Empty Space

24 | Riddled with fears, phobias, obsessions, compulsions. Habits and High Hopes. Always Starving. Very Confused. NSFW.

[thewindowofthesummerhouse]

Yorgos Cotronis

[zackisontumblr]

do you ever sabotage your own free time? like wtf is that about? i want to play this game or read or do something specific but instead i will just stare out the window or scroll mindlessly???

[poetry-protest-pornography]

[chthonicillness]

[holding myself firmly by the neck like a yowling squirming kitten] This Minor Setback Is Not The End Of The World

[fashion-boots]

Aniye Records, “Gothic Ghost” FW 2023

[cosmogenous]

everything's so expensive

[sustancy]

[theweirdwideweb]

[imgayjokes]

[lucifers-ass-cheek]

this thread absolutely killed me

[clownships-deactivated20230325]

one time i was drinking lemonade and then took the cup randomly and spilled my drink on the floor next to me before setting the cup down in from of me on the table. i sat there for 10 fucking minutes before realizing that my cup was empty, to which i then got up from my chair to get some more, cause a bitch was thirsty, and my ass slipped

[greylightsavings]

One time I was eating goldfish on the couch and my mom came home from work and I was like “fuck act asleep so she doesn’t know you’re high” but I kept eating goldfish while I pretended to be asleep.

[theelegantuniverse-blog]

[purpl-eprose]

[hackedhearts-deactivated2024111]

[midnightvrose]

[black-nata]

me @ my last brain cell

[greylightsavings]

It’s funny how you think you wasted your teen years only to find out you actually wasted half of your twenties. Wasted them on someone who doesn’t give a shit about you if they’re taken care of. Someone who blames everything on you. Not sure if I wanna take all my shit and leave or hang myself became im a giant waste. I ruin everything for everyone I come in contact with. I work so hard, for what? I’m not appreciated, I’m expected to take care of everyone else but the minute I start falling part in the giant piece of shit. Don’t worry, I won’t fuck things up for you much longer. Good luck in life dude, I’m too exhausted to hope for good things. They can’t be manifested.

[violentrush]

I think i’m going to hate a lot of things for a while:

freckles and hand tattoos and beards and stupid melodic metal and fucking vegetarians.

My ocd will probably get worse but I’ll probably stop smoking cigarettes.

So many things are ruined now and I think that I probably deserve it for a decade of being a shitty person. 

I can’t imagine doing much anytime soon besides crying and puking on repeat and probably a lot of sleeping. 

#endrant

[greylightsavings]

For the record, it’s been four years and I didn’t quit smoking, I started smoking more. My OCD is fucking terrible, and I’ve been diagnosed mild schizophrenic so booyah, babe, you got lucky you missed that!

I still hate freckles and whistling and stupid melodic metal.

[border-lined]

[xneverleaveme]

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