[hajraashaikh]

Not available on chat or call. Email me if it's urgent. I shall get back to you in 2 weeks or more.

[hajraashaikh]

Despite all the battles I fight, despite all the destruction and bitterness, you are the reason why my heart smiles.

[zairawasim]

What good is a heart without it’s courage to break

[qalbtalk-deactivated20231105]

Ustadh says that the [only] taste of heaven you get in this world is through marriage (i.e. being with your spouse) because it is the original bond from Allah and how the human race began: Adam عَلَيْهِ ٱلسَّلَامُ and Amma Hawwa.

📸: The Namesake

[velournour]

"imagine being married to a man who asks god to help him love you correctly.."

[poems-and-word]

Poems & Words

[reh-hateshumans]

Don’t underestimate the allure of darkness. Even the purest hearts are drawn to it.

– Niklaus Mikaelson

[hajraashaikh]

[hajraashaikh]

With everything that is going around, I thought I would remind you that your strength and courage to stand up again is beyond amazing. You have survived all this while. Don't shy away from doing it again, one more time, each time.

— Hajra A. Shaikh

[hajraashaikh]

[harry-es-la-raja]

Damon Salvatore <3

[hajraashaikh]

I am on season 2 and I sure am hoping there's good in Damon. There's so much good in Damon!!!!?😭😭

[bnmxfld]

“I write because you exist.”

— Michael Faudet

[hajraashaikh]

[hajraashaikh]

[hajraashaikh]

I almost pick up my phone.

I almost reach out to you.

You almost hum a song.

You almost tell me you

miss me the same.

You fly away with the dust

as I call out your name.

I almost free the caged soul.

I almost tell the pigeon

to convey my love to you.

The bird almost reaches you.

It almost attempts to speak.

You almost understand.

You almost dial up my nunber.

You almost hum your favourite song.

I gather courage. No, I can't.

You stand almost six steps away.

And I can't gather guts. But I think that I can.

So, I almost reach out to you.

But I start to think that I can't.

I close my eyes and mouth an “I love you”.

And you almost see it.

But you don't.

So, I almost try. And try. And try.

And try to spit it out. Because I think I can.

There's wind storming out of my mouth

and I wait. And my voice almost touches you.

But it does not. It does not. It does not.

— Hajra A. Shaikh // loopholes

[hajraashaikh]

They keep saying, “all that has happened, is behind you”. But it's been with me all the time. It's been there all along. When happiness knocks at the door of my life, I hesitate letting the guest into my life, for I do not know what will it take away from me. When love arrives, I unwillingly remember you and it's not the same after that. I get excited for only a couple of seconds and after that, everything just seems distant. I have been living knowing that life's never going back to how it was before you or any of it happened to me. I’ve lived believing that nothing is better than worse. And everything that's happened, has stayed with me.

— Hajra A. Shaikh

[bakwaaas]

helping other people does make me feel better tho