i don't know when you last came back to this account, but i just remembered it and i'm looking at it again years later. sometimes i just cry when i think about you, but not for any reason that'd be expected.. i'm so sad that i don't know what's going on in your life. i don't know all the amazing successes you're having, and i don't know when you're having a hard time. i really want you to have a good life. i think you deserve it after everything you've been through. i came across your instagram a while back and i can't explain how overjoyed i was just at the fact that you're in college :') anyway, if you somehow do see this, i hope this doesn't sound incredibly creepy and stalkerish. i kind of.. want to keep in touch with you. and i've been considering it, but i'm worried that everyone in my life would freak out. but i dunno. maybe you'll hear from me soon :) wish you the best!!
ive just accidentally logged in2 this account for the first time in years
it's honestly just a relic full of things i cant remember at all. it's both confusing and comforting somehow
given that , i have no guesses for who this is, but i appreciate the kind words and i hope you are well
the nature of things are to float up and fall back down again, over and over. nothing's ever perfect but for the first time i am living. life's good only because i have fought hard for it to be, and that started with recognizing i deserve it. thank you for also acknowledging that even from the lens of knowing a me that no longer exists (but, everyone deserves it though. including you!)
