Vicki

Hello She/her

[haevan20]

HEYYY

INTRO POST

I’m looking for some queer friends just to chat with and finally relate to someone and hopefully build a community 😝

A little about me im a teen so looking for friends between 15-17 I LOVE heartstopper and Billie Eilish with my whole heart, my favourite character is probably Tori or Nick cause they’re so relatable. I’m still trying to figure out my sexuality but I’m pretty sure I’m pan oh well 🤷‍♀️

I’ve made a community on here and we can have groups to just chat in and post random stuff have fun just let me know in the comments if you’d like to join it’s totally 100% friendly no bad vibes and it’s open to absolutely anyone between 15-17 no creepy shit pls. I don’t care about ur sexuality or gender everyone’s human 😁 so let me know in the comments if ud like to be added to the community or u could request ✌️

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Heartstopper/solitaire fan?? :00 hello!

Yes of course

[haevan20]

WHAT MORE COULD U ASK FORRR !!

Does anyone else agree that Tori and Micheal have the type of friendship u absolutely envy!! Like come on no judgment no questioning each others sanity just two humans doing what most humans can’t do best, purely exist and be somewhat happy in their own way 😭

All I want is some friends like this like literally no judgment or anything and people who don’t look at me funny after saying something so gay its cringy 🥹 pls go see my pinned post if ur interested in being friends IM A MINORRR 15-17!!!

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I’m getting heartstopper volume 5 for Christmas 🤩 I MORE DAY TILL I CAN READ IT!!! I’m sooooo excited but super scared at the same time- I haven’t posted in a while cause people were posting spoilers 😩

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Just casually up at 3 in the morning re-watching heartstopper for god knows how many time HELP ME 😭🍂

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Charlie being happy just makes me soooo happy he deserves to be the happiest I love him so much and I love that he’s recovering I’m so proud 🥺

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Sometimes I stay up late wondering what Charlie was like before the bullying, I like to imagine he was happy and loved life and everything was perfect. I think Charlie really shows us the effects of peoples words they absolutely ruined him, they destroyed him piece by piece till they felt satisfied that he knew how ‘disgusting’ he was. Nick shows us that simple kindness towards a person can really change heaps but at the end of the day ‘love can’t cure a mental illness’. Charlie needed someone more than ever and he got Nick but he was traumatised and left with the feeling he wasn’t good enough and according to B*n H*pe no one could love him but Nick loved Charlie more than humanly possible. Sometimes u just have to find the right person and Charlie helped Nick too and I’ll talk about that in the next post.

I’ve also mentioned in a previous post how people really can help each other like in Solitaire Tori and Michael are each other’s savers and they kept each other alive. I was so afraid Charlie was going to get worse than he has ever but when I realised the type of love him and Nick had I had faith. Charlie really is incredible even if he isn’t a real person he’s real hope for people who haven’t found their Nick Nelson but the real hero is Alice Oseman 🍂

Should I talk about Nick and Charlie audiobook? My ask me box is open for chats and post ideas bye x

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SOLITAIRE NEEDS A COMIC BOOK!!

Ever since reading solitaire it has been by far my favourite Alice oseman book but I haven’t read them all yet so I can’t really go that far but IK it needs a comic book, I feel like like the descriptions are absolutely amazing but we could get the whole experience with a comic book and every side of the emotions. Pls tell me someone agrees

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I love how at the end of solitaire Michael and Tori realised how much they truely needed each other, Tori thought the whole friendship was just Michael trying to save her but she didn’t realise Micheal needed her to save him because he was angry and alone and unable to make friends because of what people had heard about him but Tori didn’t care about what others said she wanted to know Michael from her eyes and in the end they were just two almost dead teens desperately searching for something that made the world make sense and be worth something. And I just noticed on the cover it says this is not a love story but in the end Tori feels love for the first time properly with Michael and when it came to her brother she even manages to tell Charlie she loves him

I think solitaire is such an amazing book 100000/10 i highly recommend I love how Alice put the whole thing together and really spoke for every lost teen. Message me some more book recommendations pls xx

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No one properly talks about Tori. The pain she feels in solitaire and how it feels like everything and every friendship she ever made is ending and how no one cares, she feels like she can’t do anything she just watches as everything crashes. Her thoughts start to consume her without warning and she feels like she couldn’t save Charlie so she has to save someone else but she doesn’t realise everyone is trying to save her because she’s “dead” just like Lucas had said he saw her the first day he went to Higgs. But she doesn’t want help but Michael Holden was her chance