A Grim Fate

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[grim-macabre]

Update: This blog is still super low activity, Satine has been removed as I’ve scraped her as a character and am reworking certain aspects like her bloodline I still like into a new character who might eventually have his own blog or be added here depending on what i decide to do with this blog.

[lilium-tenebris]

Do you like curses? Do you like dragons or demons? What about cursed girls with dragon demons? Have you come to the right place.

Please Like or Reblog if you’re willing to interact with an Indie. Fire Emblem 3 Houses OC. Selective, please read the rules before interacting.

[lilium-tenebris]

Do you like curses? Do you like dragons or demons? What about cursed girls with dragon demons? Have you come to the right place.

Please Like or Reblog if you’re willing to interact with an Indie. Fire Emblem 3 Houses OC. Selective, please read the rules before interacting.

[lilium-tenebris]

Do you like curses? Do you like dragons or demons? What about cursed girls with dragon demons? Have you come to the right place.

Please Like or Reblog if you’re willing to interact with an Indie. Fire Emblem 3 Houses OC. Selective, please read the rules before interacting.

[grim-macabre]

- Brief reminder that i more or less am not living on this blog anymore for the time being catch me over on the single blog I made for Lillian @lillium-tenebris if you need me IC or OOC. <3

[grim-macabre]

Alright so here’s the deal after consulting with some friends I’m going to do this:

I will be moving Lilian OFF this blog to her own blog, it will be under a different log in and it’s own primary. I will be there A LOT, if it goes well I may move the other 3, however, they will be staying here as will Satine as I debate what to do with her. All of those four are still available here but, for very selective threads and this blog will become considered low activity.

[solbled-deactivated20200304]

grim-macabre replied to your post: them: are you a top or bottom raph: i’m bottom !…

baby, boy baby.

bless his soft tempur-pedic heart tbqh

that being said he’s totally a bottom - leaning switch ; lord .

[grim-macabre]

That checks out I should think, you would be the expert, what a sweetie, protect at all costs.

[grim-macabre]

So I don’t really know that this is negative or anything like that it’s more me expressing frustration I guess with myself, my writing and how I worry it’s seen. I don’t blame ANYONE for this except myself I just need some space to talk it out maybe I guess. It’s really hard for me to express myself and my writing and how I feel about it, and honestly I always worry that I’m putting myself on others who just don’t need or want to be bothered because of my anxiety, but, if anyone is willing to listen or anything just...keep reading I guess. If not please scroll by this It’s my problem and I don’t want anyone else to feel responsible for it.

Also if you’re tagged in this it’s under the cut, it’s just me expressing the fact that i love you and you have been super supportive and great. So if you don’t want to read don’t feel obligated that’s all it is.

Okay so I’ve been thinking for a little bit about all of this, and this multi-muse while I love it feels unfocused and frankly unsuccessful to me. So like listen: I like to make a ton of characters and concepts, and this blog was much more successful when I had canon muses and I know that deep down and i know why but I’m going to keep that part to myself.

I put every inch of my being into trying to write interesting original characters because i like to make things I like to make characters I’m a creative by nature I just like to MAKE. Now I think in the past when I had no only OCs but canons on this blog I made it over cluttered I tried to make it so I had characters on here to appeal to everyone and I Just I don’t ant to do that anymore

what’s more I don’t know i want to run this as a multi-muse anymore. I’ve thought about deleting this blog a few times and starting fresh but honestly that scares me too. I know people came here and followed for some of my canon portrayals and now I just feel like a fucking piece of shit who just hung those people out to dry. At the same time I can’t go back it doesn’t make me happy to write like that, I need the freedom to make whatever I’m going to make without worrying I’m jumping the shark canon wise.

So I’m thinking about starting individual blogs and archiving this one eventually maybe. I’m not going to quit outright there are people on here who have stuck by all my decisions and continually supported me and I love them to death.

@arriiviste @jasperlion & @fellmother to name a few, though I’m sure there are more I’m just emotional right now and can’t think straight. Even if I archive this blog I don’t know it’d be an archive but more of a center for my Grim Witch Lore, maybe. I like my other characters like Satine for example but it’s just so hard to split my focus having one OC I actually write on tumblr per game might be the best way for me to focus. I’ve also shifted my original perspective on certain things that are frankly embarrassing to me now and i”m not sure I have the strength to voice. There are some OC blogs I can think of that I find very inspirational and I want to be able to put that kind of work into my witches first and foremost. I like dark things, dark aesthetics and while I feel like I’ve never written it as eloquently as i could I do have a really extensive amount of meta for my witches I’ve worked harder on than I’m worried it comes across. Not to mention my motivation to write characters form non 3h games is at an all time low only wanting to write say Nyssa with Wulf’s Alm or Wysteria with Navea...because it feels like I’ve tried so hard in the past to make certain aspects about them come across and failed miserably.

So I may start by moving Lillian? To a blog I’ll be on more often and only coming here for the other 3 until I’m ready to move them? I don’t know...I’m sorry for the whining guys it’s just I feel really negative about my own writing...

[bohemian-monalisa-blog]

One question haunts and hurts Too much, too much to mention: Was I really seeking good, Or just seeking attention? Is that all good deeds are When looked at with an ice-cold eye? Is that all good deeds are?

Wicked, “No Good Deed Goes Unpunished”

[grim-macabre]

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[grim-macabre]

Broken Silence

-Open-

The evening near the monastery was dark, it wasn’t normal for people to notice Lillian had left, tonight was no exception. With the Professor at the academy now even Professor Hanneman lost track of her at times, having a new crest to forward his research. The sealed woods were off limits to students, yet, she wasn’t a student now was she? No, no one wanted her around that consistently, she enjoyed the forest, there was something quiet and peaceful about it. The clearing she settled in kneeling down was a familiar one she’d been here frequently since the professor arrived, she admired the professor and in a way it offered her more freedom than she typically got, people watching the strange mercenary for greatness rather than staring at her like a ticking time bomb. Yes, a bomb, a danger, a threat that’s all she was, she laid back in the tall grass staring up at the stars they were beautiful this night.

Lillian pushed her bangs out of her face, cerise eyes beholding the sky the stars twinkling back and them. Lights in an  ocean of blue reflected back in her eyes, looked like lights floating in an ocean of off colored blood. Lilian sighed, she pulled some clips from her bag pinning her hair out of her eyes and then letting her arms fall limp resting next to her head. The stars were aloft, they stared back without winces or whispers, perhaps in that way they were the only thing she liked to make eye contact with in the peaceful quiet of night.

A blood curdling roar broke through the silence, she jolted upright, strike the quiet of night. What was that, it wasn’t...human ...something burned in the back of her head, singing in her blood. A warning of danger from the creature within, something was coming.

[grim-macabre]

...Nyssa has like 5 children canonically because of how the Grim blood spreads, do I know anything about them? No.

[grim-macabre]

Here’s some Meta date for Satine & Lillian were they to be implemented as actual units in the game:

Lillian

Strengths: Logic, Faith, Sword

Weaknesses: Heavy Armor, Authority

Budding Talent: Authority

Loved Gifts: Armored Bear Stuffy, Floral Adornment, Tasty Baked Treat, & The History of Fodlan

Favorite Flower: Violets

Hated Gifts: Ceremonial Sword, Whetstone

Favorite Tea:  Crescent-Moon Tea

Required Skill: Logic C+

Required Stat: Mag 15

Satine

Strengths: Fists, Heavy Armor, Lance

Weaknesses: Faith, Sword

Budding Talent: Sword

Loved Gifts: Exotic Spices, Training Weight, Stylish Hairclip, Sheet Music

Favorite Flower: None

Hated Gifts: Tasty Baked Treat, Tales of Chivalry, The History of Fodlan

Favorite Tea:  Mint Tea

Required Skill: Fist C+

Required Stat: Str 15

[grim-macabre]

“People are discussing how many children it’s normal to have? But, how many people is it normal to raise a single child? A-asking for a friend.” she was not asking for a friend she was raised by about 50 cultists.

[grim-macabre]

High key though if anyone wants to write with me and doesn’t know how I feel I shine best as a writer when plotting is involved so we’ll call this a general plotting call if anyone is interested.

[grim-macabre]

“I didn’t kill the man this time I swear he was dead when I got here!” that was sort of true, she’d startled awake from sleepwalking with a body at her feet.

Same difference right?

[grim-macabre]

Update: I now have a (poorly formatted) google document with my rules and muse bios for mobile users. Thanks to @regaldisaster for the suggestion.