Hamham

Ham | Ravenclaw | Turning the Next Chapter

[hamhammoody]

There's something weird about getting older. I'm closer to 30 now than I've ever been before, but I still remember being 15. I'm almost always the adult in the room now when I used to simply be another child. I've got a diagnosis for conditions formed from the traumas of my childhood. Habits that feel normal but get categorized as abnormal. Fears that I don't realize are fears. Ten years out from the innocent veil of childhood and yet still keeping busy to simply stay out of trouble. Battling waves of nostalgia for moments almost forgotten. Taking life one day at a time to avoid the wave that is time. There is something weird about being the oldest you've ever been, but still not having every answer you seek. Does fulfillment come with age or with acceptance? Does acceptance come from compassion or exposure? Does exposure lead to comfort or fear? I'm still trying to figure it out. I'm trying to get used to this age before I turn the next. I'm giving grace to the 19 year old kid who was drowning because she's the reason I'm learning how to swim.

[stricatul]

yeah sex is cool and but have you ever crawled out of the worst depression of ur life and got your spark back

[monachopsis-people]

Only to fall back in that depression again

[viria]

a strange type of chemistry

[actual-howlinglikeaseaturtle]

I think more people should watch haikyuu, now more than ever. At its core, haikyuu is a about passion. The importance of having a passion, pursuing your passion despite not being good at it, despite there being others who are better at it. There is this mindset going around, especially amongst younger people, that it's cringe to care. Cringe to be passionate. But as haikyuu said, "caring is never lame". Be passionate about something. Care about something. Make connections and friendships. Form a community. Just care. That's what haikyuu is about and more people should take that message to heart.

[hamhammoody]

I've fallen in love with reading all over again. I don't know what changed or how it sparked, but I'm reading like I'm 13, it's summer, and we get to go to the library ever week.

[xx-thedarklord-xx]

Pureblood society is honestly just one big soap opera

[xx-thedarklord-xx]

“If love had imagination, soulmates would exist, and if there were soulmates, you’d be mine.” —my yearning heart

[supmilger]

While the last part of the Tangled AU comic is being drawn, I wanted something heartbreaking.

[vanillaskk]

They always stared at each other.

Never knew since when but the stares had become their ingrained habit— Looking for the boy across the hallway, holding the gaze until it felt like a challenge, and picking the most childish fight people could imagine.

Those stares had become a part of their life.

Those stares held much more emotions than hate.

And those stares soften by the time they grown up.

Yet they just hadn’t realized it.

.

“You’re always staring.”

“So are you.”

A story of two oblivious wizards that maybe just needs tomatoes to finally “boil” to something else.

Me note: I don’t know what I plan but I want it to be chill and silly :)

[whatonearthisgoingon]

I love the fact that the headcanon of the Blacks being uncanny and creepy, makes 100% sense in canon.

They're described as beautiful with sharp jawlines, pale skin, dark hair, dark eyes, and many being tall with "elegant structure." They're these gorgeous people, and hold themselves to a standard of being this Wizarding World Royalty.

However, they're fucked up at the same time. They have the crazy eyes. It's a coin toss on if they're insane or just severely traumatized; regardless of which, you get this weird feeling around them, because you know something is wrong.

They all look alike, too much a like; there's not enough genes in the pool to make them look too different after all. They look normal alone, but when you put them all together, this uncanny valley feeling settles in when you look at them all enough. Cousins looks like they could be siblings, children are nearly identical to their parents. No one looks the age you expect, everyone is either younger or older than you thought, because no one really looks.. right.

They have a ton of money, power, and connections, so if you look at them wrong for too long, something could happen to you. Just the power alone makes many fear them, but along with the unnerving appearance, being around them must have been complicated for many people.

They're also intelligent, raised with the finest tutors and access to ancient knowledge many could only dream of. If they can't spook you with looks or power, they can outsmart you and plot your downfall with magic alone, no connections involved.

It's unnerving.

[airwar]

we used to turn the tv on and just watch whatever was on there

[pleasehealmywoundedheart]

"Malfoy stood to one side, the sunlight gleaming on his white-blond head. He caught Harry’s eye and smirked, tapping the crown-shaped badge on his chest."

Order of the Phoenix

[remusfruitloopin]

rare aesthetic: Regulus and James getting together BUT Slytherin Skittles are 100% on board with it,

meanwhile the marauders are trying to sort out how they feel about it,

meanwhile Barty and Evan are fuckin skipping hand in hand with James down the halls, yelling at Sirius how they "stole his hoes"

meanwhile James and Reg are trying to find a smooth way to force Dorcas and Marlene to stay in the same room for more than 5 seconds,

meanwhile James is half-initiated into the Slytherin skittles as their bullied-but-protected honorary older brother

Abi out

[iftye]

stuck in a timeloop called i just have to get through this week

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[ricochetyears]

yes to remus lupin with a front teeth gap. yes to remus lupin with a roman nose. yes to remus lupin with fine lines around his eyes. yes to remus lupin with a pornstache. yes to remus lupin with grey starting too early at his temples. yes to remus lupin with crooked incisors he worries people notice when he laughs. yes to remus lupin with scars on his chin and across his cheeks. yes to remus lupin with a slightly uneven smile that shows too much gum. yes to remus lupin who never quite believes he’s handsome.