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my kink is fictional couples protecting each other not because one is ‘weaker’ (ie the female character) but because they’re both completely equal and their first instinct is to protect each other

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@krakendraken

#trashboys #BOY IF THIS AINT THEM

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#music #mindspace #still devout af #this goes through his head more often than one might think

My face blew up at such a casual sight The smattered colors of ecstatic fright The rush above me to oblivion Outlining wet sidewalks in halogen Oh have you ever felt so goddamn strong How come it takes some people so damn long He tried to squeeze the lemon juice to rain The citrus drawing out the scene in stains Watch the basin drain As your life lines wane And you cant explain As your friends complain You've caused all this pain And you proudly shame Your whole family’s name Let this be our little secret No one needs to know were feeling Higher and higher and higher Higher and higher and higher But I feel alive and I feel it in me Up and up I keep on climbing Higher and higher and higher Higher and higher and higher Mother I can tell what you've been thinking Staring at the stars on your ceiling Thinking once there was a power that you were wielding And now I've hit the mark Stabbing at the dark And I cannot help but ignore the people staring at my scars

#music

gusty

#mindspace

It was only last June When her old man ran away She couldn't stop crying 'Cause she knew he was gone to stay It was ten thirty-five on a lonely Friday night She was standin' by the bar, She was lookin' alright, yeah I asked if she wanted to dance And she said all she wanted was a good man And wanted to know If I thought I was qualified, yeah And I said, baby, don't waste your time I know what's on your mind I may be qualified for a one night stand But I could never take the place of your man

#music #seriously stop trying to tame him #he's not your manic pixie dream husbando #it's not gonna work #except for you #you know who you are #because you don't try to make him something he's not

And the last shall be... First to the curb with the mad cow meat Face in the bars of a regular cell When he woke up high in collectible hell Boom town kid who was taught by the binge That a man who expire with the most shit win That's warpy American nonsense penned by the rich Not a routine friend in a pinch Still not used to the stench How it throws off otherwise lucid events In the case the afraid observer I got a Pro-Keds box full of layman's terms It goes, "Hey! Peace! Pray for the plagued! Major relief and capacious rains." But just 'cause I don't want to war with you It don't mean go warm up the barbecue I'm like, "Pardon you!" Sawed off limit My high noon is a quick little minute I don't wanna spend it sitting with a critic Who simply isn't gonna ever really get it This HQ is alive and alone No driveway, no sign of a home No dial tone, no line for the phone No "World's Tiniest Violin Song" And I might just lie to 'em all Lie in the morgue with a deep breath hiding and bored; Fighting a smile, highly annoyed When the timing is right I will rise and record Call for the monster beats And Blockhead got animal drums, like he's Doctor Teeth It goes red light, green light, one, two, three One large coffee, fuck you, peace T-A-K-E N-O P-R-I-S-O-N-E-R-S T-A-K-E N-O P-R-I-S-O-N-E-R-S

#music #mindspace

timbllr

#mindspace #aesthetic

joner

me, laying on top of my significant other: hey

actuallyclintbarton

me, from underneath my significant other: *wheeze* what’s up?

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@krakendraken

#this them

bnmxfld

David Foster Wallace / Infinite Jest

#mindspace

When you write about seclusion and some buyers finally tune in You get frightened finding happiness can drive away the movement in a jiffy Just eat your food and keep the future iffy That fruition's for the viewers who need a loser to pity Plus an underlying message of a greater disconnection God forbid he try to live or gain momentum Mend or pay his penance You'd rather see him eat a bowl of mouse traps Surf a thousand couches Take a jagged little down the hatch Chowderheads I know you love the way the failure flounder Maybe I could be your daily downer If his brain left his body and was headed for the door Would you take it in and help it find its way into a jar? Nope? Fuck it, let him hop around a maze We can see who's really lost when the schadenfreude fades

#music #Hadrian @ basically everyone

cinderbloom

Ask my character!

Is it easier for you to remember names or faces?

How easy is it for you to say you’re sorry?

What fact about you do you prefer to keep secret?

If someone tried to blackmail you how easy or difficult would it be? What would you do?

Is there anyone whose forgiveness you desire? For what?

How do you practice self care?

What’s holding you back from doing what you really want to do?

What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?

What kind of first impression do you tend to make on people?

What is a mistake people tend to make when judging you?

How do you get others to work or cooperate with you?

What are three things that motivate you in life?

In terms of romantic relationships, what’s your type?

What do you find most charming in others?

How do you show others you’re fond of them?

If you found out someone was secretly in love with you, how would you react? What if they were a close friend?

What would embarrass you?

What would make you proud?

Is there anything that can get a smile out of you, no matter how sad or upset you are?

Is there anything that will always make you angry or upset?

What are three things that could motivate you to violence?

What are three things that could motivate you to kill?

Would you say you’re cynical or hopeful?

How do you feel about the concepts of fate and destiny?

What physical symptoms do you experience when you’re angry? Scared?

How easily do you get bored? How do you respond to boredom?

What do you find most relaxing?

How do you relieve stress?

When are you most confident?

What activity do you find most exhausting (physically or mentally)?

Who has made the most positive impact on your life? Why?

Who has made the most negative impact on your life? Why?

What was your last nightmare?

What do you daydream about?

What does your bedroom look like?

What do you keep on your bedside table?

What do you keep in your desk drawer?

What do you think about when you’re trying to fall asleep?

What hurt will you never forgive?

What did your parents say to you that will always echo in your ears?

Given the chance to change one thing from your past, what would it be?

What’s the biggest lie you’ve ever told?

What’s the worst thing you’ve ever done?

Have you ever been arrested, and if so what was it for?

Have you ever struck someone in anger? Did you regret it later?

Have you ever deliberately set out to emotionally hurt someone?

What was the most cruel and hurtful thing you’ve ever done to someone?

Have you ever watched someone die?

Is there anyone you miss a lot?

What memory are you most fond of?

If you came home and saw blood on your floor, what would be your first reaction/thought?

You witness someone get run over and they’re severely injured. There’s no one else around. Would you help them?

What would you do if you could live a day without consequences?

If you could only solve one world problem (hunger, poverty, war, or disease) which would you choose?

How would you like to make this world a better place?

A stray cat (or dog) shows up on your doorstep several days in a row. It appears to have no home. What would you do?

If a close friend told you they had a mental illness, how would you react?

If you had to choose between wealth or immortality, which would you choose? Why?

What might tempt or persuade you to violate your moral beliefs?

Which is better: Love or Wealth?

Is it better to be rich or powerful?

If your estranged family member asked for reconciliation on their deathbed what would you do?

What would you do if you found out a coworker couldn’t afford food? Or shelter?

Which would you choose: a lucrative job or a steady one? Why?

What’s the difference between living and existing?

What does it mean to die well?

What is the most important rule to live by?

In a fight is it better to keep your head and wait for opportune moments OR go at it w everything you’ve got?

If you could give your past self one piece of advice, what would it be?

As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?

What book did you read over and over again as a child?

What is your most vivid memory from your childhood?

What did your childhood bedroom look like?

#prompts

Call me morbid, call me pale I've spent six years on your trail Six long years on your trail Call me morbid, call me pale I've spent six years on your trail Six full years of my life on your trail And if you have five seconds to spare Then I'll tell you the story of my life: Sixteen, clumsy and shy I went to London and I I booked myself in at the Y.W.C.A. I said I like it here, can I stay? I like it here, can I stay? And do you have a vacancy for a back-scrubber?

#music #he's literally half a person #wandering #missing the other half of himself #just stumbling through life ever since #Castor