PLATA O PLOMO.

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ayy fellas  i am moving blogs

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ayy fellas  i am moving blogs

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streetsofsecrets​:

         First, he squinted his eyes. Then, there was this long, rumbling groan that emerged from his chest. This young woman has features that bring Stefani and other Scozzari to mind ( but especially Stefani ) It is the memories of arguing with her that make him feel - not sentimental, not nostalgic, but something. And that something makes him find not a ten dollar bill, but two fives and hand it to her. It’s a compliant act, but still an act of spite. 

        “Not a word of this. Do y’hear me? Not a word!” He shakes his finger at her, “once the others know you got paid a little more, then the others will want in, and then I’ll kick all your asses to the curb!” 

IN ALL HONESTY,   lupe hadn’t been expecting him to agree so fast,   or at all.     the surprise in her face quickly morphs into a smile,   her eyes basically  beaming  with child-like glee way too disproportionate to the amount of money offered.     it might not be much,   but she’s content with it for now.

❝    thank you!    ❞      she takes the money before he can think about changing his mind.      ❝    i got it.     not a word,   i promise.    ❞

❝     that cleaning company in california was actually way worse than here,   you know.     ❞      the pay?     pretty much the same.     but at least here she gets drinks for free.

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streetsofsecrets​:

“I don’t have ta tell ya what y’already know, sweetheart.” Franco retorts. What he won’t say is that there is a silent understanding. That he, years ago, was once in her position. Forced to live above a pawn shop in a small room supervised by a man with hands the size of cantaloupes and thick heavy rings that made such hands seem all the more intimidating. “You can scrub toilets, y’can wash the piss bucket of some old heiress for all I care. Y’think you ain’t replaceable? HAH!” 

❝   i’m  doing  that already!     who do you think cleans up the spilled drinks and tony’s puke because he can never make it to the toilet?     or cleans up that filthy restroom after we close?     who unclogged the sink last week?     and you think that ten bucks extra a day is asking for  too much?    ❞

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@streetsofsecrets​

"Nothin's fair when it comes to livin' in this country, y'should know that sweetheart. But, y'know, y'got some nerve even takin' this tone with me. Do y'know how lucky y'are right now? If you worked anywhere else it'd be three weeks 'fore ya had a check t'cash. Don't like what I give you? Go find another job. See how they'll treat a woman like y'self."

❝    what’s that supposed to mean?    ❞      there’s too many definitions for a  woman like herself  in his situation;   an immigrant without a dime to her name,   a runaway,   a  thief  with a few extra bucks that don’t belong to her hidden deep in her pocket.      ❝    maybe i  will  look for a new job.     even scrubbing toilets in california made more money than this.    ❞

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pov you’re salvatore scozzari’s punching bag ( @streetsofsecrets )

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me stunned at what i wrote

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8/22/22 [millennial] sal after pat fucks his cousin in his apartment while he’s away in jersey

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his, “bitch i will toss your bony ass across jersey keep fuckin with me” face / @hammurabicomplex​

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when pat lunges at him

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😩 my classes returned and life's been hard ngl. but the new blog is almost ready, so expect your girl to be back soon

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TEXT MESSAGE STARTERS

Send a symbol: 

🤐 for a text meant for someone else

🙃 for a text asking for a favor

🤯 for a long barrage of texts

🤬 for an angry text

🍻 for a drunk text

🤷🏼‍♀️ for a vague text

😨 for a worried text

😱 for a text that should never have been sent

😳 for a confession text 

👎 for a misguided advice text

🎉 for a congratulatory text

👯 for a text about another character (specified by asker)

😴 for a sleepy text

😾 for a catty text

🙄 for a lying text

😤 for a bitching text

🥊 for a threatening text

🤗 for an excited text.

🌙 for a late night text.

🏃‍♀️ for a rushed text.

🙅🏼 for a text that wasn’t sent.

👀 for a curious text.

🤔 for a random text.

👻 for a scared text.

Credit: x, x, x, x, x, 

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Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target? for Roman

MUSE DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS. status:  accepting.

the first time román held a gun was when he was 8 years old,  and he stole one from his dad while he was drunk and passed out on the couch.   he ran to show his friends,  who of course thought he was the coolest person alive.   they tried to shoot some bottles  ( none of them was successful ),  then started firing shots at the sky and the desert.   román’s mom eventually caught up to them and he was grounded for a month.

now the first time he fired at someone was when he was around 16 and worked for javier carosella.   at this time he just carried a gun as a precaution  ( and to look like a cool gangster ),  but he’d never really had to use it.   until there was a conflict with a local gang and they got attacked as román was helping load the trunk of a car with marijuana. he didn’t really think about it;  he just pointed the gun and pulled the trigger,  and next thing he knew two guys were dead at his feet.

even though it was self-defense,  he was still shaken up over what happened.   but soon he’d start climbing up the ranks at the cartel,  and killing became gradually easier.

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5 for Lupe, 10 for Pat, and 15 for Roman !

MUSE DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS. status:  accepting.

5.   on an average day,  what can be found in your character’s pockets?

nothing interesting,  really.   keys,  her wallet,  her phone,  some change if she’s lucky.   nothing caring to draw anyone’s eye for more than a few seconds,  which is exactly her intention.

10.   does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing,  or with less clothing?

pat doesn’t shy away from revealing clothing,  specially one that shows some cleavage.   god didn’t bless her with big boobs for her to keep them hidden.   something  too  revealing though,  like lingerie,  is definitely reserved for special someones.   she feels the most like herself in a pretty dress or a silk robe at home.

jewelry however is something she can’t go without.   she just feels naked if she doesn’t have at least some rings on.

15.   is your character preoccupied with money or material possession?   why or why not?

román likes to live well.   as a kid he dreamed of being like the older gangsters he looked up to so much,  with their fancy cars and expensive suits.   now into his adult years,  that’s no longer a priority,  but he still likes to have nice things,  and to give his daughter the life he wishes he’d had as a kid.

he gambles a lot due to his addiction,  and with gambling you’re bound to lose at times.   it’s a good thing he constantly earns good money through his job,  because even though this has put him through some financial hardships,  he’s definitely not broke just yet.   he would definitely be devastated if he had to sell his house or one of his cars or any prized possessions to get by.

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Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable. / pat for research

MUSE DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS. status:  accepting.

i’m just gonna put it under a read-more since it could be potentially triggering.

i’ll give you an example of something that actually happened when pat was 16ish and lived with her mom in america.   luisa invited a  friend  over and they shot up together.   since luisa was dead to the world,  pat took the opportunity to drink a lot of wine from their cabinet.   she also found some pills in the bathroom and took a couple,  because why the hell not.   as a result she got  very  fucked up,  to the point where she could barely walk straight.   everything was spinning around and she was about to get sick.

luisa’s friend then found pat’s bedroom,  and proceeded to hang around for a bit,  trying to flirt with her.   he groped her and tried to kiss her.   fortunately she found some strength to kick him off and run  ( he was also high,  which probably helped )  to her brother’s apartment,  which was just a few floors above hers.

this incident never left her mind for a reason;  the thing pat’s the most scared of is being  helpless  to defend herself against a threat,  specially one of a sexual nature.   having none of the security she now walks around with,  being too intoxicated to even move,  while a man eyes her up and down and tries to touch her?   literally her worst nightmare.   even if nothing actually happens,  i can’t think of any situation where she’d feel more uncomfortable and scared.

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How does your character behave around children? ( para lupe ! )

MUSE DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS. status:  accepting.

terribly.   the truth is children have always overwhelmed lupe,  seeing as she was usually the one to help her mother with her younger siblings.   when she found out she was pregnant with  twins  she wasn’t too happy about it at all.

after what happened to her boys,  however,  she’s unable not to think of them in the presence of other children.   the smaller they are,  the worst it is for lupe.   she’d rather avoid having a lot of interactions with them,  and can come off as cold when she has to do it.   it just really fucks her up.

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Character Development “Hard Mode” Meme: send a number & character to my ask box  and I’ll write an answer/headcanon in reply.

Does your character have siblings or family members in their age group? Which one are they closest with?

What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like?

What is/was your character’s relationship with their father like?

Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know?

On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets?

Does your character have recurring themes in their dreams?

Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares?

Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target?

Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up?

Does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing, or with less clothing?

In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been?

In what situation was your character the most calm they’ve ever been?

Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way?

Does your character remember names or faces easier?

Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not?

Which does your character idealize most: happiness or success?

What was your character’s favorite toy as a child?

Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others?

What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before?

In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism?

If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others?

What does your character like in other people?

What does your character dislike in other people?

How quick is your character to trust someone else?

How quick is your character to suspect someone else? Does this change if they are close with that person?

How does your character behave around children?

How does your character normally deal with confrontation?

How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation?

What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true?

What does your character find repulsive or disgusting?

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most comfortable.

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable.

In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve?

Is your character more likely to keep trying a solution/method that didn’t work the first time, or immediately move on to a different solution/method?

How does your character behave around people they like?

How does your character behave around people they dislike?

Is your character more concerned with defending their honor, or protecting their status?

Is your character more likely to remove a problem/threat, or remove themselves from a problem/threat?

Has your character ever been bitten by an animal? How were they affected (or unaffected)?

How does your character treat people in service jobs?

Does your character feel that they deserve to have what they want, whether it be material or abstract, or do they feel they must earn it first?

Has your character ever had a parental figure who was not related to them?

Has your character ever had a dependent figure who was not related to them?

How easy or difficult is it for your character to say “I love you?” Can they say it without meaning it?

What does your character believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them?

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Character Development “Hard Mode” Meme: send a number & character to my ask box  and I’ll write an answer/headcanon in reply.

Does your character have siblings or family members in their age group? Which one are they closest with?

What is/was your character’s relationship with their mother like?

What is/was your character’s relationship with their father like?

Has your character ever witnessed something that fundamentally changed them? If so, does anyone else know?

On an average day, what can be found in your character’s pockets?

Does your character have recurring themes in their dreams?

Does your character have recurring themes in their nightmares?

Has your character ever fired a gun? If so, what was their first target?

Is your character’s current socioeconomic status different than it was when they were growing up?

Does your character feel more comfortable with more clothing, or with less clothing?

In what situation was your character the most afraid they’ve ever been?

In what situation was your character the most calm they’ve ever been?

Is your character bothered by the sight of blood? If so, in what way?

Does your character remember names or faces easier?

Is your character preoccupied with money or material possession? Why or why not?

Which does your character idealize most: happiness or success?

What was your character’s favorite toy as a child?

Is your character more likely to admire wisdom, or ambition in others?

What is your character’s biggest relationship flaw? Has this flaw destroyed relationships for them before?

In what ways does your character compare themselves to others? Do they do this for the sake of self-validation, or self-criticism?

If something tragic or negative happens to your character, do they believe they may have caused or deserved it, or are they quick to blame others?

What does your character like in other people?

What does your character dislike in other people?

How quick is your character to trust someone else?

How quick is your character to suspect someone else? Does this change if they are close with that person?

How does your character behave around children?

How does your character normally deal with confrontation?

How quick or slow is your character to resort to physical violence in a confrontation?

What did your character dream of being or doing as a child? Did that dream come true?

What does your character find repulsive or disgusting?

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most comfortable.

Describe a scenario in which your character feels most uncomfortable.

In the face of criticism, is your character defensive, self-deprecating, or willing to improve?

Is your character more likely to keep trying a solution/method that didn’t work the first time, or immediately move on to a different solution/method?

How does your character behave around people they like?

How does your character behave around people they dislike?

Is your character more concerned with defending their honor, or protecting their status?

Is your character more likely to remove a problem/threat, or remove themselves from a problem/threat?

Has your character ever been bitten by an animal? How were they affected (or unaffected)?

How does your character treat people in service jobs?

Does your character feel that they deserve to have what they want, whether it be material or abstract, or do they feel they must earn it first?

Has your character ever had a parental figure who was not related to them?

Has your character ever had a dependent figure who was not related to them?

How easy or difficult is it for your character to say “I love you?” Can they say it without meaning it?

What does your character believe will happen to them after they die? Does this belief scare them?

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R for pat

NSFT  ALPHABET status:  accepting.

R = RISK   (are they game to experiment,  do they take risks,  etc.)

this ties in a lot with the fact that the way pat behaves in the context of sex is heavily influenced by her experiences with grooming and abuse.   to sum it up,  she often feels as if she  has  to try things she’s uncomfortable with to make her partners happy.   only boring,  vanilla girls don’t experiment.   so as much as she tried to convince herself she was doing those things because  she  wanted to,  in reality she had a hard time saying no.

being choked,  knife play,  increasingly violent sex,  being watched by a third party;  those are all things she put up with for the sake of pleasing benjamín  ( and other partners at times )  even though she didn’t enjoy them.   it took a while for her to realize that pleasing others in bed shouldn’t come at her expense.

so in the end,  she’s definitely not game for trying everything once.   she’ll experiment when she’s genuinely interested,  but she won’t do things that make her feel unsafe or uncomfortable anymore.

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c for cum lol for pat and fuck it román too 😎

NSFT  ALPHABET status:  accepting.

C = CUM  (anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person)

pat  doesn’t mind swallowing,  or having it on her body,  but the one place she really won’t let anyone come on is her face  ( with the exception of other weird places,  like idk her feet or neck,  but she’s never been with someone who wanted that anyway ).   the idea just doesn’t make her happy at all;  she finds it kind of gross,  it can ruin her hair,  get into her eye,  etc.   it’s just a  hard no  for her.

now for  román,  one of the reasons he cut down on the cocaine a little bit is because whenever he was high,  he’d take  forever  to finish.   without the coke he does last longer than the average man,  but not so long that it’s an issue at all.   so after many complaints from partners,  sex on coke is now more of a rare event.   because sure,  everyone likes a man who won’t come in 5 minutes,  but there’s a fucking limit.