court jester

hiya. i'm v. they/whateva. dyke. melancholy collegiate pseudo intellectual. i still work retail at heart. pretty stupid. talk to me abt cd and tape collecting, mcr, the beastie boys, lunachicks, rugby, shoegaze, roller derby, gregg araki, cool shiny objects, climbing on roofs, and the collapse of art and creative expression in society as we speak :)

[valenalentine]

[mewwon]

the vivid sensory-memory of sucking water out of a washcloth as a child

[girlovid]

kevin day should’ve been an ancient greek tragic heroine and instead he got stuck in a self published 2010s contemporary sports/crime thriller… and he didn’t even get put on the woke team so he doesn’t know about estrogen or bisexuality

[2colde]

it's thousand yard stare summer

[borderlinebitchin]

due to personal reasons i will be getting stoned.

[themoonandmyman]

I haven’t said anything interesting in a long while. this will continue

[kosmogrl]

something in me knows where I’m going something in me knows where I’m going something in me knows where I’m going something in me knows where I’m going

[eesirachs]

summer reading list—unconventional critical religious theory

catherine keller; face of the deep

minnie khumalo; "judges 19 and non-con: sado-kantian aesthetics of violence in the tale of an unnamed woman," in rape culture and religious studies

griselda pollock; "femininity: aporia or difference," in the matrixial borderspace

monica r. miller, "i am a nappy-headed ho: (re)signifying 'deviance' in the haraam of religious respectability," in ain't i a womanist too

avivah zornberg, the murmuring deep: reflections on the biblical unconsious

saidiya hartman, "venus in two acts"

avgi saketopoulou, sexuality beyond consent: risk, race, traumatophilia

rhiannon graybill, are we not men? unstable masculinity in the hebrew prophets

vanessa sinclair, the queerness of psychoanalysis

sigmund freud, introductory lectures

alphonso lingis, excesses

kristeva, revolution in poetic language

elizabeth grosz, volatile bodies: toward a corporal feminism

luis menéndez-antuña, bridging the interpretive abyss

griselda pollock, psychoanalysis and the image

kristen neumann, the routledge handbook of senses in the ancient near east

elizabeth wright, psychoanalytic criticism

mieke bal, death and dissymmetry: the politics of coherence in the book of judges

reed calrson, unfamiliar selves: possession and other spirit phenomena

marcella althaus-reid, indecent theology: perversions in sex, gender, and politics

black and koosed, reading with feeling: affect theory and the bible

papenberg and zarzycka, carnal aesthetics: transgressive imagery and feminist politics

[chaumas-deactivated20240115]

the worst part about cardio is the laundry

[chaumas-deactivated20240115]

“ancient Greeks exercised naked for spiritual or sexual reasons” no they exercised naked because they didn’t own automatic washing machines

[sizzlingcandyj3llyf1sh]

“source?” the mold in my water bottle told me

[hollanderthoughts]

Well of course there’s shame. There’s always shame.

[hollanderthoughts]

of course there’s also love…

[hollanderthoughts]

Which comes with a lot more shame. Yea.

[hollanderthoughts]

Cross faded on Shame and a desire to live anew

[sun-undone]

WOMENNNNNNNNN oh and hudson too i guess

[stshanebastian]

shane and ilya in a sense

[fatluka]

DYKE UP OR DIE. #PRIDEMONTH.

[themoonandmyman]

Ilya Rozanov Pride starter pack

[prorneth-eus]

in the club asking the dj to play the plagues from the prince of egypt