𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗮 𝗽𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱 𝘄𝗮𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗲𝗮𝘀𝘆 but that didn't stop you from trying. the truth is; you were always kind of a loser. you never fought for anything in your life. you simply took your Ls ＆ kept it pushin' with a goofy smile. but for the first time , 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗮 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝘁𝗼. it was like clockwork. you wake up , hatch up an escape plan , execute it ＆ then 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝗴𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸 𝗼𝘂𝘁𝘁𝗮 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲. you lost count after your 438th attempt but never the motivation to leave. you thought of her voice every waking second ＆ dreamt of her smile every night. 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗼𝗯𝘀𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝘃𝗲? 𝘄𝗲𝗶𝗿𝗱? you don't really know. this is your first ＆ only time ever being in love. when you finally made it out , things looked a little different , yeah , but your priority was to tell her 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗶𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗺𝗶𝘀𝘀 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲 --- you got held back. you would've turned the town upside down to find her ＆ part of you almost did , as exhausted as you were. then you considered -- maybe a lot of time has passed. maybe she's moved on. ＆ you might be a sucker for giving up 𝗮 𝗾𝘂𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲𝘀𝗽𝗮𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝘂𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗮𝗱 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱 through a dangerous locator spell but you'd never be able to live with yourself if you didn't try. now , you're not sure what kind of reaction she'd give you or even the one you'd give her. but when you locked eyes again; 𝗛𝗢𝗟𝗬 𝗦𝗛𝗜𝗧. your stomach was in knots , your face flushed ＆ heart was beating so hard you thought you were about to go into 𝗰𝗮𝗿𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗰 𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁. you were in such a state of shock that you could barely react to 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗹𝗲𝗳𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗲𝗸 ＆ given her vampiric strength you already assume she's left a handprint on your face. did that bother you though? no. there was something a lot more pressing. at this very moment is when you realized that 𝘀𝗽𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗴𝗼𝗱 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄𝘀 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗹𝗼𝗻𝗴 in a prison world , then nearly selling your soul only to be met with a wicked slap to the face ＆ hard shoves didn't come close to 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵 𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗮𝗻𝗴𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗮𝗱𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀. your resolve crumbles , your happy-go-lucky resting face is nowhere to be seen. you look as defeated as you feel. ＆ despite it all , as though it were an instinct , your arms close around her ＆ you cradle the back of her head with a large hand. ‘ 𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴… ’ so maybe you're trembling a bit. this is new to you. you swallow thickly , breathing a little more shallow than before. ‘ 𝘷𝘢𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢, 𝘪'𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺. 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 - ’ you squeeze a little tighter , involuntarily , but she's tougher than you in every way possible -- she can handle it. ‘ 𝘐 - 𝘐 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵.. 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘮𝘦. ’ you rest your chin atop her crown , voice barely above a whisper. ‘ 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦… ’
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