han chari, observer and poet

reflections on the mundane, the unappreciated, the unnoticed

[hanchari]

rivulets of my  own salt water, course through, mingle in and amongst your blood, your sweat, your careless words that poisoned my  heart and set fire to  my soul. please, don't leave me  here on this cold,  hard, unforgiving floor.

han chari

[somepiecesofmyheartandsoul-deac]

I should be pressing my lips against your skin, but here I am, empty and alone, with my lips pressed against a cup of black coffee.

Lukas W. // Coffee thoughts #121 (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

[neckkiss]

[sunnieblues]

[suphix-deactivated20210326]

suphix

[minuty]

[hanchari]

sadly, without you I cannot find a way to move like I used to

han chari

[hanchari]

the sobriety hits once more awakened from the dreamless sleep the weight of this sudden pain pushing farther and farther into reality what she wouldn’t do for a second more- thoughtless mind ideal kind

han chari

[hanchari]

my heart fills with icy daggers every time you look me, unwavering, in the eyes. you've hurt me so, so deeply - why can't you just stay gone?

han chari

[wrnbrn]

[nobrashfestivity]

[drawingwithdiamonds]

[battibatt]

nobody talks about how ugly taking care of yourself can be

yes, sometimes it’s taking a warm bath and texting memes to friends and keeping an aesthetically pretty journal.

sometimes it’s crying silently on your couch at 3am, hugging yourself and reminding yourself that you’re a good person.

self care is not always ‘aesthetic’ and cute…and that’s ok. don’t be embarrassed, just do what you need to do.

[brilliantlybeloved]

[passivites]

Eventually something you love is going to be taken away. And then you will fall to the floor crying. And then, however much later, it is finally happening to you: you’re falling to the floor crying thinking, “I am falling to the floor crying,” but there’s an element of the ridiculous to it — you knew it would happen and, even worse, while you’re on the floor crying you look at the place where the wall meets the floor and you realize you didn’t paint it very well.

Richard Siken (via 360impossible)

[wizardnem]

[hillergoodspeed]

recently installed at lucky’s comics: the hiller goodspeed art and objects machine which dispenses items for 2 canadian or american quarters. capsules include shapes, poems, original drawings, zines, pins, sculpey figurines, and other stuff.

[labella-instagram]