Recovered from anorexia in 2021 at my lowest weight of 125lbs. Currently at my highest weight of 190 struggling with binge eating. I don't even know what to do anymore. I just want to look the way I used to...

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Recovered from anorexia in 2021 at my lowest weight of 125lbs. Currently at my highest weight of 190 struggling with binge eating. I don't even know what to do anymore. I just want to look the way I used to...
the unholy trinity of piss-poor caretakers, tag yourself:
tomboy, meaning "this child is clearly queer but let's hope it goes away"
sensitive, meaning "clearly neurodivergent and often distressed but let's keep going until they grow numb"
mature, meaning "traumatized but let's ignore that"
quiet, meaning "has been yelled at or ignored a few too many times and now considers all attempts at communicating with others to be pointless"
self-sufficient, meaning "next to zero trust in parental figures' ability in various aspects of parenting"
lazy, meaning "depressed, but expected to preform tasks or actions without positive support or knowledge of how to do things"
TW Don’t kill yourself today
Don’t kill yourself today
Because your Netflix trial still has a week left
Don’t kill yourself today
Because no one else will finish off the chicken in the fridge
Don’t kill yourself today
Because I know for a fact that Starbucks is releasing a new Frappuccino sometime next month
Yes, your mother will miss you
Yes your bully will make a sappy Facebook post about how what a a wonderful person you were
And yes
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem
You know that
You’ve known that
Everyone and anyone has been shoving that down your throat since they first learned what the word suicide meant
So don’t kill yourself
Until you finish your shampoo and conditioner at the same time
Don’t kill yourself
Until Doctor Who is finally cancelled
Don’t kill yourself
Until you tell someone your best pasta recipe
Don’t kill yourself
Because I will keep coming up with reasons for you not to
And I need you
To hear all of them
Don’t kill yourself
I love you
You’re important
It’s a bad day
Not a bad life
There is more to this
The world will keep spinning on its axis without you
But
Think of all the sunrises you’d miss
I know this sounds pointless
But when you’re sitting in front of everything deadly you own
Revising your goodbyes
There will be too much darkness
To see anything else
But this is not about seeing anything else
This is about turning off the lights
This is about finding the bed instead of the noose
This is about giving yourself one more day
Even if it takes ten thousand of those
One more morning’s
Until
“I can’t wait for tomorrow”
This is about staying alive
Because there’s gonna be a new Marvel movie
No one should miss that
This is about staying alive
Because the future is coming
And it’s ready for you
I don’ t need you to see it
I just need you to believe you can make it
Until then
- Hannah Dains
Everyone needs to see this. I dont care what kind of blog you run or what kind of person you are. You can take the few seconds to reblog this. I know some of my followers will need to see this, and so i will reblog for them. Even if its just one or two, they deserve to see this, and to be happy. Always reblog. Always.
thank you for this
Ordering Out, Without the Panic 🤩
***I do not promote anything, this initially was for my own agenda. ***
Last updated: 6/10/2021
Burger King
Cheesecake Factory
Chick-Fil-A
Chipotle
Dominos
Dunkin Donuts
Five Guys
Honeygrow
McDonalds
Olive Garden
Shake Shack
Starbucks
Taco Bell
Wendys
I started this for myself, but it gained some interest from others so I wanted to make one list of all restaurants that I have so far to be a quick go-to. Each day or whenever I have time I add more popular chain restaurants to prevent panic with last minute food decisions in my everyday life.
I’m gonna post my rules for myself so i feel motivated to actually not cheat. Also some thinspo to motivate myself. (:
- 200 calories a day. 500 AT MOST. Only eat if you really need to and if you go over you have to burn off all the calories.
- WORKOUT AT LEAST 40 MINUTES A DAY AND TRY TO BURN OFF EVERYTHING YOU EAT.
- drink water if you feel hungry or work out to take your mind off it.
- weight yourself at least once a week on Mondays.
- if you gain weight try to not eat for a whole day.
4. If the car pulls up to you run in the opposite direction.
5. Walk with your keys in your hands and keep a key between each finger
6. If they put you in the trunk kick out the headlights
7. If you get lost find a woman with a child. Never ask a man for help (this one was drilled)
That scream fire piece of advice is literally life saving
8. Watch your shadows and reflections, especially if someone is walking behind you. A split second notice is better than none and will help you.
Yes this last one really saves lives y'all I do it all the time
girls have to learn to view the world like international intelligence agents just to be safe walking down the street. smh.
guys pls pls pls reblog and girls pls pls pls be safe out there. terrifying and so sad that we have to worry about this on a daily basis
Remember though guys still can be victims of rape and violence and the perpetrators can be anyone even that cute girl at the bar who keeps paying for your drinks and trying to talk you back to her place
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How I lost almost 15 lbs in a month and a half:
(Summer Body 2020 tips & tricks)
Restrict your diet so that you can lose water weight (5-10lbs) if you reach a plateau that means you lost most of the water weight
To break the plateau, exercise to build muscle and boost metabolism. (Muscle burns more calories than fat)
In the beginning of exercise, you may not be losing any weight according to the scale. However, that means you are losing fat and building muscle instead.
My trick is eating 100-200 carbs a day. Most of the time, I try sticking to 100-150.
Limit sugar intake to only 20-40 grams a day
Caffeine also helps boost metabolism and lose weight faster. Around 100-200mg should be fine depending on how sensitive you are to caffeine.
Try to eat more protein, healthy fats, and vegetables
Don’t starve or else you will gain more weight than you weighed before.
Don’t give up if you break the diet once or are not losing as much weight as you want.
Being patient brings results
3 more months to get that summer bodyy🌈🌸🌺