My Story - To The World - What is it like to fall in love with someone’s soul?
Dear you; may be looking for your love, may be in love, may be heartbroken,
here’s my story from the bottom of my soul. I’ll call you Juliette.
We were kids when we first met 7 years ago.
Juliette, 7 years ago were capable of building a very strong love. Even when we used to fight, we never hated on each other.
Juliette, trust me, when I look at him, I feel happy. My soul feels happy. I love his soul, me taking care of him, his smile when he’s not paying attention, his eyes when he’s looking at me, the way he tries to make me smile no matter what, everything.
But Juliette, I guess I was wrong. Strong love isn’t always enough. We are in a place that we can’t be in a relationship, neither normal friends. Maybe, because I know him too much, I can’t trust him to be my partner or depend on him. As for normal friends, I love him much more. We can’t go on, Juliette. Sometimes we get jealous, sometimes we fight. All I know that we love each other.
We fight every week and every time I think that ew shouldn’t be together. Maybe one day he’ll work it out that , maybe I was the best thing that everhappened to him and he took it for granted.
Juliette, he says he loves me. I know he does. But, what kind of love is that? Is that the kind of love when you kissed my neck when you were drunk and pleased me to forgive you, or is it the kind of love of a friend when you were in a relationship and loved her more than anything?
Are you talking to me when you’re drunk and exposing your inner love, or are you imagining her instead of me?
Juliette, I’m done trying to figure out. Maybe it was all my fault. I wanna leave. I wanna give myself another chance. If he loved me just the way I did, I would do anything and find every reason to stay.
But I can’t. I love him, but I want to give myself a new chance. A chance to give the same love for someone else. Yeah, I know that I’ll always feel that kind of happiness when I see him and I’ll always be sure of the strength of our love, but at least I’ll keep it to my soul.
What I learned, Juliette, is that we should keep moving on. Keep searching.
I hope I forget this strong love even if it wasn’t meant for a relationship. I hope, Juliette.
I need to hear that he still loves me, even in 10 years or 30. I want to be the girl that got away and will always have a place in his heart. I feel like I will never stop loving him because when I think back to when we were together, I only see the good memories. If I let him go, I will let time win and I will never do that because I believe that we had love that wasn’t affected by time.
I asked him to be just normal friends. I hope this goes well,Juliette.
Please Juliette, tell me anything, anything. After all, I’m only a girl who will turn 16 in 16 days.
