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I'm so invested in your blood is thicker fics! Do you know how many more your going to write?

hey there! thank you for your investment lol, i'm always happy to hear there's people out there who enjoy my writing <3 I have three more fanfics planned for the series, the next one (which will be a multichapter one that will go through the entirety of TRK), and then two more that are kind of like an epilogue. I might write more since I'm quite invested in the universe, but we'll see...

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I'm so curious about Ronan and Declans first time 👀 do you have plans to write about it?

hey there! I actually did write their first time (but not in too much detail), it's in the flashback part of 'i'll destroy you like i am'. I do wanna write more about their past though, but i think need to finish the plot that's happening rn before i can think of anything else lol.

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punksalmons

the thing about writing is that it's very hard unless you have to leave the house in 15 minutes or perhaps go to bed

#in the shower too

wlfb0ygrl

saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him

#me with gansey #trc

zipsunz

thanks for letting me see ya

#THE TEARS THAT WERE SHED DURING THIS SCENE #STRAIGHT UP SOBBING #the summer hikaru died #tshd spoilers #tshd #the summer hikaru died spoilers

climbingthefloors

#the way i was SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP AT THIS SCENE AND ALSO EVERY OTHER SCENE TOO #the summer hikaru died #tshd

anodymalion

The Summer Hikaru Died is like. what if you believed you were a disgusting monster for being gay. but then you meet a real monster, and over time you start to believe that even this monster deserves to be safe and happy, and it's the first time you start allowing yourself to believe that maybe you do too. what if I cried one million tears forever

#i love you queer horror #i haven't cried reading manga in so long but that scene with yoshiki and asako really DID ME IN I WAS SOBBING #THE MANGAKA WROTE THAT FOR ME SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE HE KILLED ME DEAD WITH IT #the summer hikaru died #tshd

okiedokie-sophie

Hamter

POV you're an impurity

#the summer hikaru died #shkdsjdhakjshdakjsd

420technoblazeit

the summer hikaru died is a horrible tragedy about being the only gay people in your hometown and how that complicates the experience of realizing your feelings for someone, the sense of isolation and otherness you feel growing up and knowing that youre different. it's also the series where a teenage boy falls off a cliff and dies because he stopped to look at a tree shaped like a sexy lady. im not kidding btw that's literally how original hikaru died. that's the inciting incident of this whole series. he went AWOOGA and ate shit so bad he died in the forest and that's how he got replaced by an eldritch entity. anyway everybody should watch the anime the first ep is out now

#it's the tonal diferences that make it so good #like in a way you could totally read this as:#my friend came back wrong and being more authentically himself because now he smiles and laughs and doesn't feel the need to hide himself #and because of it. because of him being more authetically himself the village is being destroyed and things are going wrong and #the way of living that has been sustained for decades in this small village is falling apart. all because of one boy being different #and I (mc) am so drawn to him because he's my best friend and i love him and i don't want to lose him #but everyone keeps telling me that it's wrong and that i'll be contaminated if i get too close. except we're already too close #and if he's a monster then im a monster too and maybe we can belong together #and like yeah you could look at all that and go hmmmm queer????#but also yeah hikaru is an eldrich monster #AND ALSO QUEER!!#both things are true and it KILLS ME BECAUSE ITS SO GOOD AND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #the summer hikaru died

aquilaofarkham

they home brewed this in a laboratory just for me

#SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM ACTUALLY #the summer hikaru died #been a while since i full on sobbed reading manga but lemme tell you #this one did me in

420technoblazeit

theyre calling 'hikaru' an evil spirit meanwhile he's wrapping himself in a blanket skipping school and crying his eyes out because he's scared yoshiki doesn't love him. evil spirit WHERE. ignore the villagers he's been violently murdering

#it was ONE villager ONE time it shouldn't count #and also asako that one time bUT HE DIDNT DO IT #and that little girl BUT SHE DIDNT DIE AND HE FELT BAD ABOUT IT LATER SO IT DOESNT COUNT EITHER #he's my babygirl he can do whatever he wants #the summer hikaru died

jascurka

Don't be afraid if there's no wind in my hair There's a stillness left in there I'm seeing double

#i am ill about them actually #the summer hikaru died

jennsmelody

i watched the summer hikaru died

#the summer hikaru died

devildaisies

the plastic dress crow man booktok erotica is going to be the thing that finally ends fast fashion everyone say thank you plastic dress crow man booktok erotica

devildaisies