* // HOW I SUFFER

i fell in love with you the way prometheus fell in love with humans. the idea of them was so fragile, so childlike to him, that his need to protect them surpassed his need to protect himself. just like my need to protect your heart from breaking, surpassed my need to protect my own. and as i stare at what remains of my heart now –– picked apart by predators, i realise like prometheus, how i suffer for putting myself second now, darling. how i suffer. nikita gil ( x ) INDEPENDENT AND SELECTIVE DIANA MEADE FROM THE SECRET CIRCLE AS TOLD BY JASMINE currently tracking #halfblackwell

[halfblackwell-blog]

honestly it’s NOT that dramatic, i just wanted to know what i could find if i googled “smashing laptop stock”. apparently there is a high demand for pictures of people taking sledgehammers to computers. everyone needs to calm down. anyway, on a serious note, i don’t think this post surprises anyone. i posted a few weeks ago about a semi hiatus and that i was going to try to stay active. if you’ve not noticed: i’ve not written on any of my blogs in weeks ( maybe months, at this point ) beyond memes and small replies that i’m having to push out. i’ve not even switched jobs yet! and the new job is going to have me gone for days at a time: possibly up to three weeks in march/april. so i think it’s just safe to say i needed to make an official hiatus post. because semi-hiatus means i’ll still be here and that’s just…unrealistic at this point. i’m not turning away from writing completely! if you want to continue our plots we can figure out a way to: k/ik, sky/pe, email, whatever. we can discuss if that’s an option for us. just know that if that’s something you’re interest in that i’m going to be so hella slow. but even if you don’t want to write anymore (or in between my slow ass replies) we can still talk on any of the same platforms! i even downloaded disc/ord bc someone asked me to. if you don’t already have any of these & want it, just let me know! we’ll stay in touch. 

[halfblackwell-blog]

honestly it’s NOT that dramatic, i just wanted to know what i could find if i googled “smashing laptop stock”. apparently there is a high demand for pictures of people taking sledgehammers to computers. everyone needs to calm down. anyway, on a serious note, i don’t think this post surprises anyone. i posted a few weeks ago about a semi hiatus and that i was going to try to stay active. if you’ve not noticed: i’ve not written on any of my blogs in weeks ( maybe months, at this point ) beyond memes and small replies that i’m having to push out. i’ve not even switched jobs yet! and the new job is going to have me gone for days at a time: possibly up to three weeks in march/april. so i think it’s just safe to say i needed to make an official hiatus post. because semi-hiatus means i’ll still be here and that’s just...unrealistic at this point. i’m not turning away from writing completely! if you want to continue our plots we can figure out a way to: k/ik, sky/pe, email, whatever. we can discuss if that’s an option for us. just know that if that’s something you’re interest in that i’m going to be so hella slow. but even if you don’t want to write anymore (or in between my slow ass replies) we can still talk on any of the same platforms! i even downloaded disc/ord bc someone asked me to. if you don’t already have any of these & want it, just let me know! we’ll stay in touch. 

[halfblackwell-blog]

that's some taylor swift level victim shifting.

[halfblackwell-blog]

all this riverdale stuff has me hype for betty stuff, even if she's primarily comic based (as of right now). i know i'm on semi hiatus & slow but love us on my multi, xoxo.

[halfblackwell-blog]

s k y p e drop, even though i've been mostly inactive the last few days.

[stephanieofrp]

what about a “you’re my best friend’s brother & I’ve known you & ur family since I was in the third grade but a week ago I accidentally walked in & saw u masturbating & now I can’t stop thinking about it”??

[halfblackwell-blog]

note: i’m not dead. i’m just trying to adult. i spent most of the last week cleaning my room, spent yesterday cleaning out my car (which THEN brought more stuff into my room for me to clean) & i spent today doing taxes. i haven’t even seen my shows with some of my main baes on it, so trust me, i’m suffering. this blog & my multi are on semi-hiatus, so this really isn’t a notice for lack of replies rather than lack of interaction on sky/pe / in IMs. 

[polariiize]

i am mutuals with some high quality blogs and i don’t even know how that happened bc my blog is trash

[noraofrph]

i kinda wanna do a classic soulmates plot where like when you turn 21 your soulmates name is tattooed on your chest etc. (you know the deal) but like i don’t wanna know your character’s fc, gender, personality until we exchange accounts, i don’t wanna know if our muses would get along, i just want them to meet one day knowing only that they have each other’s names tattooed on their chests and that’s it. who knows if they’ll fall in love or end up hating each other? Cuz I’m fine with both outcomes tbh.

[aswestley]

[tobeapoem]

Family isn’t always a matter of blood. Sometimes, it’s something we build. It’s a decision to care about someone else.

(via stuckbeingavillain)

[halfblackwell-blog]

which element are you?

YOUR ELEMENT IS EARTH.

people of the earth element are hardworking, genuine and determined. you know what needs to get done. you know how to get a good life, and you need to earn it. you have a powerful heart and an appreciation for the smaller things. you could stand to be a bit less rigid and take a breath once in a while. if you keep pushing forward without a rest you'll come off intimidating to others. that aside, you are sturdy and self efficient and make a reliable ally.

tagged  by :  @hollingshero tagging :  whoever  wants  to  do  it!

[beyondthebinaryy]

I miss you mom

I’m so sad tonight (via ivegivenallmylovetoyou)

[son-of-eden]

Please reblog this if you’re someone who would be interested in roleplaying polyamorous relationships.

[halfblackwell-blog]

hallfhearted replied to your post: what's it like to be so #flawless?

delete this rn i cant handle the bad press

listen, mrs. president elect of being flawless, this isn’t any fake news. 

[halfblackwell-blog]

what's it like to be so #flawless?

ASK.FM IS A LEGITIMATE SOURCE | ACCEPTING

i don’t believe in answering questions for something i’ve never experienced? but if you want to ask some people who are super experienced in being flawless you can try the following asks: ONE. TWO. THREE. FOUR. FIVE. 

[halfblackwell-blog]

what the fuck is a cassie blake?

ASK.FM IS A LEGITIMATE SOURCE | ACCEPTING.

IDK A CASSIE BLAKE, JUST A CASSIE FAKE.