Eternally Befuddled

23 male, anxiety sufferer, bisexual, standup comic, hippie, punk, bokononist, possibly bipolar 2 if you believe "professional" psychologists, whovian, social worker,  prone to substance use

[midnightbootlegs]

Jerry Garcia Garcia Compilation (Volume 9)

Download: FLAC/MP3

1. Sugaree 9/11/76 2. Stop That Train 8/22/76 3. Catfish John 11/15/76 4. Thats What Love Will Make You Do 9/11/76 5. A Strange Man 1/27/76 6. Stir It Up 7/20/76 7. Mission in the Rain 1/27/76 8. Mystery Train 7/9/76

Sources: 9/11/76 2 track 7″ reels > cass > dat x 2 > Cd > eac > shn 8/22/76 SBD > MR > C > DAT > CDR 11/15/76 Master SBD Reel > Dat > Cdr 1/27/76 Unknown SBD 7/20/76 Unknown SBD 7/9/76 MSR > 1R > P > dat > cdr > wav > shnV3

CD’s > EAC (secure) > WAV > FLAC (Level 6)

–I went for quality on this one. These tracks are all silky. I had to make up for missed songs, and I was in the mood to do a 76’er…listened to this today, and it sounds very nice

Enjoy…Chris Davis…(8/2/05)

[kitschatron]

[a-generic-blog-of-stuff]

Protect your voice with the power of smoking!

[paulftompkins]

Who can forget Edmund Lowe as “Sergeant Quirt”

[growingoldinrooms]

We shall all be healed

Has anyone ever smoked a few bowls and driven around listening to we shall all be healed and reminiscing about that  part of your life in which uppers played a significant role, even up until two weeks ago when you did a set of standup on 120 millligrams of extended release Adderall eaten throughout the day and a pot cookie before your set? After the set of comedy I did, I texted people  that I hadn't talked to in months to say that it was my best set of comedy ever and that I felt like Lenny Bruce. I got high today and listened to we shall be healed in my car and then a comedian facebook messaged me asking if I want to be on a comedy show tomorrow, so of course I said yes because it is really hard for me to get booked on shows. He only booked me because his original choice for fourth comic dropped out, but still I am thrilled to be doing my first paid comedy show since Halloween.

[cybrhoe]

20 (intrusive) questions

put a # in my ask

1) how would you describe your relationship with your mom/dad

2) when was the last time you cried and why

3) whats your favorite/least favorite quality about yourself; why

4) do you smile at strangers

5) how often do people (not family members) tell you they love you

6) how is your life different now from two years ago

7) would you ever cheat on someone 

8) are you a jealous person

9) whats the worst pickup line someone has asked you

10) do you believe in ghosts

11) what are your ambitions

12) 3 deal breakers in a relationship

13) what is one thing you’ll never do again

14) whats your most bizarre pet peeve

15) what is your favorite memory

16) whats your zodiac sign

17) what ‘small things’ things terrify you

18) do you like your laugh

19) have you ever stalked someone/been stalked

20) do you feel loved

[ithelpstodream]

[alternativeblkgal]

emotionally manipulative people will drop you so quickly once they realize they won’t have all the control. once they realize that you’ll call them out on their shit and that you won’t just allow them to treat you like garbage willingly, all of a sudden it’s you and your behavior that’s “crazy”, etc.

[alternativeblkgal]

watch out for if you try to talk about how your feeling and they position it as an attack on them.

watch out if y'all only talk on their terms.

watch out if they get mad and will only listen or speak to you when THEY’RE ready.

my point here is if everything is on their terms…watch out.

[robbie-ona]

This is sooo true omg

[theryanproject]

Facts

[mandabear72]

The second you see this shit in people run like hell.

[emotionallaborunion]

“watch out for if you try to talk about how you’re feeling and they position it as an attack on them” is such important advice.

[growingoldinrooms]

All I want in life's a little bit of love To take the pain away

Spiritualized- Ladies and gentlemen we are floating in space

[browsedankmemes]

[growingoldinrooms]

The sads

I’m sober today, well I mean I smoked a little weed several hours ago but I’m sober now. I am incredibly upset about my recent breakup, I know that she didn’t always treat me well but I was willing to stick with her for a good long time because I didn’t think I deserved any better. I miss her because I spent every minute with her and then she dropped me like a  bad habit for another comedian because she knew it would fuck up the one hobby I had  that didn’t involve her. Even though the relationship ended  in an ugly fashion and the way she went about it was shitty I am still sad and I  still miss her . Maybe I don’t miss her and it is more a reflection of my desire to have anyone in my life and my fear of dying alone .

[emotionallaborunion]

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325. Birthday Song: This Time Has Gone

I like that the narrator has to look at their driver’s license to know how old they are.

And there was a time when you wanted me so bad It was eating you up inside But this time has gone away

2000-10-19 - WFMU Session - New York, NY

[teshima--junta-deactivated20161]

HOW TO PICK UP GIRLS IN 3 EASY STEPS

STEP 1: purposefully bump into girl(make sure you are typing into your calculator while doing this)

STEP 2: say “im sorry. i didnt see you, i was taking inventory of all my lizards”

STEP 3: make sure she sees the number 42069666 on the screen

[clippy]

SHE APPEARED ON MY MONEY..

[goth-gay]

This is the money clefairy, reblog and money will come your way

[theifoflight]

How tf do people keep finding Pokemon in their homes. Like wtf

[weathered-tune-deactivated20200]

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Kris Kristofferson - The Pilgrim (Chapter 33)

He’s a poet, he’s a picker– He’s a prophet, he’s a pusher– He’s a pilgrim and a preacher, and a problem when he’s stoned– He’s a walkin’ contradiction, partly truth and partly fiction, Takin’ ev'ry wrong direction on his lonely way back home.

[ritual-of-perdition]

[daysndaze]

Never say never and come see us in Stroudsburg PA tonight, we belieb it’s gonna be sick! Sherman Showcase Theatre. Fuck yeah fuck yeah

[aphroditeinfurs-deactivated2017]

me when I realize all the dumb shite I’ve said on the internet is public and other human beings can actually see it and I’ve externalized my inner monologue and have basically therefore opened up ze body and thrown my innards at random people but it’s alryt because all human beings are inherently inclined towards the act of public spectacle which we do in order to validate our own existences and to connect with others and the only way we feel real is to make connections with the world no matter how superficial, embarrassing or flimsy the attempts are and there’s no way to prevent it so mite as well chill lmao

[emotionallaborunion]

344. They Are Stone Swallowers

Despite being a bonus track off Get Lonely, this song has a similar feel to me as We Shall All Be Healed and some of the AHWTX outtakes. Also feels a little like some of Black Pear Tree

“You went away to Stockholm” and “You were headed down to Salzburg” remind me of “When I came back from Finland” in Million; someone goes somewhere, they come back, dark things are hinted at, but you don’t know why they left or what happened there.

Stone swallowing is, apparently, a real thing that sideshow performers did, and perhaps here is a metaphor for consuming things that aren’t good for you. IDK. “Scratch marks on your cheeks” also reminds me of “claw marks on our little faces” from High Doses #2.