torn between admitting myself to a mental health facility orrrrrrrrr just giving up
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torn between admitting myself to a mental health facility orrrrrrrrr just giving up
i just wanna be babied and cuddled so bad
Paano ko sasabihin sa’yo na ang sama-sama ng loob ko dahil hindi mo sinunod yung sinabi ko na magpa-checkup ka sa doctor at huwag i-priority ang pagpapahilot ;-(
sana gumaling ka agad. namimiss na rin kita.
If I am too much for you go find less
a man cannot be cruel to the woman he loves
Don't be careful. Be intentional. Careful means you have to think about it. Intentional means the thought of another life doesn't even cross your mind.
my future is bright, and i’ll get everything i want in life simply because i intend it to.
mas madalas akong nagsstay sa kabilang bahay kasi mas nakakawork ako kaya pag umuuwi ako dito sa bahay namin, nawiwindang yung pagkatao ko.
3 AM na ako nakatulog kasi parang naninibago katawan ko, tas kailangan pa gumising nang maaga kasi may lakad kami. ang daming ganap sa lakad kahit halos tatlong oras lang naman. ang daming need asikasuhin kay alab. pag-uwi namin, nanonood pa yung tito ko ng hearing, edi dagdag stress. tas nagkaron pa ko.
yung pakiramdam ko, hindi ko mahiwalay yung ako pag nasa kabila, sa ako pag nandito sa amin. sa kabila, working mom ako. dito sa amin, present mom, working mom, tas anak din ako. hindi pa ako makatrabaho rito kasi wala pang maayos na kwarto kaya yung pakiramdam ko, para na naman akong nilalamon.
wala naman din choice kasi maraming tao sa kabila mula bukas na hindi rin naman ako sanay at masisira na naman ang sistema ko, kaya no choice kundi magregulate ng sistema sa labas, aka cafe hopping.
umay.
spend less time on social media, wake up early even if you go to bed late, you’ll adjust and start wanting to sleep earlier too. spend actual time making food that’s good for you and that you like. look after your skin and not just your face, you have a whole body. give yourself time to read that pile of unread books, watch old movies and go to the cinema to see new ones, go alone too. call your friends more, if you can’t see them often or they aren’t local to you then call them.. while out grocery shopping to keep each other company or while at home letting hours pass without realising. also while grocery shopping, pick out the good fruit and veg, learn what’s in season and learn how to tell which are good picks. go on walks and take your time, breathe in the air and don’t spend the whole time counting your steps, look around you. take a day trip to somewhere new, yes you can even do that alone, maybe you can ask your friend to join you the next time you call though.
look after yourself. make a conscious choice to do what feels and what is actually good for yourself. don’t just talk about self care and put on a face mask and light a candle once every few weeks. i mean you can do that but just. actually do more. treat yourself like an old life long friend, remember the child you once were and look after them. be patient with yourself. be kind and gentle to yourself, don’t just say it, actually do it. in the ways that matter, that make you feel real and part of something
pagod na ako :<
i'm alright. we're alright. we're exactly where we need to be.
sinumpong na naman ako kaya maghapon akong nagtutulog at nagkikilos lang dito sa bahay. kada tapos ng gawaing bahay, natulog ako. nakapaglaba ako, ultimo cover ng sofa, nalabhan ko. nakapagluto ng lunch. nakapag-linis ng bahay. nakagawa ng leche flan na sobrang random thought lang. ang gulo na naman kasi ng isip ko.
napabangon lang ako kasi may webinar akong aattendan ng 6pm tapos kailangan ko mag-init ng tubig para sa kape namin mamaya.
may win naman ngayon dahil sinend ng client ko yun final packaging na ginamit yun design ko at ang ganda ng kinalabasan.
tamo ang gulo ng kwento, ah basta ganun