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[podcastwizard]

hey sorry it's just that i don't think i'm very good at being a person. thanks for letting me try with you, anyway.

[kosmogrl]

I will probably get through this just like I have gotten through everything before but I need to be really stressed and scared first

[dailycatsblog]

[maxxie-or-smth]

i wish i could go to sleep and never wake up ever ever ever but i'm not dead im just sleeping so no one is sad or anything silly like that

[kosmogrl]

not a good person but not a bad person either. I can be a bitch but I’m very kind too. I’ll just never be as kind as I wish I was, but also not as bad as I fear I am

[snapscube]

can you act like a grown fucking adult or is your brain just permanently stuck in arrested development. are there rocks imbedded in your fucking frontal cortex? embarrassing as fuck.

so which one of us is throwing a tantrum

[confirmation-roll]

I was wondering how Umistage was going to depict Lambda and Bernkastel laying on the bed yuri style and I was delighted to see that they decided to portray them as if they just got done fucking

[pjackk]

Yeah i dont think i can take any more madness/pain

[neomedievalist]

genuinely what did he fucking mean by this.

[neomedievalist]

important update: haurchefant got in fucking Trouble about this. like Political Trouble. because he was trying to buy me lingerie.

[anneapocalypse]

The sets you can obtain for "Cascadier Uniform Vouchers." For reference.

[pansyfemme]

sorry for displaying suicidal tendancies do you still think im hot

[mynorthernattitude]

til my self sabotage do us apart

[silenceheldme]

when its getting bad again but you can‘t talk to anybody about it so you lowkey just sit there and let your thoughts consume you

[questionable-method]

no but im so tired of how self-deprecation is always more accepted than self-advocacy. if i say i can't drive because im autistic i get questioned on how exactly that works and given a million suggestions on how to do it anyway and i look like im trying to be special so it's easier to just say im a loser. yeah i don't drive because im kind of a loser lmao. oh well. and people say lmao back and we move on. at worst they say "oh im sure you'll figure it out haha." but no interrogation!! being a loser is more respectable than being disabled. being a loser is something that doesn't make other people feel uncomfortable about their own biases. so no, no im not disabled. i don't struggle to keep friends and do the laundry and make quick trivial decisions and clean my room and brush my teeth because im autistic. it's because im a loser. it's my fault. it is what it is. at least im funny now. do you think im funny? please think im funny

[dragon-in-a-fez]

does the body ALWAYS have to keep the score? maybe we could just have a friendly game this time. maybe we can just have fun without putting numbers on it

[fairycosmos]

your problem is you think if you communicate with clarity and earnestness that people will actually understand you

[greelin]

[COMPLETELY LOVESICK VOICE] he is so strange. And off-putting

[catchymemes]