Emily

Age:15 sw:160 cw:128 gw:115

[gummi-shark44]

I love my bsf so much but I hate how hanging out makes me wanna eat. Like obviously want to hang but can we stop talking abt DoorDash and making cookies 😭

[lavenderpumkin]

I could care less about losing my period or being dizzy, it's losing my hair that I'm scared of.

[gummi-shark44]

I cut so much my room is starting to looks like a surgery room. Blades, gauze, bandaids and rubbing alcohol all spread out like I’m ready to preform a surgery.

[slowlyfading]

I’ve lost 10 pounds in 4 days

🌸🍄reblog so it can happen to you too!🍄🌸

[gummi-shark44]

I need this

[gummi-shark44]

Does anyone else not want to die. Like sh and ⭐️ving are how I stay alive. It’s the only thing that makes me feel something. I’m never happy or sad, I don’t cry when I cut, it’s like I’m incapable of feeling. But when I cut I can feel that something.

[gummi-shark44]

Why do I have to go between not caring abt what I look like and binging to starving myself and doing what I know is best. Why can’t I just stick to the thing that I know will make me look better in the long run.

[gummi-shark44]

Tips that made me go from 160 to 125 pounds!

•go vegetarian! It’s the main reason I lost weight

•if you know you have a big party or event, save your calories and try not to eat through the day

•smoothies are really simple and it’s something your stomach can digest easily

• one plate rule. When going out, promise yourself one plate of food. No seconds or appetizers. Remember, you have a goal and you’ll see all of that food again

• don’t eat lots of processed foods. There greasy and add unnecessary calories. Instead eat some berries as a snack or make your own

•Water!!!

•don’t starve yourself if you feel like your going to faint, it’s super embarrassing when you actually do.

•going to Starbucks? Or chick fa la? Look up something on tik tok that’s low cal. My go to drink at Starbucks only has 70 calories in it.

•don’t make people feel sorry for you because YOU decided not to eat. This is your diet, not a way to get people to feel bad

• sugar and carbs make people fat, try to cut down on it

• cardio

• small portions are key

- love you!!! I hope you like my first post!