Possibly Ephemeral

Assalamu'alaykum! I go by h.a.k here. this is just a bit of my rusty writing send me anything, and i'll turn your thoughts into words everything is mine and original, unless sourced otherwise

[hak-it-blog]

Let's hope this goes well! And let me know if you have any requests :) #99NamesofProphetMuhammad #hakwrites

[hak-it-blog]

And to think that's the quality you adore most 😪 #hakwrites

[hak-it-blog]

And now I need to learn how to breathe again. #hakwrites

[hak-it-blog]

Is there anyone you can trust anymore, besides God? #hakwrites

[hak-it-blog]

[hak-it-blog]

Tagged by the amazing @shadesofherink for the #whereishumanity #challenge. Ever heard of the saying that goes something like "sometimes the poorest people have the biggest hearts"? It might just become the same with humanity and those who are oppressed. You don't need to experience hardship to show understanding and humanity. Think I might do this one again later on, iA. Try and have a go if you're tagged! And sorry if you were tagged again 😅 #hakwrites

[hak-it-blog]

So I've been MIA....🙈🙈🙈😁😁😁😁 I've got this bright new idea, though! Watch this space! :) iA it actually comes to fruition lol. #hakwrites

[hak-it-blog]

Because you're my guardian angel 💖✨ For that beautiful soul who has brought me out of my darkest, even when I thought I was ready out. My best friend. 😊 #hakwrites

[hak-it-blog]

They're not in your life, but they reside in your heart, in the closest place possible. Why's it still called missing, then? #hakwrites

[hak-it-blog]

There are times when, in the dead of the night, you remember all the things you’ve done wrong, how you’ve disappointed yourself, how others don’t know the worst parts of you, and you almost feel like a hypocrite because people think you are way better than you think you are. That time, you’re at a loss for words, and you feel alone and ashamed. So you cry in regret and sorrow and despair and hopelessness–but you’re not alone. You have God, and He was waiting for that humility of yours. That’s when you call out to Him, and ask for his forgiveness, and just like you cover others’ wrongdoings out of shame of your own sins, He will cover yours and lift you in the eyes of people out of His mercy. So be thankful to Him, say #alhamdulillah, and feel the peace settle inside your heart. •••••••••••••••••• ➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰ Whosoever covers (the sins of) a Muslim, Allah covers (his sins) on the Day of Judgment. (Reported by Bukhari) ➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰ Abdullah Ibn Masoud (May allah be pleased with him) related, A man came to the Prophet and said: O Messenger of Allah! I have mingled with a woman in the far side of al-Medina, and I fulfilled my desire short of actually having sexual intercourse with her. So, here am I, judge me according to what you decide. Umar Ibn al-Khattab (May allah be pleased with him) then said: `Allah had kept your secret, why did not you keep your secret ?’ [Sharh Muslim] ➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰➰ Narrated Safwan bin Muhriz Almazini: While I was walking with Ibn ‘Umar holding his hand, a man came in front of us and asked, “What have you heard from Allah’s Apostle about An-Najwa?” Ibn 'Umar said, “I heard Allah’s Apostle saying, 'Allah will bring a believer near Him and shelter him with His Screen and ask him: Did you commit such-and-such sins? He will say: Yes, my Lord. Allah will keep on asking him till he will confess all his sins and will think that he is ruined. Allah will say: 'I did screen your sins in the world and I forgive them for you today’, and then he will be given the book of his good deeds… (Excerpt from Sahih Bukhari Volume 3, Book 43, Number 621.) #hakwrites

[hak-it-blog]

نور = illuminating light

O Allah, place light in my heart, and on my tongue light, and in my ears light and in my sight light, and above me light, and below me light, and to my right light, and to my left light, and before me light and behind me light. Place in my soul light. Magnify for me light, and amplify for me light. Make for me light and make me a light. O Allah, grant me light, and place light in my nerves, and in my body light and in my blood light and in my hair light and in my skin light. (1) [O Allah, make for me a light in my grave… and a light in my bones.] (2) [Increase me in light, increase me in light, increase me in light .] (3) [Grant me light upon light.] (4)

اللّهُـمَّ اجْعَـلْ فِي قَلْبـي نُوراً ، وَفي لِسَـانِي نُوراً، وَفِي سَمْعِي نُوراً, وَفِي بَصَرِيِ نُوراً, وَمِنْ فََوْقِي نُوراً , وَ مِنْ تَحْتِي نُوراً, وَ عَنْ يَمِينيِ نُوراَ, وعَنْ شِمَالِي نُوراً, وَمْن أَماَمِي نُوراً, وَمِنْ خَلْفيِ نُوراَ, واجْعَلْ فِي نَفْسِي نُوراً, وأَعْظِمْ لِي نُوراً, وَعظِّمْ لِي نُوراً, وَاجْعَلْ لِي نُوراً, واجْعَلنِي نُوراً, أللَّهُمَّ أَعْطِنِي نُوراً, واجْعَلْ فِي عَصَبِي نُوراً, وَفِي لَحْمِي نُوراً, وَفِي دَمِي نُوراً وَفِي شَعْرِي نُوراً, وفِي بَشَرِي نُوراً (أَللَّهُمَّ اجِعَلْ لِي نُوراً فِي قّبْرِي وَ نُوراَ فِي عِظاَمِي) (وَزِدْنِي نُوراً, وَزِدْنِي نُوراَ , وَزِدْنِي نُوراً) (وَهَبْ لِي نُوراً عَلَى نُوراً )ا References: (1) Up to this point was reported by Al-Bukhari 11 / 116 (Hadith no. 6316) and by Muslim 1/526, 529-530 (Hadithno. 763) (2) At-Tirmithi 5/483 (Hadith no. 3419. (3) Al-Bukhari in Al-‘Adab Al-Mufrad (Hadith no. 695), p. 258. See also Al-Albani, Sahih Al-'Adab Al-Mufrad(no. 536). (4) Al-Bukhari, cf. Al-Asqalani, Fathul-Bari 11/118.

#hakwrites

[hak-it-blog]

There’s nothing romantic about heart wrenching grief.

#hakwrites

[summodayz-deactivated20180626]

[merlinbabe]

Maybe not ugly no, but your beauty, and your gender is repressed under that hijab, by wearing it, get a clue,  muhammed was, and Islam is, inherently sexist and misogynistic, sorry to burst your bubbles tumblr progressive fembot queens,  but I couldn’t let you go unchallenged while holding so close to the heart the values you so claim to cherish, while running a double standard on them by not calling the hijab what it is, sexist 

[uswrreeee0101919191919190101010]

An islamaphobic pos telling me about my religion? N*ce. Islam gave women rights before any other religion, culture, or societal structures did. You assuming that covering is a negative convention is YOUR opinion. Women are immensely more sexually objectified in most societies than are men, Muslim or not. This doesn’t mean that modesty is the only option, or that choosing not to cover would mean supporting these sexist standards, but to those who choose to wear the hijab, it’s liberating. Muslim men have a dress code of their own and are expected to follow the same behavioral regulations as women in Islam. Stop confusing culture with religion. Stop mixing patriarchal society views with Islam. Vilifying a religion and its values only because it differs from Western norms is ignorant. However sexism is a real issue in many Muslim countries, the assumption that it is due to Islam is wrong and islamaphobic. Islam puts women on a pedestal, but you wouldn’t know that bc, again, you’re an islamaphobic pos. We are allowed to inherit and own property and businesses. We are also even allowed to participate in combat, long before women in America were allowed to. The Quran also speaks out against femicide (killing of baby girls). Around the time of Islam’s beginning, baby girls were seen as undesirable (due to the idea that only boys could grow up and work, bringing money to the familiy), and so baby girls would be buried in the sand and killed. This STILL happens today in some cultures. Islam gave women rights when the Quran was revealed in 632AD (which was 1st century). It wasn’t until early 16th century that western societies decided that women are “actually” people, and it wasn’t until the early 20th century that western women finally established laws to be treated as equals, which was the uprising of feminism. Islam gave me my rights, as a female, before any western country did.

[haaabiiibaaa-deactivated2015111]

babasgirlfriend you nailed it baby girl!! 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼✊🏼✊🏼✊🏼✊🏼✊🏼✊🏼✊🏼 let these people know! Mashallah.

[thelithijabi]

YAS

[hak-it-blog]

i don’t usually reblog posts on this blog, but just had to for that comment

[hak-it-blog]

Words from the beautiful mind of my wonderful best friend.

[hak-it-blog]

Muslim sisters,reblog so we can all follow eachother and benefit as a reminder and as sisters inshaAllah x

[hak-it-blog]

"Don't ever change!" you said, with a smile, a wink What did you see in me That was so wonderful? You say no one's perfect But you implied that I was exempt From needing any improvement What--did you like my laugh? Should that stay? Or was it my smile, or maybe my witty comments? Maybe you liked the way I paid you attention, or the way I listened, or the taste in my eyes But did you like the way I spit out fire, and froze you with a stare? Maybe you liked the way everyone seemed to gravitate towards me Because my words were honey  And my compliments made their day But I gripped the knife and twisted it in casually as soon as they turned their back Maybe you didn't want me to stop speaking with my mouth full because the morsels of flying spit were always meant to disgust someone else And did you even know how many times I twisted my knife one centimeter away from your vertebrae? Did you know how many times I sliced your heart with the sharpness of my tongue? Did you know how many times I let decorated lies drop like hot wax in your ears? Maybe you're more aware of my rolling eyes, my upturned nose, the longest finger on my hand almost permenantly vertical. 

Or better yet-- do you remember the jeering? the just-for-laughs tripping? the bullying? the jarring? and the consequent emotional scarring? the shoving, the kicking, the degrading mimicking? 

did you miss the way i ignored the beggar never once believing i'd one day have to beg her?

and still you hugged me mimicked the charm i sorely lacked copied the loving grin i never really meant and said that you'd rather i stay the same scrawled the words across the pages of my past: "please don't ever change" 

as if i had anything worthy left to my name as if i didn't crush or plunder, hurt or maim as if I hadn't treated everyone as pawns in a game and yet you assign me fame? and think me tame? and hand me no blame? 

 Oh hideous past, I only salvaged my shame. 

(This one was too long for IG and Sooo hard to write for some reason :/ )

[hak-it-blog]

via IG: @hak.it