Um, did you actually tell all solnex shippers to kill themselves? That seems kinda fucked up if you did but I don't mean to like accuse you of anything if you didn't, and sorry if you didn't.
No. It's an INSANE ACCUSATION some of solnex fans say to make me look bad, same with them accusing me of being creepy and rapist pedo supporters
Back then, some of them harassed me
Going to my post, my tiktok, to say things like everyone in the family is blamed for Nexus going insane like that, especially Sun
Or going to mock proshippers for being a proshipper, "everyone who is a proshipper should kill themselves or gtfo because they are the most disgusting person ever",
You need to understand that the proshipper has 2 meanings. One, respect a ship, don't care, don't like, don't read. And two, this thing is not true but getting mistaken like a lot. Like every darkship.
And it's funny because they going out like that with the proshipper despite the fact their ship technically incest, from my place (you can disagree about it with me in that point, because this is how my culture's views, but the truth lot of people feel uncomfortable with the ship because so many proofs in the show saying they are family)
But because I want to keep peace, I didn't say anything
Until a point when some of the people I am familiar with getting harassed in the tiktok and told me, saying they just mind their own business and getting people hop in and criticise them.
So I just did one Hottake post. Saying sol x Nex ship is technically incest and people can disagree with me for that. People can ship whenever they like, just don't go harassing people
And then I immediately get harassed and ragebaiting
To the point some of them who already blocked me btw (because I defended Sun and not think him is the mastermind of how Nexus is going insane), going into my post and reblogged a long ass criticism about me don't understand anything and to sum up, me being stupid for thinking solnex is incest (I am very polite but they couldn't do that with me)
And they always say people need to respect others opinions but when it comes to them, nah
All of them did when blocking me, making me like a big fat joke who only knows it because people send me, and couldn't defend myself
At that moment, one of solnex went to my hottake post to keep saying things I already explained in my post, making me lose my cool a little bit.
So I say things to make them stop comments anymore, and it's not even horrible, at least not like Dreamy (saying I'm stupid, brain-dead and accusing me of being angry, self deleted post when they actually are) and their friends (saying I'm a rapist and I deserve raped and no of my trauma matters because I'm proshipper)
I told you multiple times and yet you keep going back at "because the VAs allowed you to do so" excuse, is that some kind of your kink?
Like what would you think if someone keeps using the fact they get permission from the VAs to ship them without even having some decent opinions to back up for that?
But right after that they stumbled in my post and accused me of being a pedo minor. :))) saying how dare me to attack a minor, and how dare me not to check the background information of people commenting under my post??????
Those fans who harassed me, saying I should know better, but they completely ignore MY INFORMATION about me getting SA and also I'm never comfortable with romantic things
They just have something to accuse me, so they did
And some of them are even dumb enough to send an ask for me, saying the minor is not actually minor :)))
So after getting so much harassment, I made another post, saying exactly what those Solnex said to me
You can read my post and see I never once told them to kill themselves.
What I mean here is despite the fact they are constantly going out to harass me and others, they act like a victim. They lied and said things like they are getting harassed so much that it makes them want to kill themselves
But just like how I am getting Pedo and Rapist accusations at that point, getting called idiots, disgusting and a lot of names... I also get people to jump to my throat saying I tell people to kill themselves
Like when????? Isn't it literally you guys???? The hypocrisy?????
And if you think everything has been stopped, no, they spread things like I hate sol x nex, me going to harass people in the message, and the cliff match is me being a creep and tell people to kill themselves
I don't understand if those harassers are actually stupid or have problems with reading comprehension.
Because never once even when I am being called with the most hated and ableist name ever, I tell them to kill themselves
And yet, when it comes to me, even when it hurts me and everything, they act like I deserve it
Sidelines: people say I just stopped but the one that should stop is them, not me. I'm not the one with the fake accusations, I'm not the one who lied with other people, saying bad things for people never met me.
And their words hurt. Very hurt