Handled Blunt

Enjoy Ezzy Derp's brand of humor ^w^ https://beacons.ai/ezzylederp

[thinkingofhersmile]

[handledblunt]

I had several videos scheduled out for the 19th. They are going to be posted until the 23rd. Still going ghost until I'm down to come back

[handledblunt]

I had several videos scheduled out for the 19th. They are going to be posted until the 23rd. Still going ghost until I'm down to come back

[puritychalice]

[power-chords]

This Dan Piraro comic always makes me cry.

[handledblunt]

I actually don't think I'll be coming back to the internet for a while. I will return one day and post with a renewed sense of ambition. But I'm drained and want to live life outside of an http. I'll be on here and lemon8, mostly posting music and little photo dumps. Its less stress and more like a sandbox to be creative in than productivity posting. Feels like I'm dragging myself thru the mud. The last 3.5 years have been a trip. Thank you to everyone involved. I sometimes look in the mirror and wonder why so many people are intimidated, yet inspired by little ole me. Gives me hope for a bright future. Really showed me that power lies within the person, not the external validation from the public. I'm tired. I promise to come back as a powerhouse and not weak willed! Tbc

[handledblunt]

My son has an 80% southern accent and 20% Australian accent. He watches enough Bluey that it's affected how he talks 🫠🤣🥰

Note, the boy is half Dominican ☠️

[handledblunt]

Having entire groups mimic my personality is definitely a flex, an annoying one, but still a flex. Its like dealing with mosquitoes while having sweet blood.

Plus, I've dealt with this concerning people I've admired for years. This isn't my first rodeo. Not complaining tho. Being an influencer comes with the territory of displaying myself online.

[indigrassy]

Lost in the crowd

[handledblunt]

My favorite flowers are marigolds and water lilies. Morning glories are a close 2nd.

[echoschambers]

[bannertanks]

[ghosthierophant]

[unusual-suspects]

x

[handledblunt]

I miss my Austin friends and being within an hour drive from my best friend of 15 years.

[blingedoubimbi]

[unsubconscious]

Elena Wuest (German, b. 1977) ‘Beyond’, 2025 Oil on canvas, 80 x 60cm

[antoniasliddlecorner]

Drowning in my love for Her ❤️🧡🤍🩷💜

[handledblunt]

Btw I dropped the 5 lbs again in 2 days. That water weight happened on the worst day, when I was going to take pictures for the 4th. But it is what it is. Still a cutie patootie 🎀

[handledblunt]

I literally gained 5lbs overnight and got so worried that I emailed my dietitian. She did explain that suddenly doing 2-3 hour workouts 5 days a week (my first week doing this) and upping my water intake by twice as much, plus each a bunch of salty foods would definitely make that happen. Apparently muscles hold water when they are healing? Cause I started getting slimmer then bam! Wake up 5lbs bigger.

Which I was more concerned health wise cause I love how I look. I'm beautiful while big and beautiful while small 💝 Honestly, the curves and face card do a lot of the heavy lifting ☠️😂 I just wish I didn't get rid of all my cute clothes from the last time I was this size. Just bought some more clothes that will fit given I stopped being in denial about being big again. Lived in pajama shirts and the 1 black shirt for 3 months. Bringing back some cute outfits soon 🥰✨️🌸😂