Hello

Ethical vegan | Sufferer of Anxiety & Depression, ocd, body issues, exercise dependency: attempting recovery | Travel | Nina & Betsey my poodles | Sexual being | lace lingerie addiction | tattoos | Sagittarius | I wish I could paint masterpieces | want my own cafe/be a broadcaster

[femmeinist-killjoy]

Alia Shawkat, photographed by Amber Mahoney for Tidal Magazine.

[phreshouttarunway]

Your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.

Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Crime and Punishment (via tee-jm)

[beejayway]

[good-gay-mate]

If you’re the type of person to want to go some where just to see the sunrise/sunset or you want to stay in the car a little longer just to finish listening to that one song then we’d get along very well

[obviousplant]

I left some health tips at the grocery store

[captainhelloimbeautifullyma-blog]

Omg yes!!

[adventures-in-therapy]

When a mental health professional asks me how old I was when my anxiety started:

[wide-eyes-empty-mind]

I hate that I get jealous of how skinny peoples hands are. Or how small and dainty their knees are. I just wanna be frail and boney. But my bones never show how I want them too

[heart-of-a-wildflower-deactivat]

Random ED things nobody really talks about

Being jealous of friends or people who have been severely underweight/ hospitalized

Hundreds of awkward angle body checking photos

Looking at the size of your legs/body in every mirror, reflection, shop window

Being disgusted at watching people eat

Comparing people’s body size and weight to yours before noticing anything else about them

Being obsessed with cooking/dieting/food programmes

The pain of hitting your hip bone on a table

Hating yourself for judging anyone who is healthy or overweight

Being proud of your lowest weight once recovered/weight restored

Eye rolls when anyone without an ED discusses their new diet/weight loss

Eating every tiny bit of a specific calorie portioned food because damn if you’ve counted those calories you are gonna enjoy them

Feeling embarrassed for eating ‘unhealthy’ foods because people assume you eat nothing/survive on lettuce

‘Wow you’re actually eating’ kill me

Not enjoying excercise or wanting to work out

Alternating between being scared of all food and wanting to consume everything in sight

Really horrific awful bad breath (like seriously bad)

One day you’re too scared to eat a tomato the next you eat chocolate without worrying about it

Looking in the mirror after eating and feeling like you gained 20lbs

The anxiety and embarrassment of buying laxatives/diet pills

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

7 Things to Quit

1. Getting your self esteem from others.

2. Constantly attacking and putting yourself down.

3. Thinking that others are better than you.

4. Expecting things to not turn out well.

5. Living in the past.

6. Fearing the future.

7. Being afraid of change.

[catladyofasgard-deactivated2018]

Yep

[harbourmeinthedocksofhope]

I hate anxiety

I feel full after eating hardly anything, my tummy is bloated and yuk, i get shooting my tummy, i bleed even on bc pill days, bathroom probs, tired.

I’ve convinced myself I have an ovarian problem or a bowel problem or a thyroid problem or im pregnant even though i take bc and last has sex 8 months ago. whyyyyy does anxiety exist. And the dr will just tell me im a hypochondriac or something

[junkb0nes]

Heh.

[soshesawildflowerxo-deactivated]

The worst feeling in the world is finding your person, the one you want to be with, the one you love so much and it being completely out of your control. The timing being wrong. That’s the most painful, destroying feeling.

[harbourmeinthedocksofhope]

Yep. My life

[couturemoda]

Monique Lhuillier SS17 Bridal - I

[shannonmiller]

So honored to have captured their wedding day. ❤️ (at Nashville, Tennessee)

[adviceforvegans]

60 Seconds

Circuses in 60 Seconds Horse Racing in 60 Seconds The Fur Industry in 60 Seconds The Dairy Industry in 60 Seconds The Down Industry in 60 Seconds AirCruelty in 60 Seconds Factory Farming in 60 Seconds China Fur Trade in 60 Seconds Puppy Mills in 60 Seconds Animal Testing in 60 Seconds Go vegan.

[wordswilling]

First forget inspiration. Habit is more dependable. Habit will sustain you whether you’re inspired or not. Habit will help you finish and polish your stories. Inspiration won’t. Habit is persistence in practice.

Octavia E. Butler, “Furor Scribendi” in Bloodchild and Other Stories (via wordswilling)