Warnings: Unplanned pregnancy, rejection, mental abuse, confusion in relationships, Smut, Unplanned Pregnancy, Depression, separation in family, twin brother’s are a pain, A baby daddy, A baby momma, idiotic decisions, regret in the past.
Will add more later on in the story.
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Don’t do it everyone knows he isn’t real when I comes to relationships
He all fuck but no love..
Some can even say he’s worse than his brother
(Y/N) (L/N) is determined to get into a top university to achieve her goals. She is and organised second year student. She was the perfect student. What could go wrong?
Nothing of course is what one would say however when the long overdue consequences of a decision that was made finally blew up in a big surprise.
A screaming bloody small human popped out..
W-What happened (Y/N).. Why didn’t you tell me?
I didn’t know that thing was inside my body.
What now?
She refused to looked at the small child instead felt a sense of dread filled with pain from just apparently going into labor.
How did this happen?
She didn’t even have a stomach to indicate she was pregnant.
“I don’t want that thing near me! I’ll never love that disgusting abomination. A mistake that should have never existed.”
I’ll never be a mother to it.
Follow (Y/N) who is beyond confused with her life at the moment on top of that her baby daddy is a stupid jock. ▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂
Material List Coming July 9th!
1. Totally Different
2. The Miya Twins
3. Can’t Forget
4. A Few Questions
5. I Don’t Want It
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Will add more soon.
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A/N: I held up on the angst, it was supposed to be a lot worse, but you know, maybe I should've gone with full angst...anyway... hope you enjoy tho! English is not my first language, so I apologize for any grammatical error :))) THERE WILL BE A PART 3, you better believe we ain't forgiving like that!
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[Part 1. 'Lost']
Osamu passed the entire night numb sitting in the middle of the bed you two just made love in, his head resting on his hands, his eyes empty, swollen and red from crying, he couldn’t feel anything, just his thoughts going over and over, his head filled with different memories trying to be pieced together under a new view.
A view where you looked at him with more than caring eyes, where he now could see the longing in yours when he was with his ex wife, the mood changing and you running away when he presented her as his girlfriend, often zoning out, trying to keep minimal interactions. He remembered how you bailed out on his wedding day.
He laughed bitterly at the way he must have made you feel to even ask you to be there for him, to see him get married to someone else, he was even mad at you for a second that day, wanting and needing you there sometimes more than his wife.
It was a laugh that soon turned into a cry, a sobbing mess, as his hands went to rub his burning eyes, his hands going then to grip the roots of his hair, hatred and sadness filled him towards himself.
How could he ignore that? You were there from the beginning, treating him always, putting him before anyone else and yet he couldn’t still see you or be enough of a good friend to see that you were suffering. It was so goddamned obvious how you looked down whenever he did anything for her.
The way you cried when he told you he proposed to her, wasn’t from happiness like you said it was, right? It was from pain and hurt, the biggest rejection you could ever face, the moment you must have evaluated to completely end your friendship.
He hated himself for doing what he did today, for being so caught up in his own sexual desire and need to involve you in it but there wasn’t someone else he wanted at that moment, not considering your feelings and expecting for nothing to change in between you two.
You were right, nothing could have not changed. He felt so good when you were making love, the way he kissed you and marked you were so natural, were a reflex for him, the way your body felt against his was heavenly, he wanted to lay more on the top of your back, his head resting in the crook of your neck and taking in your sweet scent that were his personal favorite fragrance.
He could not look at you though. He knew how selfish he was, how he had dangerously fucked up everything, and on top of all everything felt so different and scary, it was the habit of being with his ex wife that shifted everything, he had been with her for seven years, he felt wrong to go out of that routine.
He had puppy love, his ex wife confessed to him in high school and he accepted, after that everything was just to meet everyone’s else's expectations. Hoping their love to last forever, the two goody shoes girl and the volleyball player, one of the most beautiful girls in the school and one of the most popular. Everything was just cliche.
But he went along with it. After years together everything was just normal, he loved his wife but for him there was never the butterflies in his stomach, the throbbing of his heart, the sparks during the wedding kiss when he was sealing his own lifetime vows.
Everything shattered when the perfect life everyone was dreaming for them broke the perfect pattern, his wife did not want kids. She refused to get off pills and pressured him to use condoms even more after everyone began asking about future children. They were 25, they were young they said, but Osamu really craved a family, he wanted children but nothing ever came up with his ex wife. He expressed to her his wish to have a large family. But there was no truce, no peace, just her asking for a divorce. Osamu felt like he failed but not hurt.
Maybe he loved her but he was never in love with her.
You on the other hand, you were just you. There for him, being the most supportive friend ever, there was never one day where he would go without questioning something about you. After he had gotten married, you two distanced yourselves.
And even though he knew exactly why, he was bothered by it, so he involved you in everything he could, the preparations for his restaurant, designing the interior, the menus, to try the new recipes he came up with.
You were there every single second that he never thought of anything else, of being more, you were there and that just made him happy enough. He knew and believed that no matter what, you would never disappear, he feared for you to disappear, to leave him just like you did today.
You’ve always been the best part of him.
He could not lose you. Not you.
His entire thought process, his empty eyes were so much that he missed the way two men made their way into his room. Too caught up in his own faults.
“‘samu? ‘samu?!” Atsumu’s voice filled the room that still reeked of sex, slapping him in the back of his head to make him react. Osamu lifted his head up and the playfulness in Atsumu and the indifference in Rin completely washed off.
“Bro, what happened? Why did you call us?” The blonde asked, his tone full of worry for his twin.
Osamu’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion. When did he call them? He didn’t know but he didn’t remember how he reached the bed either so it was fair to say he did call them.
“Atsumu, maybe we should call Y/N, she knows how to deal with emotions more than us, and he looks like he needs that.” Rin said, taking out his phone but was snatched away by Osamu as he got up, taking a few steps forward and giving his back to them.
“She won’t come. She does not want to see me anymore.” Osamu said, his voice empty of any feeling or emotions, cold and dead reflecting the way he looked.
“Huh?” Atsumu asked confused, as he started to look around the room as well as Rin, they took in the condition then they saw your pajama t-shirt at the feet of the bed, the sheets falling off, Osamu’s underwear on the ground, there was an obvious wet spot on the bed and when they finally looked back at him, as his shoulder kept shaking, they saw the scratches on his back.
“Osamu? What did you do?” Rin asked breathlessly, trying to stay calm and collected.
But Atsumu was on another page. He walked to him, turning him around harshly, walking till his back hit the wall and looked directly into his eyes.
“She… no, she would never make a move on you… you’re the one who did… why?” He kept trying to find an answer himself in his eyes but couldn’t see anything beyond the walls of water that were building on the surface.
“You knew?” Osamu whispered out with a broken voice, desperate and disappointed while Atsumu left his shoulders. “You two knew she loved me this entire time.” He was the one that started to walk forward, making them both stumble back.
His fists taking his brother’s jacket. “You knew and you never told me anything!?!” He yelled in his face.
But Atsumu was pissed as well, so he shoved him away. “Oh, fuck off ‘samu. It was so obvious, she looked at you like you were her damn world. We even tried to make you jealous to see if you were ever going to react some other way than just shrugging her away. It’s not our fault you are so dense and so fucking blind!” He yelled back.
He sighed, rubbing a hand on his face. “Atsumu, let's go.” Rin said, passing by Osamu getting his phone back, the blonde following behind as the last dark haired man followed confused. “Where are you going now?”
“To make sure our friend is okay, and there is still something left to pick up for her.” Rin said, walking out, without ever looking back.
Atsumu, instead, couldn't. That was his brother that was crying, he was suffering for the both of them. “Pick yourself up, ‘samu. You knew that sooner or later she would have moved on with her life, your illusion of keeping her beside you was just that, an illusion. You need to learn to live on your own. She loves you, she wouldn’t like to see you like this.” Atsumu said to his twin, giving him a weak smile before shutting the door behind him.
Osamu ended up back in his bed, he didn’t feel so distraught not even when he finalized his marriage and that fairytale he was living was done.
His brother was right, he didn’t know how to live on his own, there was always someone who he knew would always have his back.
He started to sort out his feelings, that’s the best place he could start off.
Three months later.
Osamu was in Tokyo, going through a couple of new places where he planned on opening a second restaurant.
Life had not been weirder or harder for him. He wanted to call you and share with you all his new accomplishments, hear your voice that would support him and be happy for him, hug him with all your force and celebrate.
But you were still not there, in these three months, he had not once had a single news of you, even though he knew his brother and his best friend were still in contact with you, the most they would say is to not ask or that you were good but never going into details.
It took him weeks to fairly identify his own feelings, he had been living in a certain way for so long that any other option or change in the already made reality felt wrong and something he could not accept.
To find himself realize that he may have loved you all along but was never ready to admit it was extremely overwhelming, the fact that if he thought for himself and maybe followed his own expectations instead of others, the two of you could have gotten together before, maybe have your family already, maybe and most likely you were going to be the beautiful woman under the veil in his wedding.
He would have married his lover and best friend.
He had tried to call you but after the first week of non stop calls, his number was blocked, that did not stop him, leaving messages for you, communicating every big event that happened, apologizing every now and then.
He knew he always loved you, he just did not know which way he did, it was something that was never supposed to end no matter what. He would have never let go of you.
Now he was thinking about you once again as he was in line to order a coffee after another round of location scouting. His thoughts interrupted when he heard your name being called out loud. His heart dropped at the pit of his stomach when he looked up and saw you were there.
As you met eyes together, time seemed to have stopped. Both of your figures freezing, only moved by the customer behind you that wanted to pass by. Osamu ran to you in a second.
“Y/N, please, let’s just talk for a moment. Ten minutes, I beg you.” He asked cupping both of your cheeks with his hands, your entire being melting under his touch. Your eyes welling up with tears almost immediately, as you nodded.
“I’ll sit there while you take what you have to.” You whispered to him with a hoarse voice.
Osamu nodded, resuming his place in the line, he followed your figure to the table, his entire demeanor changing, he was impatient, he had not seen you in so long. But as happy as he was to see you, he also took in your appearance, the bags under your eyes, you had lost weight, there was also a change in your overall presence, it was still warm but something was off.
As soon as he got his coffee, he walked up to you, sitting in the seat in front of you, but your eyes were set on the table, your fingers playing with the little empty packets of sugar.
“How have you been?” He managed to say, clearing his throat, his fingers playing with the end of his sleeve.
“I- I…” You let out a deep breath. “I’ve been better.” You simply said, Osamu nodded. “Why are you in Tokyo, did you finally manage to open that second restaurant?” You asked, and your soft words let a smile appear on his face, you knew, obviously you knew. He spent nights talking to you about his dreams.
“I did. I’m scouting a few places today.” He said softly, he took a deep breath before speaking up again. “Y/N, I really want to apologize… for everything, and I miss you a lot, I miss you everyday, I can’t keep on going without having you in my life.”
Tears welled up in your eyes. “I love you, Y/N, I should have realized it sooner. I’m sorry for being so late, for giving you the wrong reaction that night, I love you Y/N.” He said and the tears started rolling down with no stopping.
“You d-don’t.” You sobbed out, shaking your head, you were settling into the reality of finally being over him, of trying to move on and nothing could happen if this was going to be his response. “I do, I can’t see my life without you, I never could and have always loved you, I just didn’t know it was more than what it was. Please. I’m just asking you for forgiveness, let’s start over-”
“I don’t think we can.” You said brushing away your tears with the tissues, standing up, not really ready to see his reaction for what had happened, for why things could never go back the way they were.
He stood up as well, towering over you, his eyes becoming glassy. “Why not? Please tell me, because I would do anything to fix us. Please.” He asked, your lips quivered.
“Osamu… I had a miscarriage.” You said looking up at him, the tears already out on his cheeks, he felt himself going numb, ‘your child together?’. “I was under some stress when I moved here a month ago and he couldn’t make it.” You said looking down on the ground.
He?
Osamu gulped down his sobs, wrapping his arms around your shoulders, engulfing your figure, providing you with his warmth and support, kissing the top of your head as you cried against his chest. You started to mutter little apologies for the baby not making it.
“Calm down, love. I’m here, I’m here. I’ll always be here, I promise.” He whispered in your ear, trying to make you calm down as much as he could. That was the only thing you wanted, for him to be there with you.
His heart shattering, things really could have gone differently if he found out about his own feelings earlier, neither of you would be hurt, you wouldn’t be suffering.
A child together? That is what he had been dreaming of in the last month, for this to be a sign, maybe his baby was the one visiting in his dreams. He held you tightly at the pain he was feeling in his chest that could only be placated by you.
He would never let go of you after this, he would never let you go through it alone, he will be there and help you heal from this trauma, he wanted to be there for you just like you were there for him all these years.
He had reached the point where he knew you were the love of his life, his best friend and partner, how could he go on living without you another second?
“What do you want to do? I’ll be here for you if you want. We can start over together, I promise, I’ll make sure you’ll be happy for the rest of your life, we’ll get married, buy a house, have a family, everything. Just tell me you want the same thing.” His voice cracked as he said the last sentence.
“‘samu promise, not to hurt me anymore, please, I need you but I don’t want to hurt anymore.” You begged into his chest, your fingers wrinkling his t-shirt.
It’s annoying how Atsumu always gets to be the one to hurt (Y/N) first well how about we turn things around huh?
Exactly 11 months and 24 days.
Since Atsumu hadn’t heard from his ex fiancé.
Yes he had been counting and honestly he felt hurt that she didn’t even try to once get in contact with him.
He took his phone out still having her contact which he couldn’t bring himself to delete
He looked at Sana his ex fiancé’s former best friend.
“Tsumu what’s wrong?”
“Nothing I’m just a tad bit confused at the fact that (Y/N) hasn’t done anything to get in between us.”
“Were you expecting her to?”
He nodded.
“She was so in love with me so I figu-”
“Pfft.”
He looked at her a bit confused.
(Did she really just laugh?)
“Sorry I didn’t mean to laugh it’s just she’s to slow and weak to even think about that.”
(Not that she would in fact she planned everything behind your back idiot)
Atsumu frowned.
“She isn’t weak.”
(Oh I know you fool)
Sana knew and couldn’t help but laugh at the pathetic love sick former fuck boy.
“Forget about her Instead let’s go get some cake since it’s our anniversary!”
“Cake?”
Yeah silly!
“Chocolate cake your favorite!”
She didn’t know that chocolate cake was his least favorite.
(Y/N) knew.
In fact she probably knew him more than anyone.
Wait why was he thinking about the woman he abandoned who he didn’t love anymore?
She was so madly in love with him that he got bored and when her appearance began to change she was even less appealing.
He knows he doesn’t regret cheating on that ugly woman
However deep down he knew he fucked up bad.
He’s just been waiting for her to come back to him saving him from his regret and false love.
He’s gonna wait for the woman he loves and will continue to love.
That was his secret.
A secret he tried pushing at the back of his head to he could be happy with sana but the thought kept growing little by little.
Meanwhile
“Samu look how cute he is.”
They stared at the little boy with light grey eyes and (H/C).
He was a complete mixture of his parents.
“Aboo.”
“He’s absolutely the cutest thing ever samu.”
“Of course darlin’ he’s our son.”
He looked at the little boy in the stroller who gave his father with a toothless smile.
“Hey bub how are ya today?”
Osamu kissed his son’s cheek then then stared at the (H/C) woman who he loved more than anything.
“I love ya (Y/N).”
He kissed her.
This was their secret.
Unknown to them a pair of eyes stared in disbelief and confusion.
“This is a joke right?”
He said shocked as he stared at his twin brother and ex fiancé kissing.
“(Y/N) and Samu?”
What shocked him more than anything was the baby in his brother’s arms.
How could they do this? No there must be a reason for this
He thought then glared.
“She’s using him because he looks like me is she that obsessed with me?”
“The brat can’t be mine because I hadn’t slept with her in over 9 months before we split up 11 months ago since I was with Sana.”
Yet the kid resembled him and his twin brother.
However when he saw the brats eyes he instantly knew that wasn’t his or just some random fling she probably tried to sleep with to make him jealous oh how he wished that could be it.
But to his horror.
The little boy had all to familiar grey unique eyes.
“My own twin brother..”
He turned around to shocked and heartbroken.
“She was pregnant when I left her wasn’t she..”
“That’s why she was getting big.”
Her mood swings and everything about her that was changing was this.
He couldn’t believe that the reason was because the child of his twin brother grew inside her.
He turned to glance at her and noticed her grin and smile
“One that she never gave me.”
Flashback
“I love ya (Y/N) will ya marry me?”
He said nervously and full of courage since the previous pep talk he had with his brother hours earlier.
She smiled but now unlike back then that smile seemed cold and fake compared to this one.
“I will!”
He grinned hugging her without realizing the frown she held staring at his twin brother who looked shattered and in pain.
They both were madly in love with eachother and atsumu was a drunken mistake he was the one in the way.
She never had eyes for him.
This was her secret.
Wasn’t she the one who was supposed to be in this situation? Wasn’t she the one who was supposed to hurt all those night she refused him and avoided his affection
Sana was his way of showing how desperately he wanted the (H/C) girl to notice and realize she truly loves him.
So why was she holding a child that resembles her and his twin brother.
“Maybe it was a mistake?!! No she wouldn’t be so happy.”
Come to think of it…
She never said I love you first.
Atsumu felt disgusted.
How many times had she brought his own brother and fucked him in the room that was supposed to be his and (Y/N)’s.
“How could she…”
The worst was to think all those times he asked Osamu for advice and telling him how much she meant to him only to realize his own twin brother who he trusted was fucking her behind his back..
That was his twin brother’s secret.
Another wave of pain hit him when he realized Sana was in on it to..
What did he do to deserve this?
All those flings he had including sana weren’t as big as this.
That was supposed to be him and her..
The child was supposed to have honey brown eyes and belonged to him and her… He was supposed to be his own child not his twin brothers brat.
It’s annoying how Atsumu always gets to be the one to hurt (Y/N) first well how about we turn things around huh?
Exactly 11 months and 24 days.
Since Atsumu hadn’t heard from his ex fiancé.
Yes he had been counting and honestly he felt hurt that she didn’t even try to once get in contact with him.
He took his phone out still having her contact which he couldn’t bring himself to delete
He looked at Sana his ex fiancé’s former best friend.
“Tsumu what’s wrong?”
“Nothing I’m just a tad bit confused at the fact that (Y/N) hasn’t done anything to get in between us.”
“Were you expecting her to?”
He nodded.
“She was so in love with me so I figu-”
“Pfft.”
He looked at her a bit confused.
(Did she really just laugh?)
“Sorry I didn’t mean to laugh it’s just she’s to slow and weak to even think about that.”
(Not that she would in fact she planned everything behind your back idiot)
Atsumu frowned.
“She isn’t weak.”
(Oh I know you fool)
Sana knew and couldn’t help but laugh at the pathetic love sick former fuck boy.
“Forget about her Instead let’s go get some cake since it’s our anniversary!”
“Cake?”
Yeah silly!
“Chocolate cake your favorite!”
She didn’t know that chocolate cake was his least favorite.
(Y/N) knew.
In fact she probably knew him more than anyone.
Wait why was he thinking about the woman he abandoned who he didn’t love anymore?
She was so madly in love with him that he got bored and when her appearance began to change she was even less appealing.
He knows he doesn’t regret cheating on that ugly woman
However deep down he knew he fucked up bad.
He’s just been waiting for her to come back to him saving him from his regret and false love.
He’s gonna wait for the woman he loves and will continue to love.
That was his secret.
A secret he tried pushing at the back of his head to he could be happy with sana but the thought kept growing little by little.
Meanwhile
“Samu look how cute he is.”
They stared at the little boy with light grey eyes and (H/C).
He was a complete mixture of his parents.
“Aboo.”
“He’s absolutely the cutest thing ever samu.”
“Of course darlin’ he’s our son.”
He looked at the little boy in the stroller who gave his father with a toothless smile.
“Hey bub how are ya today?”
Osamu kissed his son’s cheek then then stared at the (H/C) woman who he loved more than anything.
“I love ya (Y/N).”
He kissed her.
This was their secret.
Unknown to them a pair of eyes stared in disbelief and confusion.
“This is a joke right?”
He said shocked as he stared at his twin brother and ex fiancé kissing.
“(Y/N) and Samu?”
What shocked him more than anything was the baby in his brother’s arms.
How could they do this? No there must be a reason for this
He thought then glared.
“She’s using him because he looks like me is she that obsessed with me?”
“The brat can’t be mine because I hadn’t slept with her in over 9 months before we split up 11 months ago since I was with Sana.”
Yet the kid resembled him and his twin brother.
However when he saw the brats eyes he instantly knew that wasn’t his or just some random fling she probably tried to sleep with to make him jealous oh how he wished that could be it.
But to his horror.
The little boy had all to familiar grey unique eyes.
“My own twin brother..”
He turned around to shocked and heartbroken.
“She was pregnant when I left her wasn’t she..”
“That’s why she was getting big.”
Her mood swings and everything about her that was changing was this.
He couldn’t believe that the reason was because the child of his twin brother grew inside her.
He turned to glance at her and noticed her grin and smile
“One that she never gave me.”
Flashback
“I love ya (Y/N) will ya marry me?”
He said nervously and full of courage since the previous pep talk he had with his brother hours earlier.
She smiled but now unlike back then that smile seemed cold and fake compared to this one.
“I will!”
He grinned hugging her without realizing the frown she held staring at his twin brother who looked shattered and in pain.
They both were madly in love with eachother and atsumu was a drunken mistake he was the one in the way.
She never had eyes for him.
This was her secret.
Wasn’t she the one who was supposed to be in this situation? Wasn’t she the one who was supposed to hurt all those night she refused him and avoided his affection
Sana was his way of showing how desperately he wanted the (H/C) girl to notice and realize she truly loves him.
So why was she holding a child that resembles her and his twin brother.
“Maybe it was a mistake?!! No she wouldn’t be so happy.”
Come to think of it…
She never said I love you first.
Atsumu felt disgusted.
How many times had she brought his own brother and fucked him in the room that was supposed to be his and (Y/N)’s.
“How could she…”
The worst was to think all those times he asked Osamu for advice and telling him how much she meant to him only to realize his own twin brother who he trusted was fucking her behind his back..
That was his twin brother’s secret.
Another wave of pain hit him when he realized Sana was in on it to..
What did he do to deserve this?
All those flings he had including sana weren’t as big as this.
That was supposed to be him and her..
The child was supposed to have honey brown eyes and belonged to him and her… He was supposed to be his own child not his twin brothers brat.
He stared at her no longer feeling the effects he used to.
His heart no longer raced
His thoughts of her deceased
Instead his thoughts filled with another woman he had fallen in love with who was beautiful and slim and great at everything she does unlike his fiancé the woman he apparently loved.
“Guess I was wrong.”
He didn’t want this anymore..
He looked at her figure
No longer slim and gorgeous like the girl he met in high school
Her slim waist now holding a bump of fat.
Her beauty disappearing day by day.
She’s no longer his dream girl
Oh how he regrets the day he asked her to be his...
He’s disgusted at himself for leading her on.
He was done
He couldn’t stand her late nights of eating food and her disgusting fat cheeks that where once beautiful.
When he kissed her he wanted to push her away.
During their intimate nights which became less and less he often visualized the blonde slender beautiful woman who wasn’t officially considered his yet.
It was officially the day where he snapped no longer being able to take it.
“I think we should break up (Y/N).”
She looked at him lifeless and exhausted.
“Reason?”
“I’ve been cheating on ya and seeing someone else for over six months.”
“M’kay I noticed it already Atsumu.”
“What?”
Just like that without a single protest? Did she not love him?
“That’s all ya have to say?”
He said slightly hurt.
“It is oh and I’m sure my best friend is treating you right.”
“Ya knew huh.”
She sighed not bothering to hide the fact she was about to cry?
“I want ya gone before I get back in two days.”
“Whatever you say,”
This was his house after all.
She took her ring off a few months ago ever since he stopped wearing his.
This was his secret
.........
She sighed pushing her chair in walking to the room opening the last cabinet that held her clothes and packed up
She had been slowly packing for months and oh how she felt free.
She didn’t bother looking back at and left the keys closing the door.
Not a single tear fell.
That sad expression she held at the moment turned into one of relaxation and even a smile?
She was free from the guilt that was eating her alive.
She dialed a number
“Hey, he finally confessed he’s been seeing ya.”
(Y/N) smiled over the phone.
“Thanks bff I owe you so much for this.”
She ended the call then dialed another number
“We’re free.”
She spoke over the phone to someone
“Can you pick me up?”
“Ya have no idea how long I’ve been waiting for this day love.”
“Me to.”
........
The door opened which revealed a man wearing his work uniform along with a cap from the restaurant he owned.
“Samu.”
“Hey.”
“Don’t feel bad this was bound to happen sooner or later.”
She instantly ran into his arms hugging him
“Ya have to be careful don’t want ya hurting them.”
She grinned kissing his lips as he touched her stomach.
The secret they had both been hiding.
“Our baby has been restless and wanting to spend time with his dad.”
.........
During all those years of them together she had never loved Atsumu
To her he was always
The one in the way of her being with her lover
His own twin brother
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Warnings: Unplanned pregnancy, rejection, mental abuse, confusion in relationships, Smut, Unplanned Pregnancy, Depression, separation in family, twin brother’s are a pain, A baby daddy, A baby momma, idiotic decisions, regret in the past.
Will add more later on in the story.
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Don’t do it everyone knows he isn’t real when I comes to relationships
He all fuck but no love..
Some can even say he’s worse than his brother
(Y/N) (L/N) is determined to get into a top university to achieve her goals. She is and organised second year student. She was the perfect student. What could go wrong?
Nothing of course is what one would say however when the long overdue consequences of a decision that was made finally blew up in a big surprise.
A screaming bloody small human popped out..
W-What happened (Y/N).. Why didn’t you tell me?
I didn’t know that thing was inside my body.
What now?
She refused to looked at the small child instead felt a sense of dread filled with pain from just apparently going into labor.
How did this happen?
She didn’t even have a stomach to indicate she was pregnant.
“I don’t want that thing near me! I’ll never love that disgusting abomination. A mistake that should have never existed.”
I’ll never be a mother to it.
Follow (Y/N) who is beyond confused with her life at the moment on top of that her baby daddy is a stupid jock. ▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂
Material List Coming July 9th!
1. Totally Different
2. The Miya Twins
3. Can’t Forget
4. A Few Questions
5. I Don’t Want It
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7.
8.
9.
10.
Will add more soon.
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Warnings: Unplanned pregnancy, rejection, mental abuse, confusion in relationships, Smut, Unplanned Pregnancy, Depression, separation in family, twin brother’s are a pain, A baby daddy, A baby momma, idiotic decisions, regret in the past.
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Chapter 5: I Don’t Want It
“You’re ok sis!”
My sister said in English while my mom stood next to me with a worried expression and a bit confused.
W-What happened..”
You just had a baby so just rest ok?”
My mom said patting my head.
“Take a good rest alright we’ll talk about this later then you can meet her..”
“No I didn’t have a baby! That thing isn’t mine!”
Before I could say anything else everything went black.
I slowly opened my eyes looking at the unfamiliar surroundings realizing that I was in a hospital gown feeling numb from the east down but I’ll take this over that horrible stomach ache.
“You’re up daring.”
“Mom?”
She held a small bundle in her arms walking closer.
“I didn’t know I was pregnant mom.. I mean it I promise I never wanted this! Don’t be mad please.”
My mom didn’t take her eyes off the small bundle all she did was smile softly and then looked at me.
“Mom?”
“Here (Y/N) look it’s your daughter congratulations on becoming a mom to a baby girl.”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.
“No way in hell.”
I turned around not facing her and that thing.
“I don’t want it.”
My mom frowned.
“Don’t say that she’s your daughter.”
(You must be joking,)
“I don’t want that thing near me! Get it the hell away from me.”
As on the cue the baby cried while my mother frowned staring into the child’s eyes glistening with tears.
“WAAAAAH”
“Shut it up! Bad enough I have to deal with pain all over.”
I sighed annoyed.
“WAAAAAAAAH”
“Why won’t it stop crying ugh!”
I turned around sitting up while my mom tried to calm the infant down .
“Well you were out for about a day and your daughter she’s hungry and has to eat (Y/N) so you have to breast feed her.”
“What? Then Feed her!”
“Sigh, I’m not the mom you are.”
“Don’t say that! I will have that creature latch onto my boob!”
My mom rolled her eyes setting the baby on the bassinet and called the nurse.
A nurse walked in with a baby bottle.
“Then we’ll have no choice but to feed her with powdered milk since her mother’s breast milk is off limits.”
“Wait a minute.”
“You’re not feeding her that it gave me a rash as a baby. Won’t that be passed onto her?”
“It’s a possibility.”
I sighed.
“Fine I’ll feed her but use the breast pumper I don’t want to breast feed her.”
I nurse nodded.
….
“(Y/N) you’re awake!”
“Another headache.”
I mumbled.
“I brought food since hospital food is disgusting plus it’s your favorite!”
She set the food down then nothing the bundle is our moms arms.
“She’s not crying today and super calm!”
My sister squealed excitedly rushing noticing the little baby with the pacifier.
“She’s so ado-”
She stopped then looked at me shocked.
“Is something wrong Katherine?”
My mom asked while Katherine shook her head.
“No it’s just she’s got really beautiful eyes.”
My sister set the food down and turned around away from us.
“(Y/N), I’ll talk to you later okay? I-I’ve got homework.”
I looked at her confused.
(What’s up her behind?)
“Ok darling see you later!”
My mother said while my sister nodded awkwardly walking outside.
“Look at how happy your daughter is although what would make her even happier is if her mother were the one doing it.”
“Ugh.”
Don’t you want to hold your daughter?
“When are we putting that thing for adoption.”
My mother frowned.
“You’re not serious my going to do that right?”
I didn’t Answer.
“(Y/N), she’s your daughter and I promise when you hold her in your arms you’ll come to love her I know you wouldn’t be so cruel to give you child away I won’t let you make a mistake!”
I faced her angered finally snapping.
“WELL I HAVE A FUTURE AND THAT THING I NEVER WANTED IS IN THE WAY”
I yelled startling the baby who immediately let out a shrill cry.
“You scared her.”
My mom contorted the baby who slowly calmed down and finished drinking the milk.
“You know she’s calm as a baby I’m surprised you were a little gremlin. She certainly didn’t get that from you.”
I rolled my eyes and covered my head with the pillow.
“I’m serious mom I don’t want that thing in my life.”
(Y/N)’s mom didn’t ask any questions about the father yet because her daughter was already exhausted enough as it is so it should be a question for another day.
The baby girl finished her milk while Jessica decided to burp her.
Katherine walked to her car as soon as she got in she took out a picture smiling sadly.
“Hayato..”
She looked at the picture of a handsome older man who was next to her.
His beautiful grey eyes that matched his son’s.
“If only you weren’t to guilty to leave your wife..”
Flashback A Year Ago.
She kissed him and hugged him.
“I love you.”
“I love ya too..”
“Even if I’m only 19?”
He nodded.
“It’s just your married Haya..”
He frowned.
“I know but I love ya don’t ever forget that.”
“Even if my wife is with me I can’t bring myself to look at her the same when I’ve got ya.”
She kissed his lips.
“Your wife hates me and if your son’s find out they’ll despise me.”
“Both of us sweetheart.”
They giggled kissing each other both forgetting that their love is taboo.
Warnings: Unplanned pregnancy, rejection, mental abuse, confusion in relationships, Smut, Unplanned Pregnancy, Depression, separation in family, twin brother’s are a pain, A baby daddy, A baby momma, idiotic decisions, regret in the past.
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Previous Chapter
Next Chapter
Chapter 5: I Don’t Want It
“You’re ok sis!”
My sister said in English while my mom stood next to me with a worried expression and a bit confused.
W-What happened..”
You just had a baby so just rest ok?”
My mom said patting my head.
“Take a good rest alright we’ll talk about this later then you can meet her..”
“No I didn’t have a baby! That thing isn’t mine!”
Before I could say anything else everything went black.
I slowly opened my eyes looking at the unfamiliar surroundings realizing that I was in a hospital gown feeling numb from the east down but I’ll take this over that horrible stomach ache.
“You’re up daring.”
“Mom?”
She held a small bundle in her arms walking closer.
“I didn’t know I was pregnant mom.. I mean it I promise I never wanted this! Don’t be mad please.”
My mom didn’t take her eyes off the small bundle all she did was smile softly and then looked at me.
“Mom?”
“Here (Y/N) look it’s your daughter congratulations on becoming a mom to a baby girl.”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.
“No way in hell.”
I turned around not facing her and that thing.
“I don’t want it.”
My mom frowned.
“Don’t say that she’s your daughter.”
(You must be joking,)
“I don’t want that thing near me! Get it the hell away from me.”
As on the cue the baby cried while my mother frowned staring into the child’s eyes glistening with tears.
“WAAAAAH”
“Shut it up! Bad enough I have to deal with pain all over.”
I sighed annoyed.
“WAAAAAAAAH”
“Why won’t it stop crying ugh!”
I turned around sitting up while my mom tried to calm the infant down .
“Well you were out for about a day and your daughter she’s hungry and has to eat (Y/N) so you have to breast feed her.”
“What? Then Feed her!”
“Sigh, I’m not the mom you are.”
“Don’t say that! I will have that creature latch onto my boob!”
My mom rolled her eyes setting the baby on the bassinet and called the nurse.
A nurse walked in with a baby bottle.
“Then we’ll have no choice but to feed her with powdered milk since her mother’s breast milk is off limits.”
“Wait a minute.”
“You’re not feeding her that it gave me a rash as a baby. Won’t that be passed onto her?”
“It’s a possibility.”
I sighed.
“Fine I’ll feed her but use the breast pumper I don’t want to breast feed her.”
I nurse nodded.
….
“(Y/N) you’re awake!”
“Another headache.”
I mumbled.
“I brought food since hospital food is disgusting plus it’s your favorite!”
She set the food down then nothing the bundle is our moms arms.
“She’s not crying today and super calm!”
My sister squealed excitedly rushing noticing the little baby with the pacifier.
“She’s so ado-”
She stopped then looked at me shocked.
“Is something wrong Katherine?”
My mom asked while Katherine shook her head.
“No it’s just she’s got really beautiful eyes.”
My sister set the food down and turned around away from us.
“(Y/N), I’ll talk to you later okay? I-I’ve got homework.”
I looked at her confused.
(What’s up her behind?)
“Ok darling see you later!”
My mother said while my sister nodded awkwardly walking outside.
“Look at how happy your daughter is although what would make her even happier is if her mother were the one doing it.”
“Ugh.”
Don’t you want to hold your daughter?
“When are we putting that thing for adoption.”
My mother frowned.
“You’re not serious my going to do that right?”
I didn’t Answer.
“(Y/N), she’s your daughter and I promise when you hold her in your arms you’ll come to love her I know you wouldn’t be so cruel to give you child away I won’t let you make a mistake!”
I faced her angered finally snapping.
“WELL I HAVE A FUTURE AND THAT THING I NEVER WANTED IS IN THE WAY”
I yelled startling the baby who immediately let out a shrill cry.
“You scared her.”
My mom contorted the baby who slowly calmed down and finished drinking the milk.
“You know she’s calm as a baby I’m surprised you were a little gremlin. She certainly didn’t get that from you.”
I rolled my eyes and covered my head with the pillow.
“I’m serious mom I don’t want that thing in my life.”
(Y/N)’s mom didn’t ask any questions about the father yet because her daughter was already exhausted enough as it is so it should be a question for another day.
The baby girl finished her milk while Jessica decided to burp her.
Katherine walked to her car as soon as she got in she took out a picture smiling sadly.
“Hayato..”
She looked at the picture of a handsome older man who was next to her.
His beautiful grey eyes that matched his son’s.
“If only you weren’t to guilty to leave your wife..”
Flashback A Year Ago.
She kissed him and hugged him.
“I love you.”
“I love ya too..”
“Even if I’m only 19?”
He nodded.
“It’s just your married Haya..”
He frowned.
“I know but I love ya don’t ever forget that.”
“Even if my wife is with me I can’t bring myself to look at her the same when I’ve got ya.”
She kissed his lips.
“Your wife hates me and if your son’s find out they’ll despise me.”
“Both of us sweetheart.”
They giggled kissing each other both forgetting that their love is taboo.
Warnings: Unplanned pregnancy, rejection, mental abuse, confusion in relationships, Smut, Unplanned Pregnancy, Depression, separation in family, twin brother’s are a pain, A baby daddy, A baby momma, idiotic decisions, regret in the past.
Material List
Previous Chapter
Next Chapter
Chapter 5: I Don’t Want It
“You’re ok sis!”
My sister said in English while my mom stood next to me with a worried expression and a bit confused.
W-What happened..”
You just had a baby so just rest ok?”
My mom said patting my head.
“Take a good rest alright we’ll talk about this later then you can meet her..”
“No I didn’t have a baby! That thing isn’t mine!”
Before I could say anything else everything went black.
I slowly opened my eyes looking at the unfamiliar surroundings realizing that I was in a hospital gown feeling numb from the east down but I’ll take this over that horrible stomach ache.
“You’re up daring.”
“Mom?”
She held a small bundle in her arms walking closer.
“I didn’t know I was pregnant mom.. I mean it I promise I never wanted this! Don’t be mad please.”
My mom didn’t take her eyes off the small bundle all she did was smile softly and then looked at me.
“Mom?”
“Here (Y/N) look it’s your daughter congratulations on becoming a mom to a baby girl.”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.
“No way in hell.”
I turned around not facing her and that thing.
“I don’t want it.”
My mom frowned.
“Don’t say that she’s your daughter.”
(You must be joking,)
“I don’t want that thing near me! Get it the hell away from me.”
As on the cue the baby cried while my mother frowned staring into the child’s eyes glistening with tears.
“WAAAAAH”
“Shut it up! Bad enough I have to deal with pain all over.”
I sighed annoyed.
“WAAAAAAAAH”
“Why won’t it stop crying ugh!”
I turned around sitting up while my mom tried to calm the infant down .
“Well you were out for about a day and your daughter she’s hungry and has to eat (Y/N) so you have to breast feed her.”
“What? Then Feed her!”
“Sigh, I’m not the mom you are.”
“Don’t say that! I will have that creature latch onto my boob!”
My mom rolled her eyes setting the baby on the bassinet and called the nurse.
A nurse walked in with a baby bottle.
“Then we’ll have no choice but to feed her with powdered milk since her mother’s breast milk is off limits.”
“Wait a minute.”
“You’re not feeding her that it gave me a rash as a baby. Won’t that be passed onto her?”
“It’s a possibility.”
I sighed.
“Fine I’ll feed her but use the breast pumper I don’t want to breast feed her.”
I nurse nodded.
….
“(Y/N) you’re awake!”
“Another headache.”
I mumbled.
“I brought food since hospital food is disgusting plus it’s your favorite!”
She set the food down then nothing the bundle is our moms arms.
“She’s not crying today and super calm!”
My sister squealed excitedly rushing noticing the little baby with the pacifier.
“She’s so ado-”
She stopped then looked at me shocked.
“Is something wrong Katherine?”
My mom asked while Katherine shook her head.
“No it’s just she’s got really beautiful eyes.”
My sister set the food down and turned around away from us.
“(Y/N), I’ll talk to you later okay? I-I’ve got homework.”
I looked at her confused.
(What’s up her behind?)
“Ok darling see you later!”
My mother said while my sister nodded awkwardly walking outside.
“Look at how happy your daughter is although what would make her even happier is if her mother were the one doing it.”
“Ugh.”
Don’t you want to hold your daughter?
“When are we putting that thing for adoption.”
My mother frowned.
“You’re not serious my going to do that right?”
I didn’t Answer.
“(Y/N), she’s your daughter and I promise when you hold her in your arms you’ll come to love her I know you wouldn’t be so cruel to give you child away I won’t let you make a mistake!”
I faced her angered finally snapping.
“WELL I HAVE A FUTURE AND THAT THING I NEVER WANTED IS IN THE WAY”
I yelled startling the baby who immediately let out a shrill cry.
“You scared her.”
My mom contorted the baby who slowly calmed down and finished drinking the milk.
“You know she’s calm as a baby I’m surprised you were a little gremlin. She certainly didn’t get that from you.”
I rolled my eyes and covered my head with the pillow.
“I’m serious mom I don’t want that thing in my life.”
(Y/N)’s mom didn’t ask any questions about the father yet because her daughter was already exhausted enough as it is so it should be a question for another day.
The baby girl finished her milk while Jessica decided to burp her.
Katherine walked to her car as soon as she got in she took out a picture smiling sadly.
“Hayato..”
She looked at the picture of a handsome older man who was next to her.
His beautiful grey eyes that matched his son’s.
“If only you weren’t to guilty to leave your wife..”
Flashback A Year Ago.
She kissed him and hugged him.
“I love you.”
“I love ya too..”
“Even if I’m only 19?”
He nodded.
“It’s just your married Haya..”
He frowned.
“I know but I love ya don’t ever forget that.”
“Even if my wife is with me I can’t bring myself to look at her the same when I’ve got ya.”
She kissed his lips.
“Your wife hates me and if your son’s find out they’ll despise me.”
“Both of us sweetheart.”
They giggled kissing each other both forgetting that their love is taboo.
To Be Continued
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Warnings: Unplanned pregnancy, rejection, mental abuse, confusion in relationships, Smut, Unplanned Pregnancy, Depression, separation in family, twin brother’s are a pain, A baby daddy, A baby momma, idiotic decisions, regret in the past.
Will add more later on in the story.
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Don’t do it everyone knows he isn’t real when I comes to relationships
He all fuck but no love..
Some can even say he’s worse than his brother
(Y/N) (L/N) is determined to get into a top university to achieve her goals. She is and organised second year student. She was the perfect student. What could go wrong?
Nothing of course is what one would say however when the long overdue consequences of a decision that was made finally blew up in a big surprise.
A screaming bloody small human popped out..
W-What happened (Y/N).. Why didn’t you tell me?
I didn’t know that thing was inside my body.
What now?
She refused to looked at the small child instead felt a sense of dread filled with pain from just apparently going into labor.
How did this happen?
She didn’t even have a stomach to indicate she was pregnant.
“I don’t want that thing near me! I’ll never love that disgusting abomination. A mistake that should have never existed.”
I’ll never be a mother to it.
Follow (Y/N) who is beyond confused with her life at the moment on top of that her baby daddy is a stupid jock. ▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂▂
Material List Coming July 9th!
1. Totally Different
2. The Miya Twins
3. Can’t Forget
4. A Few Questions
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.
Will add more soon.
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