The sad song of a found soul
The battle was over, Westdell lay in ruins. The buildings were crumbling around her, broken windows, burned curtains barely billowing in the breeze. Stained streets streaked with a dark red that would never disappear. Even when the stones were taken by the soil, the innocent lives sacrificed for power plays could never disappear. They were there and they were real, their ghosts would howl in despair, thanks to the hubris of the Vitello’s. She had refused to believe it once upon a time, she had seen the family as individuals, unattached from the actions of the man who would be remembered as the Mad King Zion, but there was a curse upon them that would stop happiness and drive destruction.
The split ends of her jagged bob tickled over her nape, her fingers traced over the stone wall. Everyone had deserted after the fighting subsided, she didn’t blame them. She remembered hearing the cries of those realising their loved would never return. Still Halle had stayed inside, at the time she had been infuriated at her inability to move, to get out of the falling debris around her. She slowly came to realise that the constriction in her chest that was caused by the familiarity of the surroundings, how her safe guarded spot mirrored the building that had crashed around her months ago.
The entire time she stayed in the dark pantry her mind began to fade between reality and memory. She had felt too scared to speak, knowing that the last time she screamed for help she had found herself left alone, each yell losing her rare and valuable breath to no avail. Once the ground stopped shaking and the wall stayed steady, she felt unease at how her stomach had not stopped churning, how every hair on her body stood up causing her to feel like a stranger in her own skin. These physical sensations had amplifed the thoughts in her head. Once she left this confined space where would she go? the thought plagued her for what felt like days. When she finally managed to stand up her head felt dizzy, her body following suit. Through guiding her way to the door that led out to the streets she found herself wincing at the light, as if she was suffering a hellish hang over from Darius’ strongest.
It was not long before she came to the conclusion that the city had been abandoned. She looked for Hayden, anywhere she could but she could find no trace. As she got closer and closer to the cities borders she started to hear rumours from the few that had stayed, about the migration to Ironmoor, the only thing that proved more assuring than that was the barks that came trailing after. As Paris jumped onto her knees the first hint of an old smile presented itself at the very corners of her lips.
The journey to the Ironmoor was long, she had sold most of the possessions she had held on her at the time of the battle leaving her looking wretched at the gates. Those who tried to attempt her in a less than gentleman like way had been met with the few defense moves she had learnt from Battaglia and Paris’ less than puppy like bite. But there she was, freezing as she stood in front of the large doors to attempt to see the man who had given her more than any other. With no shoes or coat, her face still healing, a dog matted with mud and dirt she begged passing officials, she begged for them to give him her name, but they seemed to sneer. They could not see her face as one that would start any kind of war, or one that deserved affection.
It was eventually a squire that recognised her, he said she had the kind eyes of the Lady Ogden, said he would do what he could. She waited outside the castle until the sun had set, curled up in the same ball she had found herself in time and time again, but this time there was no restriction. No stone walls, no possibilities. There she was bare and vulnerable in the rainy winds next to the sea, she had nothing left to lose. She was stronger now, no longer a pretty and innocent child. No her face was more stoic, the scars telling the stories of her past, her bruises showing the durability of someone who persisted with the last bit of energy she had, her eyes while still compassionate held a fire behind them of justice and truth, her chills were not just from the cold but from the fact that if these were her last moments at least she had gotten here independently, not riding the coattails of others, not being used as a pawn or some mans object. This pain, this loneliness, this journey born from fear, it all meant that for moments before what could be her death, she was alive.
Her eyes started to clothes as soaked her hugged her face, her bare feet hid under what little material was left from a grand dress, Paris barked, putting his paws against her knees, her breaths went shallow in acceptance. When she felt warmth approaching her, when she felt a weight over her shoulders she thought it was the after life, but when she opened her eyes she felt a warm hand on her cheek, she would never know whether it was a hallucination or truth but the next words would shape her new life. Isiah Balor held her wet and small form close.
“You’re home, my daughter.”