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āWhen I come home, my daughter will run to the door and give me a big hug, and everything thatās happened that day just melts away.ā - Hugh Jackman
Man this is so true...
Gustav was looking into Billās face carefully. Scanning all the little details, like the shy but proud smile, or the discreet shimmer in his brown eyes. Ā This situation was a whole new one, not only for the songster, but for the drummer as well. It was like the whole universe of him, had found a new centre. This little boy was everything he needed in live. No air, water or other circumstances could give him this strange feeling of happiness, love and pride.Ā
Right after he had cut the umbilical cord, his whole body realised that he was responsible for this new, little life now. Exactly the same feeling he could read in Billās face now, while watching into the crib.
āYeah. Itās so strange to know that he is raisedĀ by a tiny part of me and Lini. He is so beautifulā¦ā
Gently, so he wouldnāt wake up the sleeping boy, Gustav bent down and wrapped his huge hands around the tiny body, lifting it up.
āSo you do you want to hold him?ā
Without even waiting for an answer turned around to Bill, handing him the little bundle.
āBe careful with his head.Ā Hey little fella⦠say hi to your godfather.ā
ā Of course I want to, I know how to hold babies!Ā ā
ā ā½ šāā Even ifĀ Ā heād never hold a newborn before, but Bill did know the main steps to watch out for: be very careful with the head, always support the neck very well. Doing so, then, he breathed in as Gustav passed the tiny being into his arms and took him over as though he was holding the most precious treasure in the world ā and in a way he was, he really was. Feeling the movements then, the little SchafĆ«r opened his eyes and started on a cute grumpy wail, probably annoyed that his nap was disturbed ā so the singer cradled him closer and started pacing very quietly while speaking to him in soft, soothing coos.
ā Shhh, itās okay, my angel⦠Weāre gonna go back to sleep, okay? And dream of yummy nommies and fluffy puppies!Ā ā
Gustav couldnāt believe how happy Bill was looking with the baby in his arms. The drummer had never seen him like this before. Still he was checking every move of the songster carefully, scared about his own blood. He would pretty sure end up as an annoying parent. But Bill was moving around slowly, elegant like always and his son was safe in the arms of his godfather. He couldnāt help nut smile about the songsters attitude. Pleased, Gustav let himself fall down on the rocking chair, which Lini had bought for breastfeeding. The slight movement made him tired. He wasnāt sleeping very well now, as the baby had to be fed every two hours.
āA baby fits you very well. You look so happy.ā
Gustav was surprised about that, as he had never imagines Bill as a father or something like that.
āHeās so silent. You should stay over night. So I can sleep for some hours.ā
{iPhone text} Now that the little one is finally here and you probably got some rest already, I want ALL the details!!
[Text]: There is no rest anymore![Text]: Daddy is sleepy! :-([Text]: What exactly do you mean with everything?
{iPhone text}Ā š š {iPhone text} Everything! How was the labor, how many hours, was Linda in pain? How tall is our little princess and how much she weights? Is she healthy? When I can come and see her?Ā
[Text]: She is 51 cm tall and 3000gr heavy :D :DĀ [Text]: And sheās healthy. She has your lungs! Screaming the whole night! [Text]: Lini was in labor like ten hours and it was very hard. My body was full of adrenaline and I couldnāt do anything to help her! Thatās so crazy! They sent us for long walks and so on. But Lini is fine as well. [Text]: You know you can see her whenever you want!
{iPhone text} Now that the little one is finally here and you probably got some rest already, I want ALL the details!!
[Text]: There is no rest anymore![Text]: Daddy is sleepy! :-([Text]: What exactly do you mean with everything?
ā ā½ šāā The moment was finally there, and Bill was so excited that he was literally shaking. Finally, he was going to hold that little bundle of warmth and adorableness⦠Just some more steps, and heād be inside the nursery! Trying to control himself then, knowing very well that newborns were easily scared and bothered, he followed Gustav in ā smiling so widely at the colors and the toys that his cheeks were even hurting. Now by the crib, he peeked inside at the miniature SchƤfer and forced himself to not coo too loudly. It was even cuter than in his best dreams!
ā Aw, oh my god⦠Will you look at this⦠Heās so tiny! So cute, look at that little mouth, t hat tiny little nose⦠ā
Gustav was looking into Billās face carefully. Scanning all the little details, like the shy but proud smile, or the discreet shimmer in his brown eyes. Ā This situation was a whole new one, not only for the songster, but for the drummer as well. It was like the whole universe of him, had found a new centre. This little boy was everything he needed in live. No air, water or other circumstances could give him this strange feeling of happiness, love and pride.Ā
Right after he had cut the umbilical cord, his whole body realised that he was responsible for this new, little life now. Exactly the same feeling he could read in Billās face now, while watching into the crib.
āYeah. Itās so strange to know that he is raisedĀ by a tiny part of me and Lini. He is so beautiful...ā
Gently, so he wouldnāt wake up the sleeping boy, Gustav bent down and wrapped his huge hands around the tiny body, lifting it up.
Ā āSo you do you want to hold him?ā
Ā Without even waiting for an answer turned around to Bill, handing him the little bundle.
Ā āBe careful with his head.Ā Hey little fella... say hi to your godfather.ā
Gustaaav <3 Congratulations my dear friend :) Iām sooo happy for you both <3 Itās a beautiful feeling. To hold your own baby in the hands which looks like you and have so many thing from you. I hope everything went well and Lini + the baby are fine. You were nervous, right? :D Iām wishing you three all the best <3 Iām sending you both kissis and hugs
Ouuuu thank you dear! I was more than nervous!Ā Is it normal that I canāt lay the baby in bed? Iām watching it all the time!
CONGRATULATIONS DADDY! WISH YOU ALL THE BEST FOR THE THREE OF YOU <3
Thank you dear!It was worth the waiting!Ā
I AM ON MY WAY TO GERMANY.
I hope that for you Mr. Godfather! :-)
Congratulations with your baby, Gustavš¶š¼š
Thank you Kenza :-)Ā
{mail package + little note}Ā If you stroll through a meadow full of daisies and roses, it would not compare to the beauty and joy you are experiencing as you celebrate the birth of your little bundle of joy. May every moment you share with her be as glorious as the warmth I fell as I send you this congratulatory message!Ā Love, Bill.
Thank you buddy! This means a lot! :-)
It changed my life forever. This emotions. Itās like feeling love for the very first time! Itās so different and Iām so proud. I love you little one! Now and forever!
I'll try to give solid answers.
1) Sexuality?
2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
4) What do you think about most?
5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
7) What's your strangest talent?
8) Girls.... (finish the sentence); Boys.... (finish the sentence)
9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
11) Do you have any strange phobias?
12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
13) What's your religion?
14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
17) What was the last lie you told?
18) Do you believe in karma?
19) What does your URL mean?
20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
21) Who is your celebrity crush?
22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
23) How do you vent your anger?
24) Do you have a collection of anything?
25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
28) What's your biggest "what if"?
29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.
31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
36) Define Art.
37) Do you believe in luck?
38) What's the weather like right now?
39) What time is it?
40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
41) What was the last book you read?
42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
43) Do you have any nicknames?
44) What was the last movie you saw?
45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
48) What's your sexual orientation?
49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
50) Do you believe in magic?
51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
52) What is your astrological sign?
53) Do you save money or spend it?
54) What's the last thing you purchased?
55) Love or lust?
56) In a relationship?
57) How many relationships have you had?
58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
59) Where were you yesterday?
60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
61) Are you wearing socks right now?
62) What's your favorite animal?
63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
64) Where is your best friend?
65) Spit or swallow?(;
66) What is your heritage?
67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
72) You are at the doctorās office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?
73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?
76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
77) How can I win your heart?
78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
80) What size shoes do you wear?
81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
82) What is your favorite word?
83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
84) What is a saying you say a lot?
85) What's the last song you listened to?
86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
87) What is your current desktop picture?
88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
98) Ever been on a plane?
99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
Any time now! Nothing more nerve wrecking, than waitingĀ for the first contractions... or smth else to happen!
Iām not a giiirl, not yeet a woooman! All I neeeed is tiime, a moment that is miiine, whiiiile Iām iin beetweeennā¦you started this! *hits him with the pillow playfully* Can you imagine that she really get the baby backstage?? That would be fucking awesome!! Like first Tokio Hotel baby would be born backstage at my solo promotion! *talks all excited* Aw you think he will be dancing? How cute would that be, hm? *leans his head to the side, but then jumps a little quickly* JA! I want to touch! Iāve never done that and Iām curious how it feels!
Do you really want all the blood and bodily fluids in the backstage area? Not to talk about all the screams full of pain? *chuckles a little about the thought* Besides Iām not sure if Lini wants the whole stuff to seeā¦.. herā¦. lady parts. The baby is really active. Especially when itās loud or Lini goes to bed! *smiles about Billās excitement* When you lay your hands on her belly, you can feel the tiny feets kicking on your palms. Itās quite magical!
Noo!! Donāt touch me Iāll stop singing just ⦠donāt!! *squeals while laughing* So he is the night owl already? He knows when itās the best time to be alive! *chuckles excitedly* Now I really canāt wait to feel those little kicks, I bet it feels damn cute!Ā
Yeah youāre already his rolemodel Bill. Heās already wearing Dior in there. *chuckles about his own joke* Itās hard for Lini to sleep these times. The little guy didnāt sleep before 3 am. Ufortunately there is nothing we can do about that. You can feel it soon. *smiles at the songster*
Ehmā¦you need to promise you wonāt get mad at me, not himā¦Becauseā¦by the time we were togetherā¦he *grabs the cigarette out of the pack and lights one, inhaling deeply* he was with Kathy on the other hand and Iā¦*inhales slowly* I was okay with thatā¦
Wait ⦠wait ⦠waitā¦.*makes a wild gesture* do you meanā¦. he was together with Kathy as well and you were okay with it? God it is a wrong time to quit smoking! *stares at the songster shocked* You and Kathy shared him? Like you were his mistress? Okay ⦠I donāt know if Iām mad or impressed! How could that even work? Did he spend the days with her and the nights with you?
*nods quickly* It worked ehmā¦well, you see where are we nowā¦*chuckles a bit, inhales the smoke once again deeply* Like we didnāt plan any of this, it just happendā¦in New Yorkā¦like a long time ago, but we were like okay it happend but now we have to forget about it because we canāt be together like that, but, wellā¦we didnāt forget because it kept happeningā¦*peeks at his friend now, trying to read from his face, weather it was mad at him or not*
Iām not sure if Iām mad at you⦠for selling yourself below value or about Alex for not seeing how amazing you are! How could he choose Kathy over you? *feels like trapped in a bad horror movie* Iām a really horribe friend, for not seeing your pain, And youāre really still in love with him? *gives the songster his phone back* this is really hard. I wish you two could be together!Ā
Go ahead and be mad at me, my mom almost killed me when I told her and I understand, I would probably react exactly the same and itās also my fault because I knew from the beginning what I was getting intoā¦soā¦*shrugs* I amā¦sadly Iām still not over him, because it was such a big love, you know? But go ahead, hit me if you want! *chuckles and covers his face, just in case, after putting his phone on the couch next to him* I wish the same, but itās over so I have to move on, right?Ā
I can understand that. I know your mom and you both are her life. I remember how she cried after your car accident. *shakes his head, still not able to realise the meaning of Billās words* No I wonāt hit you now. I mean life fucked you badly enough, even without my help. You know Iām horrible in this kind of things. All the stuff with feelings and love arenāt necessarily my thing. I can only say this cliched sentence: Itās your life and your heart. You have to decide, what makes you happy. And if Alex makes you happy an youāre sure about this... you should fight for it.
{Hearing those words put such a huge smile on his face ; being in the moment where he just stares at his friend speachless, while his heart is filled with warmth and joy.}
It will be really strange not being behind you on stage! *looks at his friend in a curious way* You donāt start to cry now, do you?
{Squeaks loudly as his body jumps on the sitting spot a little.} Because he just wasnāt tired yet, donāt ask me how and why because I donāt understand that either! {Chuckles, glancing his eyes.} And he was bored, so instead of filling his time by checking the phone, he annoyed me. {Laughs because after all, he has to love his brother.} Sure we did, we even sleep in the same bed, what is wrong with that? {Asks like this is the most normal thing ever.} What I was trying to tell with the newborn word is, my body was so young so I could drink like ten shots of vodka and go straight to the interview! {Laughs.} And now, I drink water during the day, working for some hours and I come back to bed, more fucked up than ever. {Chuckles and lays down on his tummy, his hands flexed under his cheek, supporting his head.} Do it gently, please! {Peeks back at him.}
Of course itās nor problem when you both share a room, you know that, but you alsoknow how Tom can be. If he isnāt tired he gets annoying like hell. *chuckles while thinking about Tom and his fidgety type* You should take seperate rooms if you want to sleep. Do you remember the one night in our tourbus? *nods seriously* Billy if you fell better, I can say that you still look incredibly good! *reaches out both of his thumbs* You donāt look tired or exhausted. Professional like always! *looks down at the songster and rises an eyyebrow, before running his hands gently about the thin back, feeling every single rib* Why do I always get into the position of your personal butler Bill? *laughs a little, while massaging his friend* Is this good Milord?
Where am I?
@gustavkwschaefer Tom walked around the park with a weird feeling in his stomach. He was new to this place and didnāt know where to go. He walked carefully over to an older guy āexcuse me.. Do you know where we are? Iām new hereā he said and looked at him.
Gustav was sitting alone on a bench, enjoying the fresh air and being alone with his dog. Unfortunately the rascal escaped him, but he would come back. Like always. He was smoking his second cigarette, as he noticed the younger boy coming into his direction, with a lost expression on his face.Ā āYeah of course I know that. Weāre in the city park. Are you okay?ā, he asked back.Ā
āNo Iām not!ā He said upset and sat down on the bench with a sigh. āIām lost. I just moved here and I donāt know how to get home! I just know the half of my address so I canāt call a taxi and I donāt know the direction. I took a bus and suddenly was kicked off! Iām panicking because I donāt know where I am..ā He looked over at the male āIām Tom by the wayā he mumbled with a sigh.
āIām Gustav.ā Gustav smiled.Ā āTake a deep breath buddy. This city is tiny. Iāll help you to find home.ā He turned around his head, whisteling loud and short. A few second later a brown labrador appeard out of nowhere, laying his head on the blonds lap. Gustav petted him and made the lead around his chest.Ā āAnd this is Neo. So can you remember the number of the bus you take? Or the direction you came from?āĀ