”

“The darkness in my soul recedes when he/she is near.”

“But do I tell him/her of my darkest crimes? Will they judge me for my sins?”

“Why won’t you answer me?!”

“Answer me!”

“Please, give me a sign.”

“I looking to you for guidance.”

“He tears apart my soul with every scathing looking.”

“I think I’m dying.”

“I don’t know how to go on.”

“At what point do I say enough is enough?”

“Will you wait for me with open arms?”

“Some say that I’m dreadful. I’m starting to believe them.”

“I killed her/him with my bear hands. And I can’t find it in my soul to care. Does that make me a bad person?”

“I have loved him/her since the moment I laid eyes on him/her.”

“There is a beast that lives in my heart. A terrible, brutal beast. No one will be able to love me.”

“I think it’s time I left. Saw the world. Went on an adventure.”

“Will you guide me home?”

“Wink once for yes and twice for no.”

[gonegwendolyne]

[gonegwendolyne]

atsv reminding me all gwens are amazing and i love them so much

[faewrities]

MAY THE 4TH BE WITH YOU PROMPTS

“Try not. Do or do not. There is no try.” “Your eyes can deceive you; don’t trust them.” “Luminous beings we are, not this crude matter.” “Who’s the more foolish: the fool or the fool who follows him?”

“Your focus determines your reality.”

“No longer certain that one ever does win a war, I am.” 

“In a dark place we find ourselves and a little more knowledge lights our way.” 

“Sometimes we must let go of our pride and do what is requested of us.”

“No one’s ever really gone.”

“The ability to speak does not make you intelligent.” 

“Many of the truths that we cling to depend on our viewpoint.” 

“Train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose.” 

“I like firsts. Good or bad, they’re always memorable.” 

“Great, kid, don’t get cocky.” 

“Congratulations. You are being rescued.” 

“I am not a committee.” 

“Weapons are part of my religion.”

“Be careful not to choke on your aspirations.”

“Once you start down the dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny.”

“Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.”

“The fear of loss is a path to the dark side.”

“Let go of your hate.”

“Why, you stuck-up half-witted scruffy-looking nerf herder.”

“You’re nothing. But not to me.”

“I’m just a simple man trying to make my way in the universe.”

“Would somebody get this big walking carpet out of my way?” 

“You’re just a child in a mask.”

“You will never find a more wretched hive of scum and villainy.”

“Don’t call me a mindless philosopher, you overweight glob of grease.” 

“There’s always a bigger fish.”

“In my experience, there’s no such thing as luck.”

“As my sweet mother always said, ‘Son, if one hostage is good, two are better. And three, well, that’s good business.”

“I got a bad feeling about this.” 

“This is the Way.”

“You can’t stop change any more than you can stop the suns from setting.”

“Women always figure out the truth. Always.”

“I find your lack of faith disturbing.”

“Never tell me the odds.” 

“A friendly piece of advice; assume that I know everything.” 

“In my book, experience outranks everything.” 

“Stand together, die together. Let your death be the final word in the story of rebellion.” 

“Let the past die. Kill it if you have to.”

“You know, no matter how much we fought, I’ve always hated watching you leave.”

“Compassion, which I would define as unconditional love, is essential to a Jedi’s life so you might say we are encouraged to love.” 

“So this is how liberty dies … with thunderous applause.” 

“We had each other. That’s how we won.”

“I smell profit!”

“I truly, deeply love you. And before we die, I want you to know.”

“I can bring you in warm, or I can bring you in cold.”

“I was not elected to watch my people suffer and die while you discuss this invasion in a committee.” 

“That’s how we’re gonna win. Not fighting what we hate, saving what we love.” 

“Make ten men feel like a hundred.”

“You’re exactly the way I remember you in my dreams.”

“Reality doesn’t care if you believe it.” 

“As long as there’s light, we’ve got a chance.”

“This is the Way.”  

“Rebellions are built on hope.”

[gonegwendolyne]

@spinxeret continued from here

It's strange to repeatedly learn the truth of your own existence can prove such a heartbreak to those you care about. Worse when they accuse you of manipulating them or being a fake. Yet somehow none of it compares to the pain on Mary Jane's face and Gwen can feel the tears building in her eyes as she tries to find the words to defend herself.

"I think it might be easier if that was true, but I swear everything he said was real, I'm not Chameleon or anyone else."

[gonegwendolyne]

so you know how when people talk about the idea that we're our own worst critics so if met a double of ourselves as a stranger with no context we probably wouldn't recognise them because you wouldn't be nit picking on them the things you nit pick about yourself, do you think the spiderverse clones ever get that or are they doomed to always see someone else in the mirror

[gonegwendolyne]

[gonegwendolyne]

i think going with how it played out in the comics, gwen would come around to the idea of peter and mj starting to date each other after her death. however, she definitely wasn't happy for them when she first found out. realing from the missing two years it felt as if mj had stolen the life she had thought would be her future.

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

dialogue  prompts  taken  from the script of  everything  everywhere  all  at  once  (2022),  directed  by  daniel  kwan  and  daniel  scheinert.  feel  free  to  edit  and  change  as  you  seem  fit.

❛ you look really pretty right now. ❜

❛ stop changing the subject. ❜

❛ every day i fight, i fight for all of us. ❜

❛ what are you doing? what is wrong? ❜

❛ if i have to think about one more thing today, my head will explode. ❜

❛ you may be in grave danger. there is no time to explain.❜

❛ we can make our own way. please, come with me. ❜

❛ don't even talk to me about this because i won't remember.❜

❛ i am not your husband. at least not the one you know. i am another version of him from another life path, another universe. ❜

❛ i’m here because we need your help.❜

❛ sorry, very busy today. no time to help you– ❜

❛ all those years of searching have brought me here. to this universe. to you. ❜

❛ i’m here to tell you every rejection, every disappointment has led you here. to this moment. ❜

❛ i'm not ready to fight yet. ❜

❛ maybe we don't have a choice. ❜

❛ now, you can either come with me and live up to your ultimate potential, or lie here and live with the consequences. ❜

❛ i... want to lie here. ❜

❛ how often do people literally die laughing? ❜

❛ my husband won't even kill a spider. how are you the same person? ❜

❛ we are talking about infinity. if you can imagine it, somewhere out there, it exists. ❜

❛ how did i die? ❜

❛ i've seen you die a thousand ways. in a thousand worlds. in every single one, you were murdered. ❜

❛ what!? who wants me dead? ❜

❛ you’ve been feeling it too, haven’t you? something is off. your clothes never wear as well the next day, your hair never falls in quite the same way, even your coffee tastes... wrong. ❜

❛ maybe we would have been better off if we had never gotten married. ❜

❛ i never said that. ❜

❛ you didn’t have to. it’s the way you look at me. ❜

❛ can’t you see it? how wonderful it would be if you came with me? ❜

❛ i saw my life without you. i wish you could have seen it. it was beautiful. ❜

❛ shhh, you're not thinking straight. ❜

❛ what is worse than death? ❜

❛ i saw your face on a billboard and — this is silly — i wondered if you remembered me... ❜

❛ is it that i can’t be here, or that i’m not allowed to be here? ❜

❛ there is no good, there is no evil. there is only “goovil”. ❜

❛ if you can imagine it, you have fucked it. ❜

❛ do not be so closed minded that you blind yourself from the truth! ❜

❛ don’t make me fight you. i am really really good. ❜

❛ you're capable of anything because you're so bad at everything. ❜

❛ you can't remember anything because your bodies were under the control of other universes. ❜

❛ you were like puppets. and you could do things you normally can't do. you were like, what's that movie... raccaccoonie? ❜

❛ how can you defeat her in every universe, if you can't even kill her in one? ❜

❛ the sacrifices necessary to win this war... i know all too well. ❜

❛ i cannot lose another loved one to the darkness. ❜

❛ i know you have feelings. feelings that make you so sad. that make you just want to give up. that is not your fault. ❜

❛ i'll see you again soon, somewhere out there in all that noise. ❜

❛ just think happy thoughts. ❜

❛ you okay? caught you staring off into space again. ❜

❛ i'm the one you've been looking for. ❜

❛ i’m the one who will defeat you. ❜

❛ you’re finally free, like me. ❜

❛ you don't have to choose anymore. between loving me or hating me. you can do both at the same time. ❜

❛ before, you were asking about "our daughter". it's crazy, but it really got me thinking. what if you had come with me all of those years ago? ❜

❛ all of this time, i wasn't looking for someone who could defeat me. i was looking for someone who could see what i see, feel what i feel... ❜

❛ oh, good, you're here too. ❜

❛ i'm sorry about ruining everything, i– ❜

❛ we're all stupid. small stupid little humans. it's like our whole deal. ❜

❛ everything is going to be okay. ❜

❛ you think i’m weak don’t you? ❜

❛ when we first fell in love all of those years ago, your father would say i was too sweet for my own good. maybe he was right. ❜

❛ please! can we just stop fighting! ❜

❛ you tell me that it's a cruel world and we're all just running around in circles. i know that. i've been on this earth just as many days as you. ❜

❛ the only thing i do know is we have to be kind. be kind. especially, when we don't know what's going on. ❜

❛ i know you go through life with your fists held tight. you see yourself as a fighter. well, i see myself as one too. this is how i fight. ❜

❛ in another life, i would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you. ❜

❛ you know what i say? cold, hysterical, unlovable bitches like us make the world go round. ❜

❛ you aren’t unlovable. there is always something to love. ❜

❛ even in a stupid, stupid universe where we have hot dogs for fingers, we’d all be very good with our feet! ❜

❛ in a universe where we both agree that no one could love you, if we look hard enough, something will prove us wrong. ❜

❛ we are all useless alone. so its good you're not alone. ❜

❛ maybe you win in this universe. but in another, i beat you. or we tie. or we eat crepes. ❜

❛ i don't want to hurt anymore. and for some reason when i'm with you, it hurts both of us. ❜

❛ out of all of the places i could be, why would i want to be here with you? ❜

❛ i still want to be here with you. i will always want to be here with you. ❜

❛ i will cherish these few specks of time. ❜

[noahwhyle]

EMILY ALYN LIND as AUDREY HOPE in GOSSIP GIRL (2021-) | S02 E05 “Games, Trains and Automobiles” (2022)

[weltenwellen]

Vladimir Nabokov, Letters to Véra

[soulprompts]

the sender has spent most of the last two days searching for the receiver, who was taken by an enemy. the sender has just seen the newly escaped receiver stumbling in the distance, but as soon as they catch up to them, the receiver begins to panic and fight back. send in “ it’s okay! it’s okay! it’s just me! ” for the receiver’s response to your sender trying to calm them down. 

alternatively, send in “ get off of me! get OFF! ”  to switch the roles and have the receiver reacting to finding the sender instead.

[withextra]

DERRY GIRLS SERIES ONE sentence meme. feel free to change context/pronouns/etc as necessary. 

Sometimes, all I really want is to be left alone.

Is that my diary?

I’ll find some dirt on you yet. I’ve got people working on it.

I’m not a clone! I should be allowed to express my individuality.

Well, I’m not being an individual on my own!

If I say it’s the law, it’s the law, smart-o.

But Murder, She Wrote is on tonight. You never miss Murder, She Wrote.

Why’s he making that funny noise?

What’s happening, exactly?

Listen, I think there’s been a wee bit of a misunderstanding.

I’m willing to admit it, even if nobody else will, because I’m a beacon of truth.

“We’re going to beat you up,” but, like, in a jokey way.

Well, the thing is, that’s not actually funny, is it? 

Why are you reading between the lines?

You’ve never even kissed a boy before. You practise on your pillow sometimes, but you don’t think that’s the same.

The reading of the diary was bad enough, I could do without the quoting it from memory!

Look, whatever happens in there, we have to stick together, OK? We have to back each other up.

Well, I think it’s safe to say we all just lost a bit of respect for you there.

What part of me not giving a flying fuck are you struggling with, exactly?

I’m sorry you had to hear that.

You are a fucking embarrassment. 

You were “like” a thief in the night?! You actually were a thief in the night.

If she finds out about this, she will kill you.

I just think it might be time I moved on friendship-wise.

It’s so sad, it really is, it is so, so sad, but at the same time, you know, what’s done is done, so let’s crack on.

But it’s freaky! Don’t you think it’s so freaky?

I’m not gonna bother with any “never sin again” material, ’cos let’s face it, we’ve been there before.

I’ve had a lot of caffeine.

This is the best thing that’s ever happened to me.

Let’s just get it over with and never, ever speak of it again.

Could you put it another way? I didn’t understand a word of that.

What would I have to be winking about? 

It was only a friendly wink.

There is no such thing as a friendly wink!

I really think she’s playing some sort of twisted psychological mind game here.

Aye, that is a bit fucked up, in fairness.

Have you got a Union Jack splashed across your tits?

Is the point, “I’d like to get beaten up”?

Genuine question — why can’t you just be fucking normal?

She doesn’t love you. She’s just using you.

I should be up to something, but I can’t find the person I’m supposed to be up to it with, because this place is like a fucking maze.

It has eight bedrooms and a chocolate fountain.

She is hot and you’re not dead. Yet.

Before you know it, you’ll be faking your own death and assuming a new identity.

We’re placing ourselves in grave danger, which I’m not buzzing about, to be honest.

I am psychic. I did a course. I got a certificate.

So what happened back there was totally fine, but this — this is worth having a panic attack about?

That’d be fabby-dabby-do.

You’re gonna have to never say that sentence again.

There’s bound to be something in here we can steal.

A real life lesbian walks among us.

You seriously need to chill the fuck out.

Do you not think there’s an awful lot of lesbians about nowadays? 

You can’t move for lesbians. It’s wall-to-wall lesbians out there.

[judasrpc]

WEIRDLY SPECIFIC BUT HELPFUL CHARACTER BUILDING QUESTIONS

What’s the lie your character says most often?

How loosely or strictly do they use the word ‘friend’?

How often do they show their genuine emotions to others versus just the audience knowing?

What’s a hobby they used to have that they miss?

Can they cry on command? If so, what do they think about to make it happen?

What’s their favorite [insert anything] that they’ve never recommended to anyone before?

What would you (mun) yell in the middle of a crowd to find them? What would their best friend and/or romantic partner yell?

How loose is their use of the phrase ‘I love you’?

Do they give tough love or gentle love most often? Which do they prefer to receive?

What fact do they excitedly tell everyone about at every opportunity?

If someone was impersonating them, what would friends / family ask or do to tell the difference?

What’s something that makes them laugh every single time? Be specific!

When do they fake a smile? How often?

How do they put out a candle?

What’s the most obvious difference between their behavior at home, at work, at school, with friends, and when they’re alone?

What kinds of people do they have arguments with in their head?

What do they notice first in the mirror versus what most people first notice looking at them?

Who do they love truly, 100% unconditionally (if anyone)?

What would they do if stuck in a room with the person they’ve been avoiding?

Who do they like as a person but hate their work? Vice versa, whose work do they like but don’t like the person?

What common etiquette do they disagree with? Do they still follow it?

What simple activity that most people do / can do scares your character?

What do they feel guilty for that the other person(s) doesn’t / don’t even remember?

Did they take a cookie from the cookie jar? What kind of cookie was it?

What subject / topic do they know a lot about that’s completely useless to the direct plot?

How would they respond to being fired by a good boss?

What’s the worst gift they ever received? How did they respond?

What do they tell people they want? What do they actually want?

How do they respond when someone doesn’t believe them?

When they make a mistake and feel bad, does the guilt differ when it’s personal versus when it’s professional?

When do they feel the most guilt? How do they respond to it?

If they committed one petty crime / misdemeanor, what would it be? Why?

How do they greet someone they dislike / hate?

How do they greet someone they like / love?

What is the smallest, morally questionable choice they’ve made?

Who do they keep in their life for professional gain? Is it for malicious intent?

What’s a secret they haven’t told serious romantic partners and don’t plan to tell?

What hobby are they good at in private, but bad at in front of others? Why?

Would they rather be invited to an event to feel included or be excluded from an event if they were not genuinely wanted there?

How do they respond to a loose handshake? What goes through their head?

What phrases, pronunciations, or mannerisms did they pick up from someone / somewhere else?

If invited to a TED Talk, what topic would they present on? What would the title of their presentation be?

What do they commonly misinterpret because of their own upbringing / environment / biases? How do they respond when realizing the misunderstanding?

What language would be easiest for them to learn? Why?

What’s something unimportant / frivolous that they hate passionately?

Are they a listener or a talker? If they’re a listener, what makes them talk? If they’re a talker, what makes them listen?

Who have they forgotten about that remembers them very well?

Who would they say ‘yes’ to if invited to do something they abhorred / strongly didn’t want to do?

Would they eat something they find gross to be polite?

What belief / moral / personality trait do they stand by that you (mun) personally don’t agree with?

What’s a phrase they say a lot?

Do they act on their immediate emotions, or do they wait for the facts before acting?

Who would / do they believe without question?

What’s their instinct in a fight / flight / freeze / fawn situation?

What’s something they’re expected to enjoy based on their hobbies / profession that they actually dislike / hate?

If they’re scared, who do they want comfort from? Does this answer change depending on the type of fear?

What’s a simple daily activity / motion that they mess up often?

How many hobbies have they attempted to have over their lifetime? Is there a common theme?