omg mom fell last night and i was 3 hours late for work. caregiver didnāt come by ācause she was hungover. boss was a bit frustrated with me. but it was just a holiday hopefully they have some leeway for this sort of thing. hopefully iāll find a second caregiver for weekends and holidays and callouts soon. need to hit gym and books again iām talking behind in coursework and body fat drop for my recomposition. i think i saw this girl that used to live with my grandma today but she must be entering mid twenties now and she was dressed so elegantly and ladylike if i wasnāt so late i wouldāve seen of it was really hey she was very sweet intelligent and cool but was too young the time but hell now that sheās inching towards thirty maybe sheās single rn i hope i see her again and we take over the universe together wherever she may roam! also the endive looks ready to harvest. never had such a successful december in the garden before.













