Probably High

My dream is Austin. Ben Folds. Gotta beard? Let's adventure. Tripping balls.

[half-vulcan-part-loner]

I managed to do quite well and stay sober for so long. School is easy. Lit.

[half-vulcan-part-loner]

Lol, crazy how I’m top % in academics and people STILL want to fact check me to find out I’m right. Man, I didn’t hustle this hard for people to have a superiority complex with me. Uhhhh I hustled. Gtfo

[half-vulcan-part-loner]

I’m stable. I’m stable. I’m stable. This is INSANE. Sure, bad moods, but the weight is gone. The air feels smoother. I did an experimental medicinal thing. It worked. Omg. Just gotta see how it rides.

[half-vulcan-part-loner]

I’m doing alright on medicine and counseling. Apparently I’m pretty rational, use intellect, very goal oriented, and somehow got over my trauma before counseling. I quit smoking cigarettes. It’s been 5 or 6 months. I bought a second car. I’m moving into an apartment. I changed my major and my minor. This will make my schooling longer, but it is worth it. Medical school, here I come. I’m doing great, but I still get some hallucinations, get tired from medicine, kinda sick from autoimmune issues, suicidal ideation. I get the urge to throw my head into a wall, punch myself in the face, etc. I’m not, but it’s awful. Sometimes I’ll get this disgusting feeling about eating, drinking, breathing, driving, etc. It isn’t as bad and I have good days. I’ve been acting off. I’m a bit more rambunctious and hypersexual as of late. It’s a struggle but I’m getting through it. I’m pretty successful, so I’m happy. Been sober for a few years. Things have been going great, it’s just the moods/phases that suck.

[half-vulcan-part-loner]

President of kinesiology club at my university is a DICK. Trying to get with me and then treating me like crap after this whole thing is happening.

[half-vulcan-part-loner]

Haha kinesiology club president sent me a rude message because I curved him and he’s abusing his power. I can’t report it because it lacks sufficient evidence. He really did me dirty. It’s okay, I’ll be president next semester when you leave. 🤡

[half-vulcan-part-loner]

Let me catch you in fishnets and a collar. Give you the psycho fuck you deserve

The one day I don’t wear scrubs. I’m just trying to enjoy a day without insane loads of ICD-10 work, university and another college, keeping up with updates on my volunteering @ four different places, sponsoring and leading addict meetings, research, updating my doctor shadowing, etc. I’m free from the bondage of bipolar with medicine even though it’s not cured. I work harder than anyone I know and I’m going into the most competitive profession. 125+ IQ and 99th percentile and people like you minimize me to my body? How thoughtful. I have better things to do. I have no sex drive because of medicine, but even after that; I value myself more than to be treated like crap by anyone. I only spread good intentions and follow my good philosophy. Are you capable of that or are you weak minded? I mean, because of your superiority complex? You don’t have the stuff to back it up like me. Don’t act superior if you can’t hand me receipts. Those of which judge and hurt others need help. I hope you find it. I can’t be the one to help you because I value myself. Get better. Namaste. 🙏

[half-vulcan-part-loner]

So no head tho

*smashes skateboard*

[half-vulcan-part-loner]

put that non existent gag reflex to use

Currently trying to get medicated the right way for my bipolar 1 disorder, OCD, GAD, and PTSD. I’m not sure doing that would be beneficial to me in any way right now. Plus, I’d love to bash my head into a wall. If I saw you, I would probably think about all the ways I could kill myself. Thanks.

[half-vulcan-part-loner]

be a good girl and come suck me off

People still engage in fellatio? The ghetto.

[bipolarprobz]

being bipolar is wild when you feel okay you feel like you’ve been faking the whole time when you’re depressed you forget you’ve ever felt anything different and when you’re manic the idea of you being mentally ill is absurd because you’re ready to fight god

[el-amor-es-el-amor]

I’m so tempted to do this

[bipolarcorner]

Post mania exhaustion be like:

-takes minutes to get out of the car

-shuffles because picking up my feet is too much

-sitting down with a beverage and then waking up an hour later silently thanking your SO for taking the drink out of your hand cause otherwise it would have spilled everywhere

-hungry but too tired to eat

-standing up is hard

[bettiesbullshit]

[healinglilia]

me: i'm not manic

me: *downs caffein more than a lot, masturbates instead of sleeping, forgets to eat*

me: *drinks alcohol before therapy, laughs at fucking everything also when there's actually nothing that funny*

me: *listens to the same song on repeat because gonna snap if any other song plays, drinks some more alcohol, considers taking drugs*

me: *is restless, moving at all times, making noises and talking talking talking*

me: I'M NOT MANIC

[bettiesbullshit]

if someone asks you not to touch them or they seem uncomfortable with you touching them, stop touching them!! they dont owe you an explanation, either. maybe they have ptsd or they're sensitive to touch? maybe they're manic and you're lighting their nerves on fire? maybe they have adhd or autism and you touching them could give them a sensory overload episode? or maybe they just dont want to be touched!! either way, don't touch them!!

[half-vulcan-part-loner]

Really gonna add my username to a 4chan thread? I see all, dumbass. Also, I don’t appreciate dick pics.