YOU ARE (NOT) ALONE

ind. misato katsuragi from neon genesis evangelion

[grownupkiss]

hello everyone ! i doubt some people remember me, i’m just the obscure lil misato blog in the corner who’s been on hiatus for forever tee hee but sadly my computer has bitten the dust and i’m saving up for a new one so i’m unsure when i can get back to this blog sadly :( if any of you would like to interact or role play though, i’d be more than happy to give out my discord! just like this post to let me know :))) sorry for the absence i’m sad i haven’t been able to get on in forever sigh

[grownupkiss]

hello everyone ! i doubt some people remember me, i’m just the obscure lil misato blog in the corner who’s been on hiatus for forever tee hee but sadly my computer has bitten the dust and i’m saving up for a new one so i’m unsure when i can get back to this blog sadly :( if any of you would like to interact or role play though, i’d be more than happy to give out my discord! just like this post to let me know :))) sorry for the absence i’m sad i haven’t been able to get on in forever sigh

[grownupkiss]

* / ???

                       ❝ they’re wings.❞  a pause. ❝ haven’t you   EVER   seen the like  ?❞

        ❝ i mean.... NO not really. that isn’t really something common from where i’m from...❞

heres a joke: my father

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

I keep thinking, thinking, and my thoughts are all sick, and my head is sick.

Fyodor Dostoevsky, from Stories; “The Meek One,” written c. 1876 (via violentwavesofemotion)

[dumbmuse]

“I became bitter and untouchable. I craved affection but even the mere thought of someone caring made my stomach turn.”

— (stay away but come closer) // mxe. (via lovey-kun)

[grownupkiss]

* / RITSU

@grownupkiss continued from (x)

just having fun. 

the answer stings her heart in an incomprehensible way. it’s as if a barb wire hugged it snugly, but it’s her own fault for trying to get a straight answer from a woman like misato. it would only scare her to define a relationship. but as a result ritsuko was left being toyed with whenever she was lonely.

but perhaps that was but her purpose…to be used. it was foolish of her to think there was a possibility of definition, even if were simply friends with benefits. or if misato even thought of a real relationship with her. there was never clarity, just fuzziness with self indulgence.

before she even has the chance to muster up a response, misato is back upon her lips & she closes her eyes in desperate longing. a polished hand reaches through her lovers hair & gently caresses her locks. pulling away her lips & ignoring her logical definite questions she yearns to ask misato & instead falls into their old routine, only refreshed with new settings & dynamics surrounding them.

❝ do you really think doing think sneaking away into the work closet and doing this is the brightest idea, hm ? ❞

        SHE could tell it wasn’t the answer ritsuko had been wanting to hear, but it was the         truth. in all honesty, the thought of trying to define whatever this was that they had          been doing for so long sent waves of self doubt running through her mind. thoughts         of her not being enough for ritsuko, not being able to live up to the standards she knew         the other so desperately needed. god, she was so fucked up. the both of them were,         which morbidly made sense as to why all this worked. no one could understand her         quite like ritsuko could.                   a satisfied sigh would curl from plush lips at the feel of her fingers through her hair,          instead deciding to simply immerse herself into the kiss and forget about all the          troublesome thoughts lurking in the back of her mind. for now, all that mattered was         ritsuko and just how much they could do from within the small spans of the work          closet. a brow would furrow, however, when the said blonde would pull away from         the kiss and warrant a curious gaze flashed her way.

        ❝ well, you don’t seem to mind it so much ritsu. i can’t help the fact you look so hot         when you’re all concentrated on your work.❞

[margotdaily]

[grownupkiss]

* / WORRYWART·

@grownupkiss / starter call!

( ♚ ) ❝ You should really consider giving yourself a break. ❞ ❝ Been working so hard non stop these past few days looking like you’ll just give out from exhaustion anytime soon. ❞

        ❝ i’m FINE. you need to stop being such a worrywart, i’ll take a break once i’m          done with these papers. don’t you have something else to do than bug me?❞          directing a pointed glance his way, the girl would release a soft huff in annoyance          before turning back to what she had originally been doing. what a pain.

[grownupkiss]

* / SASAKI - KUN 

❛  it’s not really urgent, more so …  ❜  he hesitated a little, crossing his arms over his chest and avoiding eye contact.  (  it took courage to walk into her office, but now that he was finally here— sasaki was at a loss for words.  )  ❛ ah, well, don’t you think you’ve been overworking yourself recently ?  maybe a coffee would help …  ?  ❜

        SETTLING her chin in her palm as she gazed at him, a brow would raise in          interest upon inquiry of a coffee. he seemed pretty nervous when he first          walked in, but she was impressed that he seemed to gather his courage         rather quickly.❝ a coffee? well, i don’t suppose one would hurt, and i’ve         been working since this morning so i guess i deserve a little break.❞ stretching         her arms above her head with a sigh, the woman would rise from her chair with         her own playful grin.❝ you coming?❞

[grownupkiss]

who wants some smoochiekins from misato? i’m in a fluff mood and just want some good ol ROMANCE rn (ps if u like this i will assume that means u want some soooo expect a starter ufufufu)

[grownupkiss]

‘ what’s this between us ? ’

SOFT ANGST STARTERS

        SOFT fingertips would trace the spans of her lovers jaw, lips having settled        into their own pitiful smile at the woman’s inquiry. ❝ you know i don’t know that,        ritsu. we’re just having fun just like old times, aren’t we?❞ the question itself        scared the major, the fear of eventually having to confront these feelings they        shared weighing heavily on her mind.❝ let’s not focus on such serious stuff and        have some fun instead, hm?❞ for now, however, she would push those thoughts        away in an effort to preserve her own sanity and instead smooth her lips against        the woman’s before her, and leaving plush petals stained rouge in their wake. for        now, she wanted to simply FORGET.

[grownupkiss]

hi okay SO remember how i said i lost everything and my computer just offed itself on me? WELL i fixed it finally so no hiatus for me huzza !!! (still add me on discord if u wanna hehe it is mars attacks#1402)

[grownupkiss]

hi all i’m posting this from mobile so that’s why my post may look a lil wonky but i’m sad to announce i may be on hiatus for a bit :( my computer wiped itself of all my files and basically factory reset itself so i gotta go through and see if i can get everything back so i may be gone for a bit (also i have to remake ALL my icons so.... it may be a hot second) but i’ll be on my discoed if you need me at all or wanna plot/do a thread or something on there !!! it’s mars attacks#1402 (people have been having problems finding me so i changed my name a lil sorry!!)

[grownupkiss]

* / STRANGE GIRL

“Ah—well, yes! I had just gotten off of WORK. There was a lot to CLEAN tonight.” Tohru let out a soft laugh. “But since you brought it up…it’s pretty QUIET tonight..kinda SCARY.”

        A brow would quirk at her response, releasing a sigh of her own after she         took a moment to really take in their surroundings. ❝ well.. i suppose i can         walk you home. it’s pretty dark out and i wouldn’t be able to sleep tonight         knowing i just let you keep going all by yourself like this, so just stick with         big sis misato ‘kay?❞

[fightasone]

Anonymously send me your favorite detail about how I play my character.

I will publish and respond OOC.

[grownupkiss]

* / CHEATER

          he’d been caught red handed! and here Spike had hoped to win at this game without having to nurse a pounding hangover later on. letting on a sigh, he smirked, remaining cordial to the situation, “ alright, fine.    you got me —— y’know, you’ve gotta pretty good eye for someone hammered. guess i underestimated you.  ” humoring her, the hunter gulped down his own drink before, with only minor grievances, draining the alcohol she had given him. “ there — are you HAPPY now?  ” his cheeks tinged a light shade of pink as the drink began to hit his system. it settled warm and comfortable in his stomach.  dammit, he was gonna win this drinking game no matter what it took.  waving the bartender over, Spike ordered a couple more beverages for them, his smirk widened into a challenging grin, “   ladies first.    ”

        LIPS would quirk into their own haughty grin as the girl relished in the sight         of him downing the drinks she had pushed towards him, crossing her arms         under her chest in satisfaction. now things were starting to get interesting.         ❝ oh trust me, i know a cheater when i see one.we women have a special         sense for it.❞ tossing the remnants of her own drink back once she was          content that he had finished off what she had given him, eyes would narrow         slightly in interest as he then ordered more drinks for their cluttered table.          ❝ oh? still think you can handle more? don’t come crying to me when you         end up black out drunk under the table.❞ although she should be worrying         more about her own weakening sobriety than running her mouth off to the         male sat before her, seeing as she was already dancing on the edge of          earning herself a pounding hangover come morning but she refused to let         that CHEATER win.