@grieph - Tumblr Blog

a lot of life right now feels like praying at altars to deaf ears. He is there, but he is silent. Surely faith is the strongest form of delusion- but often you're granted some form solace, some answer to the begging. Selfishly, I think I should be heard and answered. Selfishly, I think this has been enough repenting. Enough near-death to prevent me from fucking up again. If only he gave me grace, another chance to treat what is holy, holy.

#personal

syrenki

feldfrog

As a kid, I wasn’t allowed to touch the hot stove with my bare hands. But now I get to do it whenever I want

disease

A WHITE TEDDY BEAR WITH MUZZLE STEIFF CO. // circa 1909

jointed, mohair, boot button eyes, brown stitching, leather muzzle with lead, FF button and inoperative growler. [height: 16 1/4″]

local-lesbian-tree-demon

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

inkpressedpetals

crucifiedlovers

Lauren Berlant on the Freudian model of love, Desire/Love

nearlyb

(that’s romantic “love” and here it sound more like terror- there are other loves, worthier of the name)

rigorwhoretis

I feel so lost in this world whenever I don’t have a scab to pick at

I'm not quite a person here on Tumblr anymore- but for any of you that do still see and hear me when I talk: any ounce of prayer you can muster would do wonders right now

#personal