Gothic Cats

19, silly vampire likes: TMA, PHM, reading, science and math queer disabled AuDHD artist I love cats and the gothic my account was hacked and deleted, I re-created the account here, I'm working on restoring some of my posts and reblogs

[gothiccats06]

I have commissions open!

I tend to specialize in surrealism, specific anatomy (ie. hands, veins, organs, etc.), I can do people, but it's iffy right now

Prices:

$5 - sketch

$15 - line work & shading

$25 - full render

$30 - bust

$40 - full body sketch & line work

$50 - full render of a body

I don't draw NSFW

I do draw gore on a case by case basis

Art examples

[gothiccats06]

I need to stop making the same character over and over

[gothiccats06]

My beloved bought me a book I've been wanting for several months. It's sapphic vampires and dark academia. I'm only on chapter 5, but it's really good so far.

🧛👭🏳️‍🌈

[my-dailydreams]

[gothiccats06]

@olithegeek @tteokbukki @biiirb @cherrry-blosssom

[gothiccats06]

I just remembered the lady who came over one time when I was in the middle of one of my month long migraines to "pray for me."

I showed her some art I'd done that was kinda about the pain.

She then started going on and on about me being attacked by demons lol.

[manuciruja]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[manuciruja]

i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

[smadsel]

would be remiss not to mention that the rainbow notably straight up just removed the trans flag colors from it. like they’re gone. it’s the progress flag minus the trans flag colors.

[smadsel]

that’s not the whole flag, now is it

[manuciruja]

hey staff what the fuck

[villainessbian]

hey staff don't you think you're being too on-the-nose

[shrodingers-catgirl]

HEY STAFF DONT YOU THINK YOU'RE BEING TOO ON-THE-NOSE

[gothiccats06]

I accidentally discovered that I really like blues lol

[ravioliet]

been meaning to draw them as this peanuts comic for a minute now. i asked my friend rocky he said 🎵❗️

[gothiccats06]

Weed isn't in and of itself offensive to me, I wish it was legal and such. But when I smell it at school, with minimal ventilation, it drives me a little insane.

[gothiccats06]

Usually I'm pretty good at math, but this assignment is kicking my ass.

[gothiccats06]

I hate Tuesdays

They're not always awful, but it seems that every time I start spiraling or shutting down or having a meltdown, it's a Tuesday.

I like going to school, I enjoy the mild social time and I like the space. However I'm struggling a stupid amount.

In trying to keep myself calm, but I just feel stupid and useless.

[gothiccats06]

My partner finally watched Project Hail Mary, and I'm so happy about it. They understand the feelings I have been feeling for the past many months. They also offered to help me find the pattern for the fox cardigan! Or, the mods for it lol

[lauroftheuniverse]

Not very great at editing but I made a little PMV for Ryland Grace

Do I know what I’m doing? No. But that’s never stopped me.

[gothiccats06]

Holy crossover batman

[gothiccats06]

I still live with my parents due to my disability causing a lot of issues with school. Unfortunately, this is very occasionally frustrating. However, I think this applies more broadly than just with kids and parents.

My parents are concerned with how much I sleep, and how much time I spend attempting to self regulate. But instead of realizing that these are warning signs, they get frustrated with me for it. It's a neverending cycle of being good, getting worse, being stressed about my family, getting even worse, my therapist telling me to explain how bad it is, attempting to adjust medication without too many side effects, being okay, and then the cycle repeats. It's becoming a mild nightmare for my anxiety and health issues. As soon as I can, I'm going to save up enough money to be able to purchase a little houseish thing to put on my grandparents property, and then happily live semi on my own. Unfortunately, finding jobs can be a struggle. And the job I do have is a struggle to get paid for.

Anyways, I'm tired of being sick

[corrucyst]

[blaquesails]

some replies:

[gothiccats06]

I used to listen to true crime a lot, and most of it was more recent stuff. I have since stopped listening to those podcasts, and now I won't consume true crime more recent than 1950, with a distinct preference for the Victorian era. I still think the majority of true crime media out there is corrupt and exploitive.

[gothiccats06]

I'm working on a planner to sell on etsy (or something else if someone has recommendations for something other than etsy)

I need help with the pages for chronic pain tracking!

If anyone has any design recommendations or any pages I'd appreciate it!

[gothiccats06]

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