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absolute complete nonsense ramble

my partner was telling me about someone they met who would go to the Spotify most popular playlists and just shuffle them when she wanted to listen to music, which wasn't very often. couldn't name two artists she liked. would truly just listen to whatever.

how freaking different would my life be if i was like that? i can't imagine it... but also, how many people in this big wide world experience music that way????

what that made me think of is - I've had this recurring thought over the last few weeks, imagining what a "previous life" might have been like for me. As if maybe there was someone out there who was lying on their deathbed thinking, "the next time i live, I want to get really into weird music and indie tabletop games" and on the other end of a cosmic thread, a wee happidragon was being born LOL

or like, "i wish i didn't spend so much money on clothes," or "i wish i could have finished school" or "i wish i could have grown up with siblings" or any number of more serious things

it is silly but feels like such a nice thought. and it makes me feel better when I start to worry about how massive the world is and how much I'm missing out on. when i imagine someone who wishes they could have tried a life like mine, it feels easier to commit to being me.

AND it makes me respect the Spotify freak more. cause what is she doing with all of that time and energy that I'm spending on music??? Maybe one day I'll get to find out, like if i'm lying on a table about to croak and thinking, "dang.... i wish i could have gotten really really into mixed martial arts"

#just bloggin #i wanted to store these thoughts somewhere #apparently they made a website where you can do that

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"Have you ever considered repression as being... as a sort of avenue for self harm?"

"Not particularly."

"No?"

"I think... I think the harm lies in poor behaviour, really. In the sort of outcome that you'd get- or- I guess the person you'd be if you didn't keep a lid on things."

"I see."

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Animation I made as a tribute to Louis Wain, both to his art and him as a person, I hope my animations convey how comforting I find his art. Each cat is drawn on paper❤️ “I am happy because everyone loves me”