Hey, December/ Guess I'm feeling unmoored/ Can't remember/ What I used to fight for/ I rewind thе tape, but all it does is pause/ On thе very moment all was lost/ Sending signals/ To be double-crossed
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Hey, December/ Guess I'm feeling unmoored/ Can't remember/ What I used to fight for/ I rewind thе tape, but all it does is pause/ On thе very moment all was lost/ Sending signals/ To be double-crossed
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hi, I’ve been wondering what this says for while, would you mind translating it whenever you’re free? thanks!
twitter com/shirahamakamome/status/1187290953746223104?s=21
first, some context: this was a drawing shirahama did when volume 6's design was announced, which featured best boi orugio on the cover.
top orugio: eh? I'm gonna be on the next cover!?
middle orugio: uwaaah, reeeaaally? buuuut, you knoooow, that's not really my kind of thing thoooough, but if you insiiiiist, then there's no helping it (the little sfx around him show that he's acting bashful/flustered)
qifrey: if you don't want to do it that much then we won't force you
coco: it's unfortunate but we'll ask someone else
bottom orugio: wait wait wait wait
basically orugio was acting like being on he cover was a bit of a bother (but since you aaaaasked....) but the truth is is that he was actually really happy about it
It seems I’m finally overcoming my writer’s block…
And I wrote an angsty smutty Orufrey fanfic XD posted on my otaku AO3…
English:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/85874336
Spanish:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/86424281
A little Brushbuddy 🍊
this tweet has been fucking killing me
WORD OF HONOR | episode six
Aren't these pieces absolutely stunning? These new works were created by GEGYjiji, one of my all time favorite painters. It was truly an honor to collaborate. I'm very excited to say that these pieces will be displayed in the upcoming London show, and there are also prints available.
Folks have got to understand that they probably aren't messed up by some Secret Big Trauma that they just can't remember; but rather by a million tiny microtraumas that they do mostly remember but don't even register as traumatic because nobody actually understood that these things would cause trauma, much less stack on each other over the years.
Whether you're carrying one big rock or a big ol' bucket of sand, it's going to weigh on you just as much.
This is why psychologists have started taking more of an interest in CPTSD in the last 10-15 years. What most people know as PTSD is a response to a single, intensely traumatic event (or even a series of events). However, CPTSD (chronic post-traumatic stress disorder) is caused by living for years in a situation where your nervous system cannot catch a break. Even if nothing huge ever happened to you, you always had to be on guard for a thousand little things that could and did happen.
After years and years of this, your nervous system gets "stuck" in an activated threat response. It never really lets you rest, and if this started when you were a kid, you may not develop a lot of neural pathways that you should have, because your brain was too focused on keeping you safe to bother with little things like "genuine human connection" and "interpersonal attachment."
No lie, Complex PTSD/CPTSD is HUGE.
If you are disabled, if you are queer, if you are chronically ill, if you are the survivor of a toxic but not abusive relationship, if you grew up or lived under the threat of harm but no "actual" harm (or "very little" harm) was done, you may have CPTSD that isn't getting caught because CPTSD looks different from PTSD.
At the risk of falling into a trivialization trap, a lot of things you may not perceive as traumatic actually are. I was embarrassed for a long time in both group and individual therapy to say anything in my childhood was traumatic, because I was sitting with people who had suffered horrible physical or sexual abuse. But here are some things that are, in fact, traumatic and - when they occur over a long period - can set you on a course of maladaptive coping for decades if not addressed:
Being told or shown that your emotions are not valid, that you have no safe place to express them
Parents or caregivers oversharing graphic trauma from their past with you
Threats of physical violence, even if not carried out
Being told or shown that affection or approval is contingent on competency or academic success
Prejudice from inside OR outside the family (homophobia, racism, body shame)
Mocking or dismissal of things that are meaningful to you
If you constantly feel unworthy, afraid, ashamed, or even flat and emotionless, it's worth exploring why. And, because you've been so consistently undermined and minimized, you may feel like a fraud for being upset or functioning poorly. You're not a fraud; it's years of conditioning telling you "I should be able to handle this" or "lots of people are worse off than I am so I shouldn't complain." Your conditioned brain is lying to you; you won't be able to open yourself to the joy of trusting relationships with others OR do meaningful things to help those who are worse off until you do the work to melt the block of ice surrounding you. All my love to you, friends.
Pete Walker is a therapist that's been on the cutting edge of this for many years, and he has a website here with plenty of free resources. (Just straight PDFs of parts of his books!)
Also, his books are not that expensive, well-written, and truly helped me process a lot of my trauma. I did a ton of it alone because I couldn't find a therapist for years, and those books (complex ptsd: from surviving to thriving & the tao of fully feeling) really changed the trajectory of my life.
He talks about grieving, about changing our internal dialogue to one that's positive instead of negative, talks about SEVERAL trauma typologies, and more.
As someone who has been diagnosed with the big trauma PTSD but most of their problems were coming from the little stuff that was CONSTANT and made me run on 2000% all day every day, this guy is a lifesaver. I'm so different from how I was before, especially with the help of some in-person therapy. Finding the right person makes all the difference, truly.
You can pick up his books on the website, but if you're looking for resources on this and you have the space and support to be able to do some of your own work (please don't do it completely alone unless you must) check out the sidebar over at pete-walker.com. He made this incredible resource that not everyone knows about and I try to share it where this comes up.
Thank you for informing people about this.
Reblogging for the additional info and resources, and to emphasize that the C does indeed stand for "complex," not "chronic." (Understandable that people would get mixed up, though.)
Naruto Shippuden, Chapter 486: Fists
"We'll meet again in the afterlife!" and so they did
Aki Tsukikage and Haru Hinomoto
Saori and Mario
Kinich and Ajaw
from this article, which is well worth the read, if only for the fun of seeing zuck get dunked on
ISSAY MEETS DOLLY. 🎭
Have you ever wondered how Issay's unit "Issay meets Dolly" was created?
Well, in interview in 2004, he said:
"At first, I thought of doing something distanced from rock. It’s just that since what I have in me is rock, I wanted to try it out and see what will happen if I involve someone who also dabbles in rock but has different elements than I do. For example, classical elements or cabaret chanson¹ elements, and in terms of songs, I do cover those by Kurt Weill² and such, but I’d like to incorporate those sorts of elements because I’m thinking that maybe I’d be able to do something more interesting if I brought in [elements] that are completely different (from rock). I’ve always had a penchant for that sort of thing, so I thought to try something with the most disparate part of this range that I have. At the time, I happened to have a chance to drink with pianist Fukuhara Mari. She’s got a completely different background than I do, so we started to try and see if that would cause us to be entirely unable to do anything, or if we’d end up creating something exceptionally interesting."
Isn't his head amazing?
The way how he wants to try everything, even if he'll won't be good in it? Probably it makes me love this man more. He's a true artist and music is him. Rock is him. Theater is him. I never met such a man.
Also, you can read the full interview here:
A Velvet Dream Zy. No. 16 May-June 2004 Photo by Hiranuma Hisana Interview by Murayama Miyuki ISSAY has gathered many followers in the vis
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September 1995 / Ongaku to Hito Atsushi Sakurai (BUCK-TICK)+ISSAY (Der Zibet)
A decadent conversation even under the sun
Text/Interview: Tetsushi Ichikawa Images: Koij Kayano
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I’m going to be doing a face comparison between Luigi, myself, the Adjuster, The Motel person and the guy in the vehicle as well as answer a few of my ask’s tomorrow
I know I’m still gonna receive like 50 “send proof” asks overnight because everyone is leaking in from TikTok and won’t bother looking beyond the pinned before nagging me to show my face or tickets or whatever else, but hopefully my next post should calm some of it down. I’d do this sooner but it’s almost midnight and I really need to get some sleep.
Apologies if you were pinged to this, I need it to get as much traction as possible before the risk of removal, please, like, reblog and screenshot, get the images of what I have revealed today out there, keep this known, DO NOT attempt to Blaze
Hello, my name is Jon-Paul Rennison, although I prefer to go by “JP”, I am a radical civil rights activist from the United Kingdom, the few who follow me probably know me for doing a lot of LGBT+ rights stuff as well as holding a lot of Marxist views and ideals. Well today I have something I wish to share with everyone in light of the recent situation with Luigi possibly facing death and the wider state of the world…
I confess to the killing of Brian Thompson on the 4th December as well as the theft of multiple items including a pistol I had no permit for
No, this is not a late April fools joke, nor is it a hoax or a parody, if I wanted fame and attention I could have just continued the work I’ve already been doing in politics without admitting to a high profile crime, if I wanted to just try to get Luigi off the hook then I will tell you that I DO NOT believe that this will clear his name, the narrative set up painting him as guilty would backfire horribly if they were to accept that someone else was the culprit. I and my mother were in Manhattan at the time and well… I had the opportunity to and knew how to get my hands on the right tools so… I went ahed with it.
Simply, I did it to try and cause tension, I knew that someone of his status dying like that would have caused chaos amongst the ruling class, and it being a Healthcare CEO really helped to get the message across, since while it is a different country my main work IS targeting and investigating the NHS and the quality of its health services (especially when it comes to wait times and the quality of care for disabled and Transgender individuals), and thankfully it appears the message I was getting across DID make it to people across the UK. Since this however I’ve been just back to doing more stale things, it’s not as easy to get a gun over here for one, and two I was making enough progress that I was semi-confident I would be successful without any more extreme and risky moves… however I think this is something that needs to be known considering the current situation.
I didn’t know if I could actually get away with everything, however, I didn’t really care by that point, I saw an opportunity and I took it, I was in an unstable position, had effectively seen my chances in education destroyed, and as far as I knew and still know the person who matters most to me who served as my motivation for living and engaging at all in politics was out of my life and may never speak to me again, in my eyes I really had nothing left to lose, and almost 4 months later I still don’t, so here I am. The REAL perpetrator, don’t anyone forget, they are trying to send an innocent man to his death.
Yes, I am a leftist who opposed voting Kamala because of Palestine and supports the rights of LGBT+ people, People of Colour, Women, disabled people and Immigrants, the main catalyst leading to the events on December 4th eventually happening was a Trans woman I sacrificed almost everything to protect. If this alters your perception somewhat, good, if this upsets you or caused you to try denying, then I don’t care, go fuck yourself. I’m revealing this through Tumblr because this is the platform in which I’ve received the most traction in past.
If there is enough time left and anyone wants more information on the crime (to try and confirm it’s me or just general morbid curiosity), send me an ask and I might elaborate on certain details.
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