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there’s something deeply off about the way some of you move here.
turning 18 is not some magical switch that suddenly makes it normal - let alone ethical - for you people to start sexualizing someone
if your first instinct when someone crosses that line into legal adulthood is to immediately create explicit content about them, that doesn’t read as admiration, it reads as anticipation. it reads as you were waiting, and thats sooo fucking disgusting
martin and juhoon are barely there. “legal” does not equal “appropriate”, and it definitely doesn’t erase the reality that these are real people who have just stepped into adulthood under a spotlight that already strips them of enough privacy as it is
the way some of you reduce them to objects the second you feel like you can “get away with it” is not only invasive, its genuinely disturbing
its not “just fiction” or “just how fandoms work”. that excuse is tired.
youre still choosing to engage in something that crosses a line, and youre still responsible for what you normalize in these spaces
i’m not interested in debating this. i’m not interested in hearing justifications,if i see any of my moots interact with, create, or support that kind of content, i will block you. immediately. no warning, no conversation. this needs to stop.
some of you need to seriously reevaluate the way you engage with people who are barely stepping into adulthood, because this pattern of behavior isn’t normal, and it shouldn’t be treated like it is
a user by the name of @/selestiyara is posting 18+ audios of martin & james. i just stumbled across this while shifting through the cortis hashtag.
this is becoming an increasing issue, and this is even more shocking since martin JUST turned 18. it's been A MONTH.
are we genuinely ITCHING to make sexual content of the boys? comments under their post asking for seonghyeon audios? he is 17. these are real people 😭 idols are REAL people 😭
quoting myself AGAIN from THIS POST
and to those that say "you can scroll," try not to say phrases that deflect responsibility away from you— and please remain mature about who is consuming your content.
and if your counterargument is “but xxx is almost 18!” take a step back and ask yourself why you need to wait for someone to be legal to feel morally, socially and ethically correct to sexualize them. 18 is extremely young. and waiting til someone is 18 is odd.
if your defense is GENUINELY "so what? at least he's 18" please ask yourself WHY waiting for a minor teenager to turn legal is your best defense. i don't even have an adjective to describe how I'm feeling.
PLEASE BLOCK, REPORT AND DO NOT ENGAGE. this user obviously knows what they are doing and do not care. they likely won't see this because I have them blocked, but a GENERAL MESSAGE to the rest of cortisblr;
do not bring this kind of content into a community full of MINORS where the idols ARE BARELY OR JUST LEGAL.
hello :)) i still don’t think i’ve processed how much this project meant to me
what started off as just a beautiful project for our ivy turned into something that felt so much bigger than any of us probably expected. it felt like we were all quietly building something together, piece by piece, and somewhere along the way, it stopped being just about what we were creating and started being about the connections forming in between all of it
i really want to take a second to appreciate the people who came up with this whole idea in the first place: @hollyoongs @kaikaikoi @miseulgaru , because genuinely none of this would’ve existed without you
and of course our beautiful birthday girl ivy : @teacuplps so much love was put into this and so much emotion went into making something that could reflect even a fraction of what you mean to everyone here, you deserve that kind of care always teacup
what was so special to me though is how natural everything felt, creating alongside all of you felt so natural and so easy in a way that made everything flow
i didn’t really expect to get this attached or to care this much but i really do. i love all of you. from the bottom of my heart. you made this feel safe, exciting etc…
so thank you for letting me be apart of this, and just for being the kind of people i got to experience this with, this meant more to me than i can probably put into words
the car smelled like iced coffee, sun-warmed fabric, and him.
daniel caesar was playing on the speakers while juhoon was driving with one hand on the wheel, the other one wrapped around yours. your fingers were laced together fully, his grip warm, his thumb moving in slow, absent circles against your skin, tracing the same path over and over again.
his sleeve was pushed up just enough to show his wrist, veins faint under the skin, sunlight slipping through the window and painting gold across him like he belonged in it.
you were supposed to be navigating.
“are you even looking at the directions?” he asked, voice low, kind of amused.
“i was,” you said, “but then you started looking all… pretty.”
he let out a quiet laugh, slowly turning to look at you. “pretty?”
“yeah!” you replied, leaning your head against the window. “you’re really pretty, kim juhoon.”
he shook his head, smiling to himself, but his ears went a little pink. “i could say the same thing about you, yn.”
his grip on your hand shifted, and he brought it up, slow enough that you could’ve pulled away if you wanted to.
his lips brushed against the back of your hand, placing a kiss on the knuckles of your hand.
“you are gorgeous,” he said quietly, against your skin.
he set your hand back down between you, fingers tightly lacing with yours again.
you stared at him.
“you’re insane,” you whispered, cheeks turning pink.
“i’m insane for you,” he said, smirking. he knew what he did to you.
the road stretched out endlessly ahead of you, tires rolling over asphalt in a rhythm that matched the quiet beat of everything between you.
at some point, your head tilted, resting lightly against his shoulder when the car stopped at a red light. he was so relaxed into it.
his shoulder shifted just slightly, adjusting so you’d be more comfortable, his hands tightening around yours, grounding, reassuring.
“you’re sleepy?” he asked.
“a little.”
“you can sleep.”
“i don’t wanna miss this.”
he glanced down at you, softly kissing the top of your head.
“you won’t. i’ll wake you up if anything important happens.”
“what counts as important?”
“anything that makes you smile,” he answered.
you tilted your head up, squinting at him a little.
“what?” he asked, glancing down at you.
you leaned in and pressed a quick kiss to his lips.
“that makes me smile,” you said.
he huffed out a quiet laugh, shaking his head a little, his hand tightening around yours.
“next time warn me.”
“no,” you said, smiling to yourself. “i like catching you off guard.”
“yeah?”
“yeah.”
he glanced at you again. “….do it again then.”
you looked up at him, pretending to think about it. “maybe later.”
his smile lingered. he didn’t mind waiting.
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A/N: wrote this while i was on a roadtrip!!! 🥲🥲 i hope you guys like it! special thanks to my beautiful friends for bearing with me on this fic because tumblr kept eating my drafts 😇😇