Gugma

Frustrated Poet. Literal

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It's more painful when you torn down the wall that you built for so long, for someone you thought was worthy of your vulnerability.

I was keeping rainbows, now I only have hard rains.

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When my heart speaks your name, it creates prose and poems in a myriad of emotions.

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ACROSTIC LOVE

Let loose and slow down – each step is a good sound.

On the brink of burning, as you trail your task,

Vent that heat; sip a wine or cask.

Each sip is essential. Even breath is fundamental.

 Yet noises bug us.

Over our head, under our heart.

Under our bed, over our soul.

Reach for what you can, turn them deaf and reach your goal.

 Set sail and soul search.

Enjoy things in imperfection.

Let not be bounded for others.

For oneself, you dedicate your love first.

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Non Judicia

this is my first time sculpting a face using a toy clay. It's 75% complete. I'll post the finished project tomorrow hehe

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💫

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Non Judicia

this is my first time sculpting a face using a toy clay. It's 75% complete. I'll post the finished project tomorrow hehe

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Hi~

[ra1ndropsonmyguitar]

Night Drives

[gugma-poetry]

We will always find significant people within a crowd. They are just a glimmer from afar; follow it because it's a welcoming and warm spotlight where you truly belong.

Jas

[gugma-poetry]

People will always perceive you differently. No matter how hard you hussle, people will never feel your struggle. Similarly, people will not feel how great it was to surpass a struggling moment. At the end of the day, it's all about you, within you.

[noodlls]

[sensitivityandbrutality]

Fuck me UP

[martinutootin-deactivated202311]

It aches like it's the first time.

[gugma-poetry]

Akala ko nakausad na ko...

Akala ko malinaw na lahat...

Akala ko tanggap ko na...

Akala ko ayos na ko...

Akala ko di na masakit...

Pero tang ina, isang kasinungalan kung sasabihin kong hindi ka na dumadapo sa isipan ko.

Kasinungalingan kung sasabihin kong hindi na ako umaasa sayo. Umaasa parin ako sayo!

Hindi ko na maintindihan sarili ko.

Hindi ko na alam kung alin pa sa mga nararamdaman ko ang totoo;

o baka mga butil na lang to ng masalimuot na karanasan ko.

Hindi ko na alam...

akala ko...

malaya na ko.

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SEX

I never had sex. I never felt someone inside me. I never felt heat from another person’s body. I never experienced being drenched by salty sweat and oozing saliva. I never tried tracing someone’s inguinal creases by my tongue or count someone’s freckles by my lips. Some people say it is magical, exciting, and thrilling. I must agree. A phallic exploration of two adventurers who are willing to discover every interesting parts of each other’s body, but I was not a willing adventurer. How am I supposed to describe these fantasies if I have not experienced them? I lied. It is only by denial that I can say I never experienced sex, because sex supposed to be consensual. Sex should make two souls burn passionately, but the sex I had burned my soul to ashes. My body was explored by dirty intentions. My clothes were stripped, and my dignity along with it. I never experienced sex. I wish I have never experience it.

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Be fine with solitude, be fine with yourself. That is liberating more than any other things.

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Woke up from a good nap and tweeted "the best afternoon." But being sad by this time of the day, I never expected it. Sadness is unexpected, there's no alarm for it.

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the worst feeling is to not feel something

the silence. it's a loud deadly calling

so don't cast your colors away

may it be in the shades of black or gray

darkness is not the enemy, so feel it

it's the numbness, so be away from it

[gewgle]

Ang Pag-ibig alinsunod sa Pakete ng Tide Ultra

By Gilbert M. Sape

sabi ko

ayaw kong maglaba sa gabi hindi ko alam kung bakit siguro’y ayaw kong makitang nakasungaw ang bituin sa ulap at pinapanood ang bawat kong kusot

pero hindi kagabi— ang totoo naglaba ako

sinamantala ko ang pangungulimlim ng bituin sa nangingilid na ulap at natitiyak ko maputi ang aking nilabhan sinunod ko yata ang bawat instruksyon

sa likod ng pakete ng tide ultra:

1. kunin sa timba ang damdaming matagal nang ibinabad

2. kusutin nang mabuti pabulain… pabulain upang matiyak na natatakpan na ng bula ang mga salitang noon pa sana sinabi

3. at dahil nahuli na sa sikat ng araw na siyang pagkukulahan, lagyan na lamang ng clorox upang kumupas at walang makakita sa mantsa ni Eros

4. banlawan maraming banlaw at tiyaking maisama sa tubig ang mga sentimiyento at panghihinayang

5. ibuhos sa kanal ang tubig upang makapagtago sa burak ang mga pagsinta

6. isampay sa mahanging lugar ang nilabhang damdamin pabayaan itong makahinga matagal na rin namang naikubli ito sa baul

Pagmumuni pagkatapos… napigaan ko na ang damit mariin nakalimutan ko nga lamang pigaan ang tubig sa aking mata paalam muna samantala’y magpapatuyo muna ako— ng damit ng mata sana’y walang makakita salamat sa pakete ng tide ultra