[nessproblem-deactivated20240822]

i think the solution to my problems is to just kms

[pinkjeepwhitemonster]

i wish i could tell everyone how bad im struggling 

[fucking-voices-kill-me]

[foundationofdecayy]

Feeling like you have no support system is one of the most isolating feelings in the world.

[sa-dnesss]

“I could be doing “fine” but as soon as a small inconvenience happens, I am right back at the suicidal tendencies because I realise how much life sucks and how useless I am.”

—

[sa-dnesss]

“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”

—

[re3f]

I think I’m very hard to deal with

[theonlyslytherinprincess-deacti]

It's a different type of loneliness being lost in your head.... No one to speak to, and that sinking feeling that you're falling further into the darkness. When you're all you got, but you talk down to yourself constantly. You'll never be good enough.. no one stays because of you.... All I have is me and I'm not even on my side..

[moonshadow-thoughts]

*looking up how to deal with loneliness*

All internet pages, doctors, and experts: "Talk to a friend, tell your loved ones about your feelings. :)"

Me: ... Okay, which part of loneliness do you not understand!?!

[azulas-badjokes]

I feel so called out rn

[truethoughts]

“I notice everything. I mean everything. I noticed when the way someone talks to me starts changing. I notice the little things that people do, and the little things they used to do. I noticed every single little detail…”

and it’s fucking overwhelming

[moonshadow-thoughts]

Why is finding friends so hard?! I mean real friend. People with who you just have such a strong connection. People who understand you. Where you don't have to worry that they will turn against you.

[walrustrain]

Why is it so easy to cast me out?

Why is it when I express my emotions, I’m in the wrong?

Why is acceptable for others to express their emotions in the same way and they gain sympathy but I get cast out?

It’s not fair. Everyone always finds it so easy to be angry with me, to shut me out, to give me the silent treatment, to hold grudges against me and cut me off.

If it was someone else, they’d let it slide. But with me, I’m always the one who gets cast out. Why? Why is it so easy to do that to me? Why are people not afraid to lose me? Am I that worthless and meaningless in people’s lives? To my friends, to my family - am I that worthless?

Why is it so easy to abandon me? People find it so easy to just cut me loose, almost as though I’m not much of a loss at all.

It’s so lonely.

[whacked-soul]

I dont wanna be like this anymore

[delusionalanddown-deactivated20]

I genuinely think it's too late for things to turn better for me. I feel like a lost cause

[feelingsoftheday]

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough.

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

i kinda don’t want to live anymore