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@MOONYWITHATRAFFICCONE IS MY MORTAL ENEMY. IF IT IS YOU, BEGONE! Ask pronouns :D Minor!!! 🧡💛🤍🩵💙 🩷🤍💜🖤💙 Anti-ai, maga, bigotry and all other types of discrimination PROJECT HAIL MARY 🪨 ✨ AMAZE AMAZE AMAZE <3 ✨ So deep into the Sherlock fandom I can no longer see the light Bowieeeeeee whosdeathfrisbee on ao3

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Okay I realised I should probably make an intro post because yes so intro under cut

Keep reading

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In all seriousness here it is literally just because I feel like “cheese” isn’t really a great name and if possible I would like people to stop calling me that NO HATE TO THOSE WHO HAVE I MEAN ITS ALL YOU HAD TO GO ON I just wanna be called “it”. And by “it”. Haha. Lets justr say. My preferred name

Alrighty gang time to get to know me!! If you hate me idek why youre here so please like idk what im saying anymore imma shut up now

My name is Alex, I’m 15-17 years old (try guessing bitches /gender neutral), and I am bendergluid (genderfluid but I have whimsy) which basically means my pronouns are whatever I vibe with in that moment. Idk if that’s relevant but idgaf. You clicked into this. This is your fault. (It does mean that my pronouns change often, and I won’t be able to update them every time they change, so unless you wanna send me an ask or dm me, just use wtv you vibe with for me idrc) (omg I’m just making up abbreviations atp)

So in short: genderfluid, aroace (but if I had to pick it’d be a gal) (but I’m up for qprs with any gender)

I keep getting asked this so once and for all: MOONY IS MY MORTAL ENEMY WE ARE NOT YOUR LITTLE ETL SHIP FFS

Anyway

Uhhhmmm what do I even put here 😭😭

Oh yeah some cool ppl in no specific order:

@romantic-revolutions

@surprisinglyshiftingmiracle

@vargdottern

@luckybug719

@bwunnyswirl

Ugh… I suppose I have to put you here @moonywithatrafficcone BUT ONLY BC OF YOUR SIMON PIC YOU KEEP SENDING THATS MADE YOU COOL but only a little don’t get your hopes up

@vnilla-m0nst3r

Well I can’t remember every single moot can I just like @/moots please

If I forgot you please tell me and I’ll add you I’m so sorry if I did 🙏🏼🙏🏼

OH YEAH MY FUCKING ISSUES I FORGOT ABT THEM

Btw literally a strong zero (0) of them are diagnosed BC OF MY FUCKING MOTHER but that is a topic for never o’clock. So. If you have an issue with self-diagnosis even after years of extensive research on everything you should probably leave because there will be a lot. A. Lot. Of that.

Uhm

Yeah

So

Imma just say them like some sort of grocery list (hm… groceries? Yknow what that reminds me of… 🛒… don’t think I forgot Moony… I will never forget…)

Anyway

Here goes nothing ig

ASD (low functioning, high masking) (why would you need to know that) (idek leave me alone ok), ADHD, OCD, APD, anorexia, chronic psychosomatic pain, trauma related memory loss, depression, generalised anxiety, social anxiety, idk if this goes under ADHD but executive dysfunction, alexithymia, PCOS, and maybe POTS I haven’t done enough research on that yet to say for sure, and I will update this once I remember the rest of them idk

Uhhhh

What else do I put

Oh yeah

Uhm

I forgot what I was gonna put

Oh yeah

Hobbies:

Drawing (am shit at it)

Painting (am even more shit at it)

Reading

Writing (kinda ass but I like doing it)

Baking (I like to delude myself into thinking I’m good)

Tumblr (that counts)

Chatting with friends/moots

Killing myself that’s not funny. I’m sorry

Watch as, when prompted to list their interests, Exhibit A forgets every single thing they has ever enjoyed ever.

Things I like to do that don’t count as hobbies because if I put these things as hobbies I would probably get arrested:

Swallowing pills (don’t ask ok.) (just wanna clarify I enjoy the act of swallowing them. I DO NOT ENCOURAGE NOR TAKE DRUGS.)

Sniffing sunscreen, chlorine, petrol, glue and nail polish (again, not in a drugs way, I just enjoy the smell)

Fandoms (including ones im no longer in but willing to nerd out abt):

PROJECT HAIL MARY YES YES

The Marauders

Sherlock Holmes

Fourth Wing

The Hunger Games (SOTR???)

Aha I CANT fucking remember any more fuck my stupid baka life

What else to puttttt

OH YEAH

FUCKING MUSIC

MOAHAHAHHAHAHA

Okay so I listen to literally everything in the whole entire world but some favourites atm are:

Five Years — David Bowie

As the World Caves In — Matt Maltese

Solo — Myles Smith

At The Beach, In Every Life — Gigi Perez

Blasphemous Rumours — Depeche Mode

UFO — Smith & Thell

Sunday Morning Comin’ Down — Kris Kristofferson

Walking in My Shoes — Depeche Mode

The Slur Song But It Goes Even Harder — Bigfoot’s Biggest Fan

My Iron Lung — Radiohead

Andromeda — LELEK

Nothing’s New — Rio Romeo

Kids — Current Joys

labour — Paris Paloma

My Alcoholic Friends — The Dresden Dolls

SOCIETY — Valley

Rebel Rebel — David Bowie

Iris — The Goo Goo Dolls

Think Of Me Once In A While, Take Care — Take Care

Una Mattina — Ludovico Einaudi

Blue Hair — TV Girl

Cigarettes out the Window — TV Girl

Experience — Ludovico Einaudi

Vampire Empire — Big Thief

half return — Adrianne Lenker

not a lot, just forever — Adrianne Lenker

A Moment — Daniel Pemberton

Petrova Line — Daniel Pemberton

Caribbean Blue — Enya

Past Lives - sapientdream

Radioactive — Imagine Dragons

Space Song — Beach House

Gracias A La Vida — Mercedes Sosa

And many many more but I can’t remember them all

My motto: LEMON LIME BE GAY DO CRIME AND IF THE POPO GETS YOU well. Then. Then I can’t help you. Skill issue. Get on my level.

Thanks for reading if you’re still here lovely!!

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Happy birthday to me <3

[jimbenton]

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FUCK SVERIGE“DEMOKRATERNA”

[29prlsinyourkss]

Remus never learned how to ride a bike and james would always mock him for it

[thegoofiestpebbles]

and james would mock reg for never learning how to swim... of course, he regretted joking about it later when reg drowned :)))

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you really felt this was a necessary addition? yeouch

[pansyfemme]

final mental illness musing of the night but as you all know, i’ve suffered from an extremely severe case of depression since i was a toddler. and one of the most infuriating things about growing up this way was how many adults seem to just not understand that children can be depressed. sure, you may associate depression with teen years, but there are plenty of kids 12 and under who are deeply, deeply depressed and it’s just completely overlooked. When I talk about how early my suicidal behaviors started, people go ‘wow! i had no idea that it could start so young?’ but i have several friends who were also depressed as kids and i don’t think it’s that uncommon. i mean, bullying is frequent in children’s lives and yet you don’t think an 8 year old can get suicidal? It all goes back to people not seeing children as people, of course. Considering them not capable of complex emotions. I just feel for all the kids who go untreated because their parents haven’t stopped to think if theres a reason why their kid spends all their time in their room.

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plucking this straight out of the comments because it deserves a place in the rbs

@jinx-alter

this is also what my parents told me when their little 6 y o told them that they were sad all the time and they didn’t know what was happening to them, was repeatedly told that I was ungrateful for what we had, I was a very lucky child and sometimes, people “just feel like that”, grew up sure there was smth wrong with me. parents do not believe in meds so I still can’t get medicated. very excited to move out.

[moonywithatrafficcone]

i think you're all underestimating my immense power. what if one day i become spiderman? what then? i bet then you'll share your pumpkin pie with me won't you?

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nuh uh

[gayvampyr]

it really pisses me off when adults sit there and drill it into kids’ heads that their youth is fleeting and tell them things like “enjoy your childhood while it lasts because this is the best it’s gonna get”. why are you telling children that adulthood is the worst thing they can experience? seriously what the fuck is wrong with you, why are you trying to make them feel like growing up is a fate worse than death? trying to convince them their life is over before it even begins? i’m tired of that shit. because tell my why my 12 year old cousin told me when she turns 30 she’ll be so depressed she’s just gonna cry all the time. what the fuck. kids don’t need to hear that their already stressful and overwhelming lives are never going to get better, that the abuse and lack of autonomy they face is apparently the highlight of their lives. they need to hear about adults who are happy to be alive and happy to have made it to their age. they need to know that growing up rules, it’s a gift and life does not have to suck for them, that they have a future that’s worth sticking around for. this rhetoric is so damaging mentally and i’m about to start hitting the adults who parrot it. i’m sorry you hate your life but you don’t get to dump your issues on these kids. don’t piss me off and leave these babies alone!

[finnthephrog]

remembering when my friend said she didn’t like the ending of Project Hail Mary and said that “Grace should’ve gone home” HE DID GO HOME

THATS THE FUCKING POINT

HE DIDNT HAVE A HOME ON EARTH AND HE FOUND A HOME IN ROCKY

[sharkfiinn]

call me stoned cause heh... well.....

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[thesolarfiles]

tumblr??

[masao-micchi]

buying earth more time by nuking Antarctica

Doodles of my leclerc design hhahaha

Other PHM art here

[thegoofiestpebbles]

throwback to the time i embroidered "no-one ever thinks to look up" on the back of my shirt and walked around with it the entire day, and people commented on it, yes, but nobody like understood it. and then some girl i've never spoken to in my life comes and taps me on the shoulder and says, "is your shirt a crimson rivers reference?"

and the way i screamed you would not believe it.

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NO WAY IM GONNA DO THIS

[thegoofiestpebbles]

i also have "if i cannot climb i will grow," and "a dead flower does not mean it never bloomed," on a pair of jeans and a denim jacket respectively

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AAAHHH this is such a good idea that i’m gonna steal!!!!!!!!!

[guardianspirits13]

project fail mary

[coatsinkleaf]

why would they !!!

[kit-katct]

I made a stupid thing, please enjoy.

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please please please sell me that cap 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[justcakethanks]

Their communication methods are getting more advanced. It's too bad the messaging isn't getting any better...

[moonywithatrafficcone]

guhhhhhhhhhsherlockholmesgugsifhisufhrieufheihhr

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