THIS SIDE-UP

Hi, I'm Johnny! I like things!

[greenedcrayon]

I watched a movie that I haven't seen in a few years. It inspired me a great deal back then. But watching it again now has made me come to a sudden realization that I've changed so much and any trace of my youthful outlook on life is nowhere to be found.

I'm not where I want to be. I'm not who I want to be. And I'm stuck. A true slave to the system that is society

A life with no meaning, but full of physical labor and lack of sleep. I'm tired. So so tired and I'm ready to die

Just kidding. Not yet.

[greenedcrayon]

Maybe in a parallel universe things may have turned out differently. But nonetheless it was nice knowing you. I'm a pooper-scooper. I know, I know. giving up on someone close is one of the hardest things to experience, even when we know it may be for the best.

You're gonna feel silly one day thinking that this path was the end of the road. I know that you'll be happy one day. I wish you the best in life. I'm here if you need me

[thibaultleclercq]

Character design research, concept and line up for my graduation film « Hors de l’eau ».

Co-direted with Andrei Sitari, Valentin Lucas, Simon Duong and Joël Durand.

Watch the short film HERE

Also, you can follow the short film facebook page where you can find preproduction art and many more goodies: FACEBOOK

[theartofanimation]

Tristan Gion  -  https://vimeo.com/tristangion  -  https://www.facebook.com/Tristan-Gion-721692464689814  -  https://twitter.com/gion_tristan?lang=es  -  https://www.linkedin.com/in/tristan-gion-34330bb2

[greenedcrayon]

I'm back for the sad posts

Looking forward to being some kind of hotshot artist making big bucks because legit, pretty tired of working double shifts back-to-back and still being sad and poor at the end of the day

[fuckyeahillustrativeart]

Eric Cousin

http://isayish.tumblr.com/

[nevver]

Look through any window, Ralph Fleck

[theartofanimation]

Guille Rancel  -  https://guillerancel.deviantart.com  -  https://www.facebook.com/guillerancelart  -  http://jaqueprimate.blogspot.com.es  -  https://twitter.com/jaqueprimate  -  https://www.linkedin.com/in/guillerancel  -  https://www.instagram.com/guillerancel

[greenedcrayon]

A ball of stress, I am.

[greenedcrayon]

What are you doing johnny? Why are you doing this?

[theartofanimation]

Nokkasili  -  https://nokkasili.tumblr.com  -  https://twitter.com/nokkasili?lang=es  -  https://society6.com/nokkasili  -  https://www.redbubble.com/es/people/katriinaka

[waneella]

patreon

[waneella]

patreon

[greenedcrayon]

love and papercuts

I sometimes feel bad that people have to deal with me because I kind of self-insert all the time. But I also sometimes feel bad for myself that I feel the need to self-insert in order to feel significant. Like I feel bad.. that I feel needy... and also feel bad about the idea of feeling bad..for being needy? And sometimes people don't know that I feel needy and my need for love is never quenched because I don't want people to know that I feel needy because my need for love is selfish and annoying. When do I know I should self-insert? Is there ever a time to do it? Because I feel like if I don't self-insert myself into your lives, would you even bother knocking into mine? But then I also feel bad that the people who do come knocking into my life without my self-inserting having to deal with me wanting to be detached? What is this feeling of self-destruction? Is it because I grew up with a lack of affection? love? attention? Is it mortality? A Martyr complex? Like, I exist here in your lives but is my existence of any value? Or am I merely a victim of my own hallucinations? Sometimes I don't feel loved all the time, but I know people love me, but I also know that it's selfish to want to feel love, or like, knowing that I'm loved doesn't sit right because I know that I don't deserve it despite of what people tell me. Sometimes I don't feel anything and sometimes I feel everything that makes me hate everything about myself and my existence. Sometimes I feel like I do better as time passes but sometimes I feel like I have to lie to myself in order to get through my day. Sometimes I realize that my problems are minuscule compared to the suffering of the world but regardless it's something that I feel and it's complicated to feel this insignificance in me but also still insignificant nonetheless. But I guess what I'm trying to say is... that regardless of how I feel, if this post makes YOU feel unappreciated know that I really do appreciate having you in my life one way or another. It's just this underlying feeling that will never go away, so I'm sorry about that and also sorry that I'm in your life.This is something that I feel low key pretty often. And 10x the amount on my birthday. By the way, it was my birthday which a lot of people don't know about because I don't advertise it specifically because of the way I feel. And often it turns out to be a shitty day when someone knows and barges into it without truly knowing how I feel about it and is repulsed by my inability to enjoy myself and think that I'm unappreciative of all their efforts to celebrate my birthday which ends up with me having to make some sort of explanation and/or apology(well I mean, this year I honestly tried to feel like it was a normal/ above average day and everything that happened I legitimately appreciated). so I'm sorry for future reference that if I don't look happy and that I may have been annoying or assholy or don't want to hang out or something... I'm just thinking some crazy shiet. It's literally me, not you. And so here I am writing this because of my distressed emotions because some shiet happened and felt I should finally address my issues. I'm sorry that I'm posting this. Part of me wants to not post this but part of me thinks that I should be telling someone because I feel like I have no one(although I have everyone I need..). Anyways, my brain is pretty fucked up tonight and this was totally all about me and my insecurities which in turn makes me feel shitty because here I am being a hypocrite and self-inserting. And yeah, we don't have to make it weird, and please don't feel obligated to fix me or talk to me about this if you read it. It's not as severe as it may sound since I've spent a good few years learning how to repress these kind of thoughts so I'm not all that shitty. But still shitty because I never really talked about it ever but maybe it's time I tell everybody because it would be the right thing to do? We're all growing humans, right?I'm sorry if this isn't understandable. It's... my life... it's complicated. Unfriend me naow please to discontinue seeing stupid posts. Otherwise, continue being in my life, because I need you and your smiles to continue on living in this world. #edgypostsareedgy

[tysonhesse]

Check out the new animated trailer for Sonic Mania!  Directed and Animated by me with assistance by Mariel Cartwright and Anthony Holden!

Watch it here!

Thanks to SEGA and the Sonic Mania team for letting me be a part of their wonderful project!

(This is a little bit of additional rough animation that I did to run during the trailer’s end slate)

[iwishihadafather]

[greenedcrayon]

Yo boi is a huge mess