Hi Iām Martina, Iām Italian and Iām using this opportunity to let you all know that spaghetti with meatballs donāt exist, thank you and goodbye :)
Hi lovely people, this is the awkward post where I self insert my own creations (?) and I pretend not to feel vulnerable about it! āØ
You can find me on AO3 as NinaFiona and I mainly (actually only as of now) write about OBX Jiara!š¤
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āØOuter Banks - Jiara:
ā¢ Yesterday was hard on all of us (Ao3 link)
"Are you going home too?" he asked her sheepishly and Kie had to bite the inside of her cheek to not start crying.
He sounded almost scared of her leaving, like a little kid afraid to be left alone in the dark with monsters under the bed and although he tried to sound casual with his words, his gaze betrayed him 'cause he was looking at her with puppy eyes silently pleading for her to stay.
Good thing was that she had no intention to go anywhere.
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In the aftermath of the hot tub scene in season 1 Kie spends the rest of the night taking care of a drunk and broken JJ while also trying to convince him to go to the hospital the following morning... but in the end all he needs is just right there next to him.
ā¢ I can run but I canāt hide (from my family line) (Ao3 link)
He genuinely thought that nothing could ever compare to what he was feeling in that precise moment, never had he felt so disoriented.
āNah no no no. Nah. You- Fuck this, youāre fucking with me!ā
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Picking up the story right where we left it on 4x05 with JJ dealing with this life shuttering revelation, breaking the news to everyone and learning how to accept it thanks to Kieās helpā¦while also dealing with some complications.
ā¢ Anything for you (Ao3 link)
She couldnāt recall exactly a moment when things shifted between them but they surely did at some point, her energy with JJ seemed to be gradually growing different than the one she shared with Pope and John B.
She loved them all the same and she definitely didnāt pick favorites, but she could tell that with JJ it was slowly getting more and more intense and charged with a new type of tension, almost as if it was building up to something.
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The story of how JJ and Kie became Jiara in a collection of missing moments throughout the years, from locked doors, Kiaraās kook year, Poguelandia and more!
ā¢ This time next year (Ao3 link)
They were still the same Kie and the same JJ but better, closer and even more of a team.
They were still the same kids who challenged each other in the water but that now would also occasionally get distracted by a couple of kisses here and there. They had simply evolved and slowly discovered new levels of intimacy little by little, but still remaining true to themselves.
Moments like this that solidified this truth were incredibly precious to him.
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A lot of Jiara's firsts were lost in the 18 months time jump, so here is them celebrating their first anniversary and simply being disgustingly in love with each other! (some sort of sequel to "Anything for you" BUT it can 100% still be taken separately)
ā¢ If the world was ending youād come over, right? (Ao3 link)
She was sitting all alone in a bathroom hiding from the world, more specifically from Rafe Cameron, with no one to come and help her.
A year ago there wouldāve been three boys ready to jump to her rescue without any second thought.
Lingering on the picture on her screen for a second she wondered if heād still come for her, would JJ show up if she asked?
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During her Kook year Kiara finds herself in trouble and she'll find the courage to reach out to JJ to ask for help, hopefully getting her best friend back.
ā¢ It will be alright (Ao3 link)
āTheyāre gone JJā and thatās when she started to full on sobbing, she couldnāt keep it in anymore.
āHey hey hey Kie, listen to me. Itās gonna be alright.ā
He didnāt believe it himself, not even as he said it outloud.
āI- I know itās a lot but we need to take it one step at a timeā
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A little missing moment on how the Pogues dealt with Sarah and John Bās disappearance set between S1 and S2; as long as the three of them kept that promise of being a Pogue for life it was going to be alright just like JJ told her and she believed it.
ā¢ Donāt hide from me (Ao3 link)
āIām sorry for leavingā
āKie, you donāt hav-ā
āBut I am sorryā she said it in an harsher tone than she probably intended āand I donāt know how to fix itā she looked up in an attempt to stop the tears from rolling down her cheeks.
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Taking it all the way back to S1, this takes place during episode 1x08 the night Kie and Pope have the fight on the Pogue over her Kook year and JJ is there to pick up the pieces as he discovers what truly happened during Kiaraās year at the Kook Academy.
ā¢ Everything to lose (Ao3 link)
āWell, arenāt we one beautiful fucked up pair?ā
She chuckled at that.
āYeah, fucked up but happyā
āDefinitely happyā he kissed her not giving a shit about the blood on his lips
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10 months after returning home from South America JJ is finally living the life of his dreams: financial stability, a houseboat, a business of his own and most importantly Kiara by his side but when Luke makes a sudden appearance back in Kildare, JJ will be forced to face his past and find the strength to close the last chapter of the life he left behind ācause for the first time he has something to lose.
My most toxic trait is saying āok this is the last thing Iāll buy, then itās all savingsā ā¦and before I know it, Iām yet on another website š«
Chilling on my balcony to look up and find tourists taking pictures of meā¦ baby, this isnāt āla dolce vitaā this is āmaking payments on my laptop while itās 35 degrees inside the apartmentā
Forgot I had OBX notifications still activated on Twitter, the fkn jumpscare I got š must have forgotten about their Twitter account since they disappeared in shame after season 4 and retreated into complete silence lmao
On another note, 2020 me wouldāve never believed that I got the trailer of Outer Banks final season on my feed and felt absolutely nothing about it.
Every summer I am victim of the same mistake over and over again.
I start going to the beach regularly, I make plans with my friends to go out, I get ready for a night outā¦ and then when my friends are 30 minutes away from picking me up I look at myself in the mirror and JUST THEN I come across the tragic realization that my usual foundation doesnāt match my face anymore AND I START HAVING A CRISIS āCAUSE MY FRIENDS ARE 30 MINUTES AWAY!
Love getting woken up in the night by a 6.2 magnitude earthquake happening in the middle of the coast that basically made the whole of the South of Italy tremble š
Living in a highly touristy southern Italian city isnāt for the weakā¦ itās only May and Iām already soooo done with all the massive crowds of tourists, canāt even walk in the streets š
Me and my friends canceling plans since we canāt go out tonight in the city center ācause two rival mafia clans in the area have been threatening to open fire and kill each other during the Patron Saint festivities and have been in fact shooting up places all over the city for the past two weeks already killing 2 innocent people but OH WELL, at least a TikTok girlie is probably fingering herself right now fantasizing about her āmafia aesthetic boyfriendā š«
Iāve been on such a writing roll this past week that Iāve even surprised myself.
Thereās this one fic I really loved and I really was proud of which I started writing over a year and a half ago and that only had 1-2 chapters fully completed before it was then left untouched ever since, for about a year I have not touched a single thing.
I donāt know why but somewhere around last week I got back at reading one of the unfinished chapters and I very spontaneously started writing some more which unexpectedly put me in the mood to write and write and in a completely turn of events I went from not having the will to write at all to wanting to write in every spare moment of my day.
I missed this more than I realized and I know it probably sounds weird ācause itās just fanfics, but writing is something that I have always enjoyed doing ever since I was little and I feel like I finally got back a piece of myself that I had lost for a long time and I didnāt know if it was ever gonna come back.
GOD I MISSED THIS, SHEāS BACK!!! (No one moved, rightfully so lol)
