hi everyone, i decided i’m actually going to try to recover this time. i’ve started treatment and i actually feel motivated to get better!
if you’re seeing this, please take it as a sign to recover!!!! you deserve it!!! 💜💜
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@greenteababeyy
hi everyone, i decided i’m actually going to try to recover this time. i’ve started treatment and i actually feel motivated to get better!
if you’re seeing this, please take it as a sign to recover!!!! you deserve it!!! 💜💜
gaining visible weight takes one sandwich but losing visible weight takes 4 months of starving and exercise…? make it make sense
i was so sick today from having a migraine that wouldn’t go away and barely ate and (unintentionally) threw everything up i lowkey wish i could weigh myself in the morning
i got weighed for part of an assessment at the ed clinic but they wouldn’t let me see it :(
DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT
This is the fucking reason for my disorder
IF YALL SEE THIS PLEASE REBLOG IT
hearing your mom cook dinner downstairs knowing she’s going to call you down and force you to eat
Every time I scroll through Tumblr I struggle between wanting to reblog everything I relate to and being terrified to reblog it because everything on this godforsaken site romanticizes ED and suicide and I don’t want to help a little girl/boy slowly kill themselves and their happiness.
Just a reminder to never never follow my example or lifestyle. I’m a miserable person cause of this disorder. It’s not worth it. Eat nutritiously, live fully. You are beautiful already and you deserve happiness
ann.tique
living with mental illness is like,, everyone is going forward.. and I’ve made… the smallest of progress over two damn years… and sometimes, I’m even going backwards
I need more blogs to follow.
Reblog if you are 3 or more:
Have a SW of 120+
Have been at this shit for too damn long to still not be at ur GW
Binge a lot and then get on tumblr and cry about it lol
Post thinspo
Are active af
Are in HS or College
I took a break from tumblr bc I got super busy and no one I follow is that active anymore so I need to freshen up my feed!!
♡ 1000 calories is still a calorie deficit 1000 calories is still a calorie deficit 1000 calories is still a calorie deficit 1000 calories is still a calorie deficit 1000 calories is still a calorie deficit 1000 calories is still a calorie deficit
Who else feels they are not “allowed” to recover until they have been considered underweight?
Just curious at how many people think this
How I personally feel
Yess
so uhh i’m starting “ partial hospitalization “ for my ed on monday but it’s virtual rn lmao,, they said they’re gonna be open again next week but idk
honestly i did want to start treatment like a month ago and my mom made me promise id at least try but at this point it’s just taking too long to even start and i still don’t feel like i need it or deserve it and i’m scared and i don’t think i’m ready but i don’t want to let everyone down and disappoint everyone:( but i feel obligated to bc no one wants to deal with it anymore and my mom told me she thinks i’m so skinny she can barely look at me and that made me so upset and i’m literally not even skinny :( my bmi is fucking 20 im not Really anorexic yet :/
this ones a lil too hard to swallow
Want to die but don’t want to die looking the way I do